As much as I hate to do this, I know I must. He's just too damn obsessed with her, and we all know that she'll never be able to force herself to kill him, no matter what the consequences are. She loves her Angel too much and could never live with herself if she did anything to harm him. Well what about me? Angelus was my life! He helped me become everything I ever wanted to be. He even...

No, calm down. I need to focus. These won't be the last thoughts I have as a whole person. Because the moment his soul is returned, I just know a part of me will be lost forever. I did everything he ever asked me to do, from lying to my friends to never even suggesting he live off animal blood. And he's still going to do it, so I've got to do this first.

Even though I know it'll be far more painful that any hell dimension.