I've never had someone like her before. Someone sweet, caring, and who I've grown to love. She's everything I've ever wanted, and ever could have asked for, plus even more. And I think she just might... or at least might have. But she loves *him*. He's the 'love of her life' according to Buffy and Xander, and they know her better then anyone. Even better then him.

She is the first person who ever truly cared about me since my mother died.

And now she's gone back to him, and she won't ever come back to me.