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TV Shows » Murphy Brown » After FYI Pt 3: The Rule of Threes
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Chapter Seven: Its like Starting Over...
“Frank what are we doing here!” Murphy yelled as Frank ushered her into to the elevator of their old building in D.C.
“Just come on Murph.” She hesitated as Frank continued his ushering continued.
“You promised me there’d be free food? Where’s the food Frank?”
“We’ll get the food later.” Once Murphy was finally in the elevator he pushed the seventeenth floor. Murphy was too busy making a fuss to notice which floor frank had pushed. Murphy continued her nagging and Frank his persistency.
“Listen, Corky called me this morning and said we needed to meet her here and I should make sure you were there, it didn’t matter how, I just had to get you here. That’s all I know!”
“Corky! What does she want?” Murphy didn’t really seem to care for an answer.
“That’s all I know!” Frank shielded himself from Murphy. Murphy looked at Frank strangely.
“Frank your roots are growing in? You should really get them done?
“I’m leaving it that way. I think it makes me look distinguished.”
“I think it makes you look like Captain Stubing!” The elevator opened onto the seventeenth Floor. It was dark. Murphy looked up at the elevator numbers. “What the hell are we doing on our old floor Frank?” Murphy peered out. Frank put his arm out to block the door.
“Maybe we should go back downstairs and wait.” Frank removed his hand.
“What, you made a fuss about us coming all the way up here..!”
“Corky said if we got here before her we should wait for her…”
“What?” Murphy was really confused.
“That’s what she said.”
“Well, I’m not standing in the elevator Frank!” She took a step.
“No!” Frank put out his arm.
“Fine! Fine! Then I’m going home!” She stepped back in.
“No. Don’t go home. Just stay. Just a little. I’m sure she’ll be right here!”
“Fine! But I am not standing in the elevator Frank!”
“Why not!”
“Well, for one reason Frank. We’re in the side of the building with one elevator, which means Corky can’t come up to meet us.”
“Oh?” Frank felt stupid and Murphy felt smart as she smiled slyly. Murphy stepped out and Frank followed.
“Where the hell is that light!” Murphy rounded around the corner and suddenly the lights turned on one by one. Frank adjusted his eyes to lights. The floor looked the same only sparse. The same sliver and gray colors, but empty chairs and desks, and of course the coffee Island and the glass table.
“Ok, Here’s the deal Frank!” Murphy came from the left hallway. “If in five minutes Corky doesn’t get here or I don’t have a hamburger between these hands,” Murphy out her hands out. “ I’m going home!”
“And what sulk around her house all day doing nothing!” Frank was confronting; the only way to deal with Murphy in this situation. And in a tone only Frank knew he could take with her.
“I do not sulk!”
“Murphy you haven’t left your house for a week!”
“I left my house.” Murphy walked past Frank over to the coffee Island. “I had to get the paper.” She took her Mommy mug from the mug rack and filled her cup from the water cooler.
“This is what I’m talking about!” Frank took his mug off the rack and poured himself a glass of water. “You don’t do anything. You just sit in that house probably cutting Jerry out of all your old pictures! Murphy we’re all worried about you.”
“Is that what this is? An intervention! No. No NO!” Murphy set her mug down with a bang. “It didn’t work the last time! And it’s not gonna work again!”
“Murphy, two days later you checked yourself into Betty Ford!”
”That was on my own vo-lit-ion pal! None of that stuff had anything to do with that!” All that stuff was just a confidence. That’s all!”
“Yeah. Right!” Frank was not convinced. Murphy reached for her mug and stopped.
“Frank?”
“What?”
“What is my mommy mug doing here?”
“What?”
“My Mommy mug?” Murphy picked up her stork mommy mug and showed it to Frank.
“Who says that yours? Someone else must have left it here.”
“How many mommy mugs are out there Frank? And look theres a chip there.” She pointed to the edge. "That’s from when I threw it at Kay after she parked in my parking space that first year. .”
“Maybe you left it here?”
“Six years ago Frank! And besides I know I took it with me to New York. And look!” She pointed to Frank’s mug in his hand. “Isn’t that your mug Frank?” Frank looked at his mug with amazement.
“AHH! Your right?” Murphy walked past him towards her office while Frank walked behind the Coffee Island and noticed not only Corky’s pink mug, but the fish mug he bought Jim. “Jim’s mug here’s also… and Corky’s..This is weird Murph!”
“Oh, My lord!” The sound came from Murphy’s office.
”What? What?” Frank asked as Murphy exited her office.
“All my stuff is in my office.” Murphy pointed towards her office.
“What?” Frank walked over to the door.
“All my stuff! My desk, my pictures. Its all there!” Frank looked in the office. “This is really weird Frank!”
“Yeah.” Frank walked out of the office and looked at Murphy. “What is going on here Murph? ”
“I don’t know Frank?”
“It’s like we’ve been pulled into some parallel universe.”
“Or worse..the nineties.”
The elevator door dinged and off walked Corky in a blue suit, sunglasses, and a bit of a tan. Her hair was long and pulled behind her head.
“Oh, No. Your all got here before me! Oh no. Frank! You ruined the surprise!“
“What surprise Corky!” Murphy screamed as she approached her. “What is going on here?
“Yeah, why is our stuff here!” Frank motioned toward the room.
“Is Jim here yet?” Corky looked around. “I’d like to wait until Jim gets here.”
“No Jim’s not here yet? Corky, I demand to know what is going on here!” The elevator dinged and a man in black and in glasses got off the elevator.
“Excuse me Ms. Sherwood?”
“Yes Arnold?” Corky seemed to be very friendly towards him.
“Mr. Champion would like me to tell you he has decided to wait for you in the plane and will be leaving me with the car for you when ever your done.”
“Thank you.” Corky smiled and the elevator door opened to reveal Jim. The man got back on the elevator and Jim noticed the group confused.
“Oh, there you all are?” Jim walked over.
“Corky, your dating Champion?” Murphy asked. “Oh, hi Jim.”
“Hey there Slugger. Frank.” He looked at Corky. “Corky you asked me to meet you here.”
“Yes.” Corky smiled at Jim.
“So when did this happen?” Frank asked.
“About a week ago?” Corky glowed
“When did what happen?” Jim asked.
“She’s dating Victor Champion.” Frank whispered to Jim. Jim nodded in the realization of who he was.
“Victor Champion the greasy mogul we did that report on three years ago?” Jim asked.
“He’s not greasy. And he’s changed his ways. I mean he was never greasy before that. He’s learned from his mistakes. And besides were not dating.” Corky smiled. “Where engaged.” She showed the group her hand.
“Corky? I don’t understand!” Murphy walled. “What about all that stuff about marriage just being a bottomless pit, the firer pillars of hell!”
“I know I said all that, but I guess something taught me life is short.” She smiled.
“So, your just gonna rush into to marriage with some guy because life is too short.
“I’m not getting married right away! At least not just yet. I think I’m just going to be engaged for while. I never had that. I never had that engagement period. With Will we were so excited we didn’t want to wait. One minute I was engaged and the next I was married. And with Miles I didn’t even get half that. I think I’m going to see what this is like for a change.” She saw Corky beam. “Take my time.”
“Wow, Corky. Your really happy aren’t you?” Frank was in owe.
“Yes.” She seemed very proud of herself. “I am”
“That’s really great Corky.” Jim and Murphy chimed in.
“So, is that why we're all here?” Jim asked the group.
“Sort of.” Corky said slyly.
“Yeah, and why does this floor looked like it did back in 1996!” Murphy squawked.
“Ohh, that was a bad year!” Frank winced.
“Tell me about it.” Murphy did an aside.
“I’m getting to that! I’m getting to that!” Corky cleared her throat with excitement. “For the last week Victor and I have been on vacation in Bermuda...”
“If, she drags out slides, I get to kill her don’t I Frank?” She tilted her head towards him. He tired to hold in his laughter.
“AND!” Corky tried to get Murphy’s attention back. Frank got his composure back. “As I was saying. Well. To get a long story short.”
“Too late.” Murphy muffed. Corky gave Murphy a look. Frank smiled as if he and Murphy were kids cutting up in class.
“Victor asked me what I wanted as a gift for our engagement. And I racked my brain. I mean I have everything I could possible want! I have my health, a job I love, a man I love.” Murphy stuck her finger in her mouth as Corky circled the floor leaving her back to Murphy. Frank tried not to laugh. “And then it hit me. All I needed was my friends to be happy.” She smiled at her friends. “So, I thought of a way in which he could help me do that.” There was a pause while the group waited for an answer. “So I bought this!”
“You bought the seventeenth floor?” Frank asked. “Why?”
“No, I bought the network Silly! Well, Victor did!”
“Wait a second here Corky?” Murphy chimed in. “Corky..You’re the new president of CBS?”
“More like CEO.” She gilmed.
“Corky owns CBS?” Frank asked. “I have to sit down.” Frank pulled up a chair at one of the desk closest to the elevator.
“Corky, this still doesn’t explain why my office is back?” Murphy question.
“And our mugs?” Frank asked.
“Shut up about the mugs Frank!” Murphy wanted to keep the conversation on track.
“What mugs?” Jim questioned
“Don’t you see? I own the network now! I can do what ever I want! We were all so happy here.” Corky explained as if it were gospel.
“Corky you can’t bring FYI back. It’s over. Its in the past-- we have to go on.” Murphy demanded.
“I know that. But that doesn’t mean you can’t?” Corky continued.
“Corky… you don’t mean..” Murphy was just getting it.
“It’s all your’s Murphy, You too Frank.” Frank stood up. “And Jim? If you want it? I had the entire floor changed back to news.” Frank walked over to the group as Corky handed Murphy a key. “You can do what ever you want Murphy. It’s your office’s now.” She turned toward Jim and Frank. “You too.”
“Really?” Frank asked.
“Yes.” Corky beamed. Murphy smiled and Corky handed a very touched Frank his key.
“I don’t know what to say Corky.” Murphy spoke.
“I think you just did.”
“Now, Corky.” Jim stepped in. “Before you give me my key. I just have to say. Don’t bother. Doris’s been bugging me to get to some chores about the house. I just think its time I take it easy for awhile.” Murphy and Frank made their protests. “Please don’t push me on the issue.” He put his hands up.
“Actually Jim, I don’t have a key for you…quite yet” Corky said plainly.
“Oh.” Jim said impressed by his actions.
“I have this?” She handed Jim an envelope. He looked at Corky and opened it. “Victor had this small newspaper in Virgina he was trying to get rid of so.. I bought it from him, for a profit of course. If you want it? Other wise…”
“You’re giving this to me Corky?” Jim was very touched even for Jim.
“Yes. It’s all yours. Do with it what you want? Make it your dreams Jim.”
“Jim!” Murphy was so excited as was Frank. Jim looked at the papers with awe and with held back emotion looked up at Corky.
“I will do you proud Corky.” She smiled. There was a moment.
“If you’re waiting for a group hug Corky don’t count on it!” Murphy broke the loveliness of the moment as usual.
“Oh, come on.” She put her hands out.
“What do I look like Mary Tyler Moore! No!” Murphy pushed away. “I thanked. Be happy with that. I don’t hug.”
“Well, I know you want to give me one and that’s all that matters.” Corky looked at her watch. “Oh, I have to get going. Victor and I are going to Martha’s Vineyard for the weekend.”
“Yes, I should go to. I must go and tell Doris! Oh she’ll be so happy!” Jim and Corky went for the elevator. Murphy walked over to her sectary’s desks and sat in its edge. She looked deep in thought. Frank watched her as Jim and Corky got into the elevator.
“You coming Slugger?” Jim asked holding the elevator open with his hand.
“No, I think I’m going to stay here for a little bit.” She only moved her head.
“Frank?” Jim asked.
“No, you go ahead.” Jim nodded and the elevator closed. “Murph?” He paused and began to approach her not sure what to say.” You want to get that hamburger now?”
“Ahh, you go. I’ll catch up with you later.” She didn’t look at him.
“Murph?” Frank walked closer with that all knowing best friend look.
“Come, on. You can talk to me.” Murphy said nothing. “Now I’ve been trying to reach out to you for a week now. You can confide in me.” Murphy paused and collected her thoughts. “Come on Murph. It’s me Frank?” there was a pause again.
“I don’t know Frank. I just didn’t think it would take this long.” She paused while Frank tried to make sense of what she was saying. “ I guess I didn’t think it would hurt this much.” Frank plopped himself down next to her.
“Yeah. I know. But its O. K. everyone needs there grieving process. Besides it’s only been a week.”
“I know Frank. But it feels different this time. It’s not like the last times. She looked at Frank. “Why do I feel like this ones going to take longer to get over.”
“Because maybe it just.. is.”
“I just don’t know why I keep doing this to myself Frank! Why do I do this over and over again? I never learn form my mistakes. I never learn. I mean am I doomed to repeat the same pattern over and over again.”
“Maybe… “ Murphy looked at him with an appalled glare.” Or Maybe It’s this time that make’s it different. Maybe it’s this experience that shakes you up. What makes you change everything; Maybe this is the experience that makes you learn. So the next time it won’t happen.”
“You really think so Frank?”
”It’s got to be.” He took her hand. “You can’t think of this as a failure. Believe me I did that for too long.” Murphy looked at him. “Oh, I still do it. So you can take it from me that I know its hard now. But, you have to see this as the beginning to a new life. Your chance to start over. Not the end of something, but the beginning. Maybe then you can really be in love.“
“Start over huh?” Murphy seemed to like the idea.
“Yeah.”
“When did you get so smart Frank?” She set her head on his shoulder.
“Ahh, I don’t know, I guess all that therapy had to go somewhere? Murphy and Frank laughed. There was a long pause. Murphy started to stair up Frank’s nose. “This is nice.”
“Frank you really should clip your nose hairs it looks like the pine valley up there.” She lifted her head off his shoulder.
“And here I thought you were being nice, so I’d give you your present.”
“A Present?” Murphy perked up. Frank smiled. “Why do I a feeling you knew more about this meeting here then you let on to Frank?” Murphy stood up.
“Maybe.” Frank took a small thin cardboard box with a bow out of his breast pocket. “Let’s just say I knew there would be something to celebrate.”
“Oh, Frank. Number two pencils!” Murphy was touched
“Number two soft. I figured being inside for a week you’d must have chewed the hell out of all the ones at your own house. You’d need reinforcements.”
“Oh, Frank. This is really great. I mean really great.” She looked at the pencils.
“But, there’s more.” Frank entered the small room off Murphy’s office and then returned with a small bowl, A fish bowl, which he set next to Murphy on the secretary’s desk.
“A Fish?” Murphy spouted off the desk as Frank set it down. Murphy beamed.
“I noticed you never had one in your office in New York. It made your office naked. I thought it’d be a good office warming present.”
“Wow, Frank. This is sooo great. I mean you’re the best friend a girl could ever ask for. Really. Trying to cheer me up like this.” She smiled. “ It’s not working that well, but the try is really amusing me.”
“Ahh, Murph.” Frank put his arm around her. “It’ll come.” Murphy looked over into the tank.
“Frank, there’s no fish in this tank.”
“Yeah, its hard to find a pet shop open on Sundays.” Frank starched his head. “ So All I could get was the tank. But there’s a little swimmer in there. I couldn’t think of name for him though.” Murphy smiled.
“Well, he just sort of sits there and does nothing. We could call him George Jr.” Murphy smiled and so did Frank..
“So come on.” He motioned with his arm. “Lets go to Phil’s. I owe you a hamburger.” Murphy lit up.
“Your right Frank. I can’t just sit around and sulk. And you were right I was sulking. Well no more! This is the new Murphy Brown. And this is my new life. And I’m actually going to learn from my mistakes..”
“Right on sister!” Frank joked and made a hand gesture for support.
“And I’m going to come out of this ok..”
“Yeah..”
“Better for the wiser..”
“You heard it..”
“It’s the new me!”
“You will love again!”
“Don’t be a clique Frank!” Suddenly Murphy’s phone rang. “Is that me?” Frank looked at his own.
“Yeah, That’s you.”
“Jeez..!” Murphy searched in her bag for her phone. She found it and stopped herself from opening it. “No, I’m Busy. I’m out. Who says I want to talk to anyone. Who ever it is they can reach me later. I didn’t want this thing. I never did. I always use to make fun of those people who used their phones on the freeway! And now look. I’m one of them. ME! ME! Not Any more!. I’m doing what I want to do! You hear me!” She yelled at the phone. “You here me! Its starts with portable phones and ends with little chips in your brain. I tell you Frank!. It’s just one step closer to big brother. Here’s to technology.” And Murphy dumped her phone, splat, into the fish tank. Murphy was pretty proud of herself. “Come one Frank. Let’s get out of here.” She cleaned off her hands as a job well done and walked towards the elevator.
“Haha! She’s back!” Frank shouted
After spending a good old time at Phil’s Frank finally dropped Murphy off at home. She opened the door and closed it with a loud echo through the empty house and set her purse on the chair next to the door. Murphy walked through the foyer noticing a large package on the foyer table with the mail. She set her finger on the postmark recognizing it immediately. She took the package under her arm and walked to the living room. With her free hand the first thing she did was hit the lights and then hit the CD player starting her favorite song.
Murphy looked at the player longingly as Natural Women carryed in the air. The piano cords played and Murphy was converted. She kicked off her shoes and circled the couch setting the package on the coffee table and herself on the couch. She quickly sifted through the few pieces of mail she had and then tossed it to the side anxious to open the big brown box.
Now, I’m not longer doubtful of what I’m living for..
She slid her fingers around the edges in excitement. Then with the sharp end of her key slit open the box to reveal the contents. She pulled the sides of the box aside and dug her hands into the shipping material. When her hands emerged from the box she had a nice new looking shining Emmy attached to it. She held the women in her hands looking at her with pride. She moved the statue around as she checked out the fixing job that had been done. There wasn’t a starch on her.
“What do you know? Good as new.”
And if I make you happy I don’t need to do more.
Murphy lifted the golden women up and looked at her from below.
She stood up and walked the women over to the mantel and set then set her down lightly She stepped back and admired it. It sure looked good.
“Ding, Dong!” The doorbell rang.
“I’ll be right back. Murphy put her arm out. “ Stay.” She smiled “Good Emmy.” Murphy joked and went for the door. On her way she turned off the radio. “Jeez Frank, What do you want now!” The doorbell rang again. “Yeah, Yeah. I’m coming.”Murphy opened the door and her jaw dropped. Standing in her doorway was Jake Lowenstein.
“Jake?”
“Murphy. I know I’m the last person you expected to see..”
“Well, that’s the understatement of the year.” Murphy was in shock. “What are you doing here?”
“I know it’s late..” He changed the subject. “ May I come in?”
“Oh? Yes sure.” Murphy stepped aside and Jake walked in. He looked a bit agitated. He looked up towards the stairs.
“I hope I didn’t wake Avery up?.”
“Actually Avery’s spending the week with his Grandfather.” Murphy closed the door.
“Oh.”
“Jake..”
“Your surprised to see me..”
“Well, yeah. I thought you’d be in Argentina by now?”
“I was. I can explain all that..” He stopped. “Can we talk in here?” He pointed to the living room.
“Sure?” Jake put his arm out and Murphy walked past him. Jake followed and the two stood next to the arm of the couch. “Why are you here Jake?”
“Murphy.” He looked at her passionately. “Every since I left New York. I can’t stop thinking about what you said. On the plane, in the airport. I can’t get you and Avery out of my head. You’ll all I think about.” He set his arms on her solders. “And it hit me. This is my son. Our son. I can’t just walk away from that. And if the women I’m with doesn’t think that my son is a priority. Well, she’s not the one for me. So I left. I got on a plane and here I am.” Jake caught his breath.
“She kicked you out didn’t she..”
“That’s not the point Murphy. We weren’t meant to be together. We both realized that. You were right Murphy.” He rubbed her shoulders. “ Some people just will always love each other.”
“Jake.” She paused. “I think it’s great that you want to be a part of our son’s life. But you can’t just come here and assume that I come with the package. That because you’re back in Avery’s life your automatically back in mine. I don’t need a man. If that’s why you’re here?”
“And who do you need Peter, Jerry..” Jake got defensive.
“I don’t need Jerry, and I don’t need Peter. I don’t need any man Jake… I’ll be with a man because I want to Jake. Not because he’s the one who’s left.”
“Oh, come on Murphy. We both know that were meant to be together.” He rubbed her shoulders. She looked into his eyes. “I love you Murphy. And I think I always will. And I know deep down inside you know that too.” He spoke softly.
Murphy looked into his eyes as Jake took his hand and slowly touched her cheek. He leaned in and kissed her deeply sending Murphy onto the arm of the couch. Jake pulled away leaving a bewildered look on Murphy’s face. As if the kiss had given her a sudden realization. She leaned her hand onto the arm of the couch to balance herself. Jake smiled with the satisfaction of a job well done. Murphy looked into his eyes with a new feeling.
“Your eyes.” She paused. “ They’re crinkling.” She whisped. Jake grinned.
“I knew you’d know.” He smiled and leaned in.
“Jake. I think I understand know. “ The doorbell rang.” I think I know what I need to do.” Jake laughed a short laugh. “Jake…” The doorbell rang again. “Jake..” And again. “Jake..Let me just get this. And then we’ll talk. Stay right here.” Murphy took long strides for the door and opened it with a long arm. Again her mouth dropped.
“Jerry!” Murphy was ago as Jerry Gold looking very serious, wearing a tux and looking sharp stood in the doorway. Murphy beamed.
“Hi.” He said sheepishly.
“Jerry what are your doing here? I thought you were in LA?”
“I was.” He stepped in the doorframe and gestured with his arm revealing a golden Emmy attached to it.
“Jerry you won!” Murphy beamed with a big deal of surprise in her voice.
“Yeah?” Jerry was pretty surprised with himself. He moseyed in. “Pretty cool huh? Best talk show host.”
“Jerry!” Murphy was so pleased as Jerry set the Emmy on the foyer table and started at it with amazement. Jerry closed the door behind him.
“Yeah, I was pretty shocked myself. So was the audience. I’ve never heard a more collective, huh? Since Sherwood won the Humboldt.” Jerry laughed and took in Murphy changing his mood to a more serious tone.
“Why are you here Jerry? Shouldn’t you be out celebrating? Why did you come all this way…?”
“I guess I’ve been thinking..”
“Oh, about what?” Murphy tried to pretend she didn’t know what he had been thinking about.
“About us.”
“I see.” They looked into each other’s eyes. Murphy looked at the Emmy.
“It’s beautiful isn’t it?” Murphy looked at The Emmy and Jerry looked at her.
“Yes, it is.” Jerry looked back at the Emmy and picked it up in his fist. “Where’s yours Brown?”
“In the living room.”
“Come on. Let’s put them side by side. See who’s bigger…”Jerry went for the living room.
“Jerry wait!” Murphy ran after Jerry. She caught up with him as Jerry entered the living room and caught Jake.
“Jake!” Jerry was not pleased.
“Jerry!” Jake looked at Murphy. “What’s he doing here?”
“Oh, of course. Why am I not surprised? He’s here. I should have guessed as soon as I’m gone the vampire Lestate just sweeps on in!”
“Jerry let me just explain what’s going on here!..” Murphy tried to speak.
“Oh, no. I get what’s going on. It’s what always happens. You’re getting back together with Jake.” He looked at Murphy. “Mazol Tov Brown! I hope you don’t mind if I don’t stay and find out were your registered?” Jerry went for the door.
“Jerry wait!” Murphy ran after him. Jerry stopped at the entrance to the foyer as Jake spoke.
“Murphy, you don’t have to run after him! You just said you didn’t need him.” Jake stood still confident in his comment.
“What! You told him you didn’t need me..?” Jerry stopped in his own defense.
“I didn’t say that..!” She turned to Jake. “Do you mind!”
“Don’t lie Murphy..” Jake demanded stepping forward. “You just said it!” Jerry looked at her.
“Yes, I said that, but…”
“I hope the two of you are happy together."Jerry went for the door. "You deserve each other!” . Murphy ran after him.
“Jerry, wait.” They entered the foyer. “Yes, I told Jake I didn’t need you..” Jerry opened the door. “I may not need you Jerry..But I want you Jerry! I want you!” Jerry stopped and looked at Murphy. “I choose you Jerr.” She paused as their eyes met. “ I choose you.” She smiled. Jerry was ago. Jake entered the foyer.
“What? Murphy? You actually want to get back together with this Jerk..” Jake reached the couple standing behind Murphy.
“Brown what are you saying? Are you saying what I think your saying…” Jake interrupted Jerry
“You can’t tell me your choosing this guy over me..”
“Shut up Jake!” She looked back at Jerry.
“Yeah, Shut up Jake..” Jerry was pretty happy with himself.
“No, I will not shut up! Not when I see you making the biggest mistake of your life!” Jake confronted Murphy
“You’re the mistake pal!” Jerry chimed in.
“Hey, Hey!” Jake exploded
“Stop it you two!” Murphy made them stop, but Jake spoke again.
“Murphy, I don’t understand! That kiss we just shared. I know that meant something. I felt it. You said so yourself. It made you realize something..”
“Your right Jake it did, but..”
“You kissed this guy!” Jerry took a step forward and motioned with the Emmy.
“Jake.” She looked over at Jerry and then back at Jake. “Yes, that kiss showed me something. Jake? It showed me.” She was trying to put it lightly. “I didn’t want to do it like this..” She looked at Jake. “But, when I kissed you this time…I didn’t feel.. anything.” This was not what Jake was expecting. “I’m sorry Jake. Yes, We will always love each other Jake. That’s a given. But that kiss showed me. Jake, I’m over you. Finally. I can’t believe it myself. But I’m finally over you..”
“Yes!” Jerry jumped for joy.
“So, just like that. I’m out of the picture. You’d deny your son his father.”
“Jake! You always have a place in Avery’s life. I told you that. I just don’t come with the package. Now that’s your choice. You can do what you want. It’s your choice.”
“So, what happens when I’m not around? Your gonna let this guy be a father to Avery. Your gonna let this guy influence our son Murphy. A man who thinks the Vietnam War, wasn’t that bad after all!”
“No, Jake! Just because Jerry’s in my life doesn’t mean he becomes Avery’s father. Avery’s father will be the same man it’s always been! If I can still get him back after all I did.”
“And who the hell is that?” Jake demanded
“She means me!” Eldin emerged from the study with a paintbrush in his hand.
“Eldin? Your still here?” Murphy was astonished.
“You did mean me didn’t you?” Eldin leaned over and whispered. Murphy nodded. “Good.” He regained his ground.
“Him? This painter guy is gonna take care of our son.”
“He has been taking care of our son. Jake. For a very long time. And his done a hell of a good job. Better then me sometimes. And he’s the closest thing Avery ever had to a father. “
“So, this is how it’s going to be? Is it?” Jake was definite in his way.
“Jake. I want you in Avery’s life. But only if you want to be there. I won‘t force you. And I won’t deny you access. “ She paused.
“I don’t like this Murphy. Don’t think I like this.”
”That’s fine Jake. But right now, since Avery’s not here, I think you should leave. Avery will be back on Monday. We can talk then.” Jake opened his mouth looking for something to say.
“You heard the lady.” Eldin walked up to him with his paintbrush. “I think she’s asking you to leave.” Jake looked at Eldin and then at Murphy and then walked for the door.
“I’ll be back.” Jake retorted.
“I hope so Jake. I really do.” Part of her didn’t believe it. Jake walked past Jerry to the door.
“Here, let me help you.” Jerry smirked and opened the door. “And let me just say,.” Jake turned around outside the door and looked at Jerry. “And I think I speak for everyone when I say..” And Jerry let go of the door letting it slam in Jake’s face. Jerry was elated. Murphy didn’t say anything but she still gave him a smirk.
“That was a very brave thing you just did” Eldin took her hand.
“Eldin! You came back.” Murphy was ago.
“Well, you know. I still had something’s I needed to get done and…” He looked down and then up. “Did you really mean all those things you said..”
“Of course, Eldin. And I’m sorry I didn’t realize it sooner. I’m sorry I..”
“No, you don’t have to apologize..”
”Does this mean your back.” She smiled and smirked at the same time.
“Yes, I’m back.” The two hugged and when they let go of the hug Eldin looked over Murphy’s shoulder at Jerry.
“Well, I’ll leave the two of you alone.” Murphy nodded and Eldin left. He nodded at Jerry as he left and the two acknowledged each other. Jerry and Murphy were left alone feeling a bit awkward. Murphy looked at Jerry in awe.
“You came back?” Murphy finally broke the silence.
“Did you mean what you said Murphy? Do you really want me.” Jerry took a step closer.
“You came back?” She beamed.
“You gave you story to Rachel? Why did you do that!”
“Is that why you’re here because I gave Rachel my story?”
“You gave up that story. To run after me. I didn’t know that?.”
“I didn’t think to bring it up.”
“I couldn’t stop thinking about it all week. That you would give up something so big for me. And then when I won this baby.” He gestured with the Emmy. “ It was so amazing! It was the highlight of my life! And all I could think of when I was up there on that stage was..I couldn’t share it with you. I couldn’t get up there and thank you for being with me. With me? And the next thing I knew I was on a plane. So I guess what I’m saying. Is if you’ll still have me..”
“If you’ll have me..” She beamed. Jerry gasped and they kissed. A long hard kiss that sent the passion through them; now that was a kiss. They wrapped their arms around each other and parted breathlessly. Their foreheads where only inches apart.
Our life together. Is so precious together. We have grown., We have grown. Although out love is still special. Lets take a chance and fly away. Somewhere. Alone.
No ones to balm how time flies so quickly.
But when I see you darling, Its like were both failing in love again. It’ll be like just starting over. Starting over.
------- John Lennon
“Go, get dressed.” Jerry whispered.
“Jerry?” Murphy paused. “I know its been a long time, but isn’t this usual the part when you ask me to get undressed.”
“No.” Jerry pulled a part from Murphy. “Go upstairs and put something nice on. I want us to celebrate. I mean how many times do I ever wear a tux. Let’s take advantage of this.”
“Believe me Jerry I love a man in a tux.” She wrapped her arms around him. “And you look good by the way. I mean really, really good.” They kissed again. “But I was hopping we could spend the night in tonight.. Preferably with out a dress code.”
“Well, I’m not ruling that one out. You know me.” Jerry lifted his eyebrows. “But I have a special place I want to take you to.” Jerry let go of Murphy’s hands he had been holding on to.
“Where?”
“It’s a surprise.” He stepped away and motioned toward the stairs with his head. “Now go upstairs and put on someone nice. The limo is waiting.” Jerry parted completely from Murphy and set his hand on the door. “I promise you won’t be disappointed?” Murphy looked at him with a look on her face. Where could Jerry be taking her?
Jerry and Murphy walked into the very empty drug store. It was one of those chain stores and so the lights were big and the place was large. Murphy was dressed in an elegant black dress that warped around her body and hugged her curves. It was the kind of dress that helped in those places she was lacking in and showed off what she did have. She held her clutch purse to her side and looked over the place in disappointed angry. The same went for Jerry. The two looked completely over dressed for a night at the Duane Reade.
“Jerry if you made me get all dressed up to buy condoms I’m going to have to strangle you with your own shoe laces.”
“Will you just get back in the car Brown!.”
“No, I will not get back in the car! We have been circling this block for an hour! What is going on?”
“It was here. I swear it was?” Jerry muttered to himself.
“What was here?”
“Just get back in the car Brown?” Jerry took an employee as she walked past. “Hey. I’m looking for 455 Waters Street?” Murphy walked up behind
“Yeah This is it.” Andthe employeewalked away.
“Waters Street?” Murphy asked. “What are we doing on Waters Street!”
“This can’t be happening!” Jerry buried his face in his hands. “This can’t be it! Of course it is? This is me we’re talking about?”
“Jerry what’s on Waters Street? Wait. I knew a place on Waters Street? What was it? Larossas?” Murphy smiled. “Larossa’s was on Waters Street. Remember you…” Murphy paused. “Jerry you’re taking me to the place where we had our first date? Ahh Jerry.”
“It was right here! It was. Right here!” Jerry was still in a state of denial. Suddenly Murphy got it.
“Wait a moment, your saying this was Larossas? Is it? It couldn’t be?” Murphy took a step. “I mean that would mean..” She took another step and felt something. “On my god. It is. There’s that same slant in the floor.” Murphy slide her foot over the slant.” She started to laugh.
“It’s not funny!” Jerry demeaned. Murphy kept laughing. “I don’t believe it! I don’t believe it. It was just here!”
“When was that Jerry?” She kept in her laughing.
“I don’t know 1998.” Murphy laughed again. Jerry was not happy.
“Oh, come one Gold. It was a good idea. Really I’m touched. I’m sure we can still get the last seating at Sardellas. Come on”
“But I wanted to take you here! To Larossa’s! I wanted to seat in the booth where I first kissed you. I wanted to..”
“Get over it Gold! What’s the big deal? It’s not like you were going to propose to me or something?” Murphy laughed. Jerry’s face shot up and Murphy saw the dear in headlights look in his eyes. Her face froze. “Right?” There was a brief moment of tension as they were stuck in a fear.
“Your right let’s get out of this place.” He took Murphy’s arm and went for the door. Murphy stood still.
“Because you wouldn’t do a thing like that, would you? I mean it’s against our nature to get married right?” They both laughed
“Yeah, of course. Come on, we’re just call it a night.”
“You weren’t were you? Jerry answer me?”
“Let’s just forget it.” Jerry took her arm and went for the door again. “Your right. It’s a crazy notion.” They caught eyes.
“Do it.” Jerry paused as he saw the seriousness in Murphy’s eyes.
“What? Do what? Come on Brown.”
“Do what you were going to do.” She paused. ”Propose to me?” Her voice was calm.
”Here?”
”Don’t deny Jerry..”
“Are you out of your mind.” He walked closer to her.
“You can do it here.” Murphy ran down the large aisle about four steps. “This is about where the booth would be.” She laid her hands out. Jerry followed her.
“Murphy I am not proposing to you’re here--- In between the Rogan and the home pregnancy test, although apropos to this relationship.”
“Why not?” She made Jerry angry again. “What are you too scared to!”
”Fine! Fine!. I’ll do it. I’ll do! You want me to propose. Fine you got it!” He ran through his pockets. “Where the hell is that ring.”
“Excuse me.” A very frail women tried to squeeze her way to the shelve behind Murphy.
“Do you mind lady? I’m being proposed to here!”
“I need to get to the..
”Now listen Lady a women only gets proposed to three times in her life! So buzz off before I make you hair more black then it is blue.” The lady stormed off.
“I found it.” Jerry opened the box and showed it to Murphy. .
“Ok.”
“Ok.”
“Now what?”
“I don’t know you’ve done this before..”
“What? You’re done it more then me..”
“Just do it already!”
“And you wonder why I get distracted during foreplay.” Murphy gave him a look. “OK, ok. I did prepare something.” He paused. “Murphy.” He paused. “I have loved you since the first moment I set eyes on you. I should say the moment you opened you mouth.” Murphy smiled. “ Long before I took you here. I have never been so happy then when I’m with you. It would be my joy. If you’d agree to be my wife.” There was a pause as a touched Murphy looked up from the ring and then up at Jerry. Jerry smiled back at her.
“No.”
“What!”
“No, I can’t marry you Jerry.”
“You had me go through all that and your saying no?”
“I got caught up in the moment ok! I’m sorry!”
“Your sorry! You got caught up in the moment! I don’t believe this!”
“Jerry. It’s crazy for the two of us to get married. You and me. Were not built for marriage. Why can’t things stay the way they are? What’s wrong with that!”
“Because I love you Murphy and I want to show the world!”
“I don’t care what the world thinks!”
“Well, I do! I like the idea of referring to you as my wife. It shows the world I love you.”
”So, what marriage to you is just the equivalent of a big giant foam finger! It’s just a piece of paper Jer!”
“Yeah! And that little piece of paper gets you into the hospital if I get hurt or killed! Did you ever think of that!”
“Oh, great a piece of paper that says I get to watch the death of my loved one first hand. Ohhh yeah, Sign me up for that!”
“You know you are unbelievable..”’
“I’m unbelievable! Look who’s talking..”
“Why do we have to have this same argument. All I’m trying to do…”
“I know why, because you always need to feel better then me, it’s needle, needle, needle…”.
“Oh, no don’t go and pin this one on me..” Jerry looked down at the ring box. “Where’s the ring?” Jerry stopped fighting with Murphy.
“What?” This was strange to Murphy.
“The ring. It’s gone.” Jerry looked around. “The ring is gone!” Jerry got down on the ground.
“Don’t worry about it Gold! I’m not wearing it!”
“I don’t care if you wear it or not Brown! But that thing cost me a fortune. And I’m getting it back to that high priced jeweler in Beverly Hills!.” He stood up. “Well help me find it God damnit! Its your fault I lost it!”
“Great! Another evening ending on my knees!”
Murphy didn’t want to, but she did sort of feel responsible. Murphy and Jerry felt around for the ring with no avail. Of course Murphy didn’t look too long. She found a small area under some high shelves and sat herself down in a huff. She looked out on to the miserable she felt her life always turned into. After a short while Jerry crawled up and sat himself down next to her.
“Well, I can’t find it!” He let out a big sigh. “I hope you’re happy!”
“Aren’t we something Gold? Not together more then an hour and were over again.”
“Over? Brown? Why does everything have to be so black and white with you.” Murphy looked at Jerry.
“But you asked me to marry you and I said no.”
“So?” Jerry smirked. Murphy smiled and looked at him.
“Your amazing. Just amazing.”
“Yeah. I’m like the pyramids that way.” He smirked. Murphy smirked back. Jerry sighed and set his hand on one of his knees.
“So what did this ring look like?” Murphy was a little curious.
“You didn’t even look at?”
”I forget! It was a hazy situation!”
“It was large.”
“Large? Can you be more specific? Like big compared to what?… You?”
“Ha. Very funny.” He paused. “It was old looking. And the band had a gold and Brown color.” He looked away from her.” I thought it was appropriate.”
“Oh” Murphy mouthed. There was an awkward pause. “And your not mad at the fact that I refused you, lost the ring….” But before Murphy could finish Jerry had leaned in, grabbed the back of her head and kissed her. And when he leaned in to kiss her he really leaned in because he didn’t move from his spot and his only movement was the leaning of his head, neck and part of his body towards her. It was a sweet and semi long. Lifted away in a soft sensual way. “Hey, I was talking here..”
“I just had the impulse to grab that kiss from across the table..”
Our life together. Is so precious together. We have grown., We have grown. Although out love is still special. Lets take a chance and fly away. Somewhere. Alone.
No ones to balm how time flies so quickly.
But when I see you darling, Its like were both failing in love again, It’ll be like just starting over. Starting over.
Everyday we use to making love. Why can’t we be making love nice and easy.
It’s time to spread out wings and fly. Don’t let a day go by. My love. It will be like starting over.
Why don’t we take us alone. Take a trip far far away. Were be together all alone again. Like we use to in the early days.
But when I see you darling. Its like were both are falling in love again It will be just like starting over…”
John Lennon
Sevenmonths later…
The Brownstone was empty of people, but busy with excitement for the impending day. White bunting encased with pink and peach flowers. A hoopa, a traditional Jewish wedding canopy stood in the living room in front of the fireplace, and all the furniture had been replaced with folding chairs. It looked as if the room was set for a little action, but if one would follow the white bunting up the stairs and down the hall to Murphy’s room they would see where the real action was going on.
Murphy looked at herself in the mirror. She set her hands up to her neck to adjust her off-white pearls, which went perfectly with her off-white, tailored dress and jacket. She looked at herself from the front and then the side. Unsure weather to leave the jacket unbuttoned and show off the line of the silk blouse or leave it closed snitching her waist together. The truth was who knew.
Suddenly Murphy felt Jerry’s warm hands around her waist and his distant smell linger around her neck as he rested his head in her shoulder blade and the arch of her neck. It felt good, but shocked Murphy with the surprise of his presence that she jumped.
“What are you doing here!” Murphy looked towards the bathroom and then at Jerry. “You know no one’s suppose to see the bride before the wedding!”
“Oh, come on Brown! Since when do you believe in stupid superstitions like that!”
“I don’t!” She motioned toward the bathroom. “But if Attila the wedding Hun gets a load of you look out. I won’t get the end of it. This is more of a selfish thing really on my part.”
“So, this would be different from usual?” Jerry said sarcastically. Murphy gave him a look in the mirror that reflected back to Jerry. Jerry kissed her neck. Murphy rubbed his hand with hers. There was a flush sound from the bathroom.
“See, you better go.” She motioned him out.
“Ok, Ok.” Jerry fixed the lapel on his tux and as Murphy ushered him toward the door. “Believe me this has nothing to do with sentimentality, and everything to do with the fact that I’m out of Advil.” Jerry stopped at the door. “It’s for the greater good of both of us.” Murphy looked towards the bathroom.
“So, I’ll see you out there.” Jerry opened the door and turned to Murphy as she checked the bathroom door again. “I’ll be the one up front in the tux.”
“Ha.” Murphy didn’t smile.
“Ok, just checking.”
“Ah huh.”
“In case there’s something. You wanted to tell me.”
“No, Jerry. Now go.” He went for the door and stopped.
“Oh, I forgot. I’m suppose to give you the message your “present is here?” Murphy smiled. “Good.”.
”Murphy!” Rachel’s voice screamed from the bathroom.
“Go!” Murphy pushed him out and slammed the door.
“Murphy, I borrowed your hair pin.” Rachel emerged from the bathroom dressed in a strapless Vera Wang wedding dress creation; A sixties style dress with a bell shirt and beaded bodices. She put her hand to her head and placed the Bobbie pin from her mouth into the back. She leaned down to check herself in the mirror. Her hair was pulled back half way causing her now slick hair left to form a bob and flip to her shoulder. She looked like Jackie Kennedy with out the pillbox hat. She licked her teeth and pouted her glossy lips.
“I tell you Murphy. Picking a crinoline dress was the biggest mistake I ever made. I just spend the last five minutes sitting down and actually sufficing in my own my petty coats. I had t go retro I don’t know how you ever dealt with it.
“That’s what pot was for. Besides do you really think I ever could produce that much of a fire with just this bra?”
Rachel pushed down up her dress and stuffed her bosom into her top.
”Murphy can you tell me if I missed any buttons in this thing?” Rachel turned around Murphy sat down at her burrow and crossed her legs toward Rachel.
“Do I have to do everything? I thought Corky was supposed to help you with all that “girl” Stuff. I just promised to be here and watch. You know supervise. Make sure you don’t break anything.”
‘Murphy. I’ve thanked you for letting us use your Brownstone so many times I’m going to have to start building an alter at your door so will you knock it off. Jezz!” Murphy turned her head quickly and looked at Rachel on her final comment. “And since Corky’s downstairs. I don’t think I have any other choice.” She presented her back to Murphy. Begrudgingly Murphy unbuttoned Rachel buttons and re-fasten them as they talked.
“Where you downstairs at all? Is everyone there” Rachel asked.
“Yeah.”
“Did he come?”
“No. I didn’t see him.”
“Oh.”
“And why are you doing this again?”
“Because I love him.” Rachel said definitely with her hands on her hips.
“Your not pregnant are you?”
“Murphy!”
“Because you know you don’t have to that anymore. If you don’t want to.…”
“Yes, Murphy, I’m aware. I think they sent a memo! Owh.” Rachel turned around.
“Sorry did I get your skin.” Murphy smiled. Rachel frowned and looked ahead again. “My god. How many buttons are on this thing! There so tiny its like I’m reading brail!”
“Should I get help?”
“No, I have it.” Murphy finished the last of the buttons Rachel walked up to a full-length mirror and checked out her back. ”I just want to make sure your not rushing into anything. That the both of you are going into this for the right reasons.”
“We are Murphy?” She looked at Murphy funny.
“Is, there something you know your not telling me Murphy? I though you of all people would be happy for me.”
“I am Rachel. I am. Don’t get me wrong. Anything that gets you out of my face is fine by me.” She paused. “It’s just that we’ve gotten to know each other..very well in the last year and ..I just want make sure your doing this for the right reasons.”
“I am Murphy. “ She paused touched. “And thank you.” Murphy smiled. Suddenly the door opened and Corky, about six months pregnant, walked into the room dressed in yellow. “I’m sorry Rachel I couldn’t find your garter anyway!
“Oh, Jezz! Rachel. “Now what do I do!”
“What is with you two with theses wedding superstitions anyway. It’s just a wedding.”
“Murphy. There not superstitions. There traditions.” Corky was defensive
“And there important Murphy.” Rachel chimed in.
“But Murphy’s right. I’m sure you’ll be find with out it..”
“But I don’t have anything blue. And blue happens to be my signature color.!”
“I’ll just check one more time downstairs and then I’ll come back and we can get you prepped..”
“Corky you don’t have to do that. You should sit. I’m fine.” Rachel insisted.
“No, I want to help.” She went for the door. “And since I seem to be the only one who’s willing..” She looked at Murphy who felt bad.
“Really Corky.” Murphy chimed in. “You shouldn’t be running up and down those stair
“Ahh Murphy. It so nice you care about me. Will you really stay here and help Rachel. ”
“Yes, “ Murphy was not happy. “I’ll stay here.”
“Thank you Murphy.” She hugged her. “And besides you really should be the one doing this. After all technically you are the mother of the bride.”
“Just go Corky!” Corky let go of the hug. “And I’m only doing this so you don’t go throwing up on my staircase and that’s all..”
“Oh Morning sickness? It’s funny I never really had that.” Corky smiled and left an annoyed Murphy.
“So Cher, why don’t you go get Sonny and we’ll get this thing on the road.” Rachel put her hand to her neck. “Oh no, did my aunt send my grandmothers necklace from Chicago.”
“Oh! She sent this telegram this morning.” She handed Rachel a yellow envelope.
“I swear the women still thinks it 1940 and she’s Lana Turner.” Rachel opened the letter and read. “Sorry dear forgot to mail it. But best wishes on your… Bar Mitzvah?” She crumpled it up. ”What? Great!. “First I lose my something blue when I threw my grader at that stripper last night, And I now I don’t have my something borrowed!” She plopped down on the bed. “This wedding is ruined!”
Murphy walked over to her dresser and opened and closed a drawer.
“Come over here” She motioned with her head.
“No!” She whined into her hand.
“Get your boney young BUT over here!”
“Hey!”
“I have a hundred reporters down stairs I happen to know intimately. So if you don’t want your face alongside the headline Michael Jackson’s love child all over the papers tomorrow. I’d get over here.”
“Ok, Ok.” Suspiciously Rachel lifted up her petty coats and made her way over to Murphy. “What?” She looked at Murphy and expressed the words with lethargic hand gestures.
“God your worse then him!”
“You now that was so low!”
“Just be quite!” Murphy lifted up a large jewelry box and opened it leaving Rachel speechless. It was Murphy’s mother’s pearl necklace. “This was my mothers and I’d like you to wear it.”
“Murphy…”
“It’s just a loaner you know.”
“Oh, Murphy.”
Murphy took the necklace out of the box and laid it around Rachel’s neck.
“I always thought I’d give this to my own daughter.” She attached the latch and Rachel looked at Murphy. “But I guess this is the next best thing.”
“Thank you Murphy.” Rachel was filled with emotion.
“Your welcome.” She said softly.
“So, I guess I have everything. Except for something Blue.”
“Leave that up to me.” Murphy smiled and walked towards the door. There was a short knock at the door followed by the sound of shave and a haircut in knocking at the door. Rachel was confused. “And perfect timing!”
“What is it Murphy?”
“My gift.”
“Your gift?”
“Let’s just say you need something blue. I got you something blue.” Murphy with great enthusiasms opened the door to reveal none other then Gladys Knight.
“Oh my god! Gladys Knight!”
“So I hear someone’s getting married.” Gladys said with great joy. Murphy beamed.
“Murphy you got Gladys Knight to sing at my wedding! I love you!”
“I’m singing. You didn’t say anything about singing.” Gladys said with attitude.
“I didn’t mention that. I’m sorry.”
“You said you just wanted to be congratulate the women.”
“Congratulate, sing her down the aisle same thing.”
“I thought you wanted to do a special on me.”
“And I do. But you wouldn’t want to disappoint the girl after you got her so excited about you, a legend, singing at her wedding.”
“I still get the free food right.”
“Define free…” Murphy walked toward the door.
“Ok. But were still talking about that special to promote my next album.” Gladys still tried to get something outta Murphy. Jerry turned up behind the women.
“Were starting.” Jerry looked nervous.
“Come on we’ll talk about it downstairs.” Murphy escorted Gladys out the door. “I was thinking. Could you bring the pips on the show with you?”
“Murphy, I haven’t worked with them for over 20 years.”
“Yeah, I know. But who’s to say you don’t need them…” They trailed off.
“Wow.” Jerry beamed.
“Thank you.” Rachel smiled.
“Ready?”
“As ready as I’ll ever be.” Jerry took her hand and led her to the door and the top of the stairs.
“You sure you want to do this?”
“Yes. I told you. I do. I know you don’t like him, but I do.”
“Ok. I’m shutting up” There was a pause.
“But thank you Dad.” And Rachel leaned in and kissed him on the cheek.
”You just called me…”
“I know. “ The music started. “It’s time..”
“Oh..”
And Jerry walked his daughter down the aisle. Gladys Knight sang one of her soulful love songs and down the stairs they went. Past the foyer and through the threshold of the living room and down the aisle of seats passed all the guests. Corky, and Frank and Kay where all there sitting on the brides side and in the second to last row was Murphy looking on as well. Even Eldin had showed up sitting next to Doris and Jim.
“I always get emotional at weddings.” He signed as he cried tears for what seemed like no reason. Rachel and Jerry reached the Chuppah and the smiling groom smiled back at them. Dapper and dressed in a black tux, Joe Greenberg, Rachel’s fiancé smiled back. Jerry led his daughter in front of both the Rabbi’s and sat himself down in the front row. Jerry turned around and looked whispered to Murphy.
“Why you sitting up there?”
“That’s for family. I’m not family.” She leaned back. Jerry gave her a look.
“Brown. Sit up here with me.”
“No.”
“Brown.”
“They’re starting.” Murphy leaned back and Jerry turned around. Rachel gave them both a look and Jerry and Murphy both looked back with a “I was doing nothing” look. Murphy heard the sound of the door open and close. She knew her door so well she could hear it more then everyone else and she was always more curious about who was entering then anyone else. She turned to see Miles standing in the foyer. He didn’t look in the best shape. He was dressed respectable, but he wore a two-day-old growth of bead on him.
“Oh, no.” Murphy was shushed.
“Oh, hush and shush your own self.” Murphy got up and persisted to walk all over her entire aisle to get herself out. Again Rachel turned and looked at her. Murphy mouthed. “I’ll be right back.” And she ran towards the foyer. She garbed Miles by the arm and pulled him back into the foyer
“Where have you been? She’s been asking for you. Miles? Why are you here?”
“To see the wedding I was invited.” Miles looked a little upset as he moved his head to see. Murphy took his arm and pulled him back away from the door.
“And you just happen to just show up during the ceremony.”
“I’m sorry. It just took me a little longer to get here then I thought.
“Good. You shaved. Some what? You were starting to look like Paul Bunion there. Well at least you’re here. Why are you here again?”
“Rachel invited me. I should be here.”
“And you just happen to show up as the ceremony is underway.”
“I had car trouble?”
“In a BWM. And Ha! you said you were caught in traffic.”
“Yeah, first my car didn’t start and then, why do I need to explain this to you. What are you getting at Murphy?”
“I don’t know Benjamin. You tell me.”
“Hey, What do you think I’m here to stop the wedding.”
“Well, as a matter-a- fact yes!”
“Give me a little credit Murphy. It’s like you said last night Rachel didn’t choice me. I respect that.”
“Good. I’m glad. And it will ready mean a lot to Rachel that you’re here..”
The sound of Mazal-Tov and breaking of the glass was heard. Miles turned his head towards the room.
“Well, they're already married now. So…” Miles looked down.
.”Yeah.” Murphy knew he was in pain, but being here really didn’t know what to do.
“Well, come on. Let’s mingle. You can be my date.” She put her arm out and smirked. Miles laughed.
“What’s so funny.” The light sounds of a wedding band filled the room.
“Nothing.” Miles shook his head like a child and look over at Murphy
“No, what?”
“I was just thinking how if this really was The Graduate. And I was Dustin Hoffman, that would make you Mrs. Robinson.” Miles all of a sudden realized what he said. Murphy and Miles both literally shock off their disgust.
“You know I’ll just meet you in there.” Murphy exited the foyer and Miles wouldn’t look at her as he spoke in time with her remark
“Good idea.”
“Hey Frank.” She hit him on the arm. “Have you seen Miles?” Frank turned his body to reveal a little baby girl.
“Watch it Murphy.”
“Oh, sorry Frank. I didn’t know..” Murphy leaned in. “Well hello there little sweethart.”
“Murphy thisisAnthony. Sarafina’s up stairs.”
“Oh.” Murphy seemed embarrassed. “I’m telling you Frank. You need to tag those kids. They both look the same to me.
“Say hi to Aunty Murphy, Little Anthony.” Murphy looked around the room again as Frank waved his young sun’s arm towards Murphy. “Come on Murph. Say hi to little Anthony.” Murphy looked at Frank.
“I’m sorry Frank. But I will not refer to your son as Little Anthony. And where the hell is Jerry? I’d be just like him to…oh no… “ Murphy turned her head and put her arm up to her side to hide. “It’s Rachel’s new in laws.” Frank looked. “Don’t look. Don’t look.”
“Murphy.” A man came closer to Murphy followed by a woman. “Here she is Miriam.” He waved the women in a blue silk dress over.
“We have been looking everywhere for you and that husband of your.”
“He’s not my husband.” Murphy smiled in a fake way.
“Well, well.” Miriam winked. Murphy was about to pouch when Rachel jumped in.
“Murphy! Miriam, Richard. You’ve found Murphy.” Rachel took Murphy’s hand. “Remember you promised.” She whispered.
“No, I didn’t.” Murphy took her hand and squished it with her forefinger of her other hand
“OWW, your nails.” .
“Richard. Why don’t I refresh your drink?” Rachel asked.
“Oh, no Honey. You’re the bride. You don’t have to do that stuff till after the wedding.” He laughed. Rachel laughed uncomfortable.
“You know Murphy. I’ve been wanted to talk to you.” Miriam remarked. “I tried to find you last night. I thought I saw you go into the bathroom, but then I never saw you come out.”
“Funny.” Frank looked at Murphy and loved to see her squirm.
“You see my daughter is trying to get pregnant with out her husband knowing. I was hoping you could tell me what kind of contraceptives you used so I can be sure to recommend it.” Murphy took a quick look at Rachel.
“Oh, god.” Rachel muttered.
“I’m sure it’s old, but you can find anything these days on E-bay. Right Miriam” Richard remarked as Murphy fumed. Rachel was anxious as to what would happen. Eldin came into the group holding a cracker.
”This thing tastes like plywood on toast.” He picked the back of his mouth with his finger. “Hello Happy bridel Family. And what wonderful wedding banter are we discussing.”
“Murphy.” Rachel took her hand. “If you’ll excuse me I need to talk to Murphy about something in private.”
“Murphy, I’m so sorry. You’ll only have to bear this for a few more hours.”
“Yes, where you have to deal with them for the rest of your life! How can you stand them?”
“I don’t Murphy. I just don’t get how those two produced Joe.”
“With his family and yours I'd think hard before I jumped into that gene pool. Speaking of your reason to adopt? Where is that father of your’s? He promised to help me avoid those two, or at least throw pieces of the buffet at them.”
“Last I saw I had to stop him from joining James Carvile with the ice Sculpture. Well tell him to find me. I want to dance.”
“Just don’t try to sing again Murphy. You already threw off the band once.” Rachel walked away and Murphy made a face.
“Wait, Rachel. You haven’t seen…”
“Who?”
“Never mind. Never mind.” And Rachel walked away. Murphy made her way out of the foyer and back to the room. She found Frank again handing the baby off to Eldin.
“What are you looking for Murph?” Frank asked.
“Miles? Have you seen him.”
“Mile’s is here?” Frank looked around.
“Yeah, you came in during the ceremony.”
“I didn’t see him.” Murphy took a cracker off a plate that went by. “This house isn’t that big. Where did he go? And I still can’t find Jerry. How can I lose two short Jewish men in a house this size, its like losing Shaquille O'Neal in china” Murphy took a bite of the cracker. “My god!
“Plywood” Eldin spoke to continue Murphy’s sentence.
“Hey! ” Murphy yelled to her left. “Yeah, I’m talking to you!”
“Yeah, Yeah! Run away!” Murphy stopped at her front door. “We don’t need you. And I’d better get my deposit back! And don’t run on the grace. Jezz!” Murphy looked down.
“Miles? There you are. I thought maybe you left.” Murphy took step closer. “Getting some air.” She looked out into the night. Miles said nothing. Murphy sat down next to her. “Did you talk to her.”
“No, not yet.”
“Miles! She’s about the throw the bocay. You better get a move on.”
“Murphy. I don’t think I can.”
“What? What was all that talk about respecting her decision. Miles it’s been a year, you need to get over this.”
“You know its not that easier as it sounds. And I have accepted this. I’m just….I’m just..”
“Scared. Your scared that’s all. Well I see.” Murphy stood up. “I never though I’d say this Miles. But for this first time I’m actually ashamed of you. Stay out here. Don’t be a man. See if I care. Don’t forget to tip the valet when you leave.” Miles wouldn’t look at Murphy. She gave a stern look and walked back into the foyer. It was pretty empty. But them she saw them, the in laws, coming toward her.
“Oh Jezz!” Murphy looked around for somewhere to hide. Then all of sudden she felt a tug on her back and she found herself in the closet. A light was turned on and Murphy was looking directly at Jerry.
“Jerry”
“Frank, have you seen Murphy and my father, were about to leave.”
“No. I’ve been looking for my coat. I have to get the kids to bed. “maybe I didn’t have a jacket? Did you remember me having one?”
“No, Frank I don’t remember. I was busy getting married. I have to find my father?” She walked away.
Corky entered the foyer from the stairs.“Corky I didn’t see my jacket up there. Have you seen it.”
“God Frank. Why do men think women have a homing device in our uterus. Did you look in the closet?”
“Oh, Yeah.” Frank smiled. Corky huffed off, Frank, very happy with himself went for the closet when he heard a voice.
“Mr. Fontana?” It was Joe’s Mother. Frank tried to hide
“Oh hi. Mrs. Greenberg is it? Well I’d love to chat. But I really need to go.”
“Oh, I’m not looking for your Mr. Fontana.” Frank looked deflated and opened the closet door“I was looking for Murphy have you seen her?”
“Seen Murphy?” Frank quickly closed the closet door and faced Mrs. Greenberg, with a fake smile on her face. “No. Of course not. Why would I see Murphy.” He paused. No. I haven’t”
“oh?” She looked at him funny. If you see her…tell her I’m looking for her.”
“Sure will.” Frank smiled and she still looked at him strangely.
“Mr. Fontana your coat tail is stuck in the closet door.” And she walked away. Frank looked embarrassed and Murphy opened the door.
“Nice work Frank. Why didn’t you just wear a sign that read she’s in the clo-set.”
“Hey I think I did pretty good considering ..your hiding in a closet Murph! “ Murphy gave him a look.” What were you doing in there?” Jerry walked out of the closet.
“Hey Fontana.” Frank followed Jerry walk out of the foyer with an appalled look. He then looked back at Murphy.
“Nothing. Just Hiding Frank why?”
“Oh, Murph!” Frank was disgusted. I don’t believe it! You had sex in the closet! My coats in there!”
“Jeez Frank were do you get there’s ideas. Can’t two people hide in a closet with out you assuming they had sex!”
“No. Murph my jacket’s in there!”
”How do you know that! Frank you just said you didn’t know where your jacket was.”
‘That’s true it might not be in there..”
”Actually it is Frank..”
“Ahh.” Frank held his head. “I have to get out of here.” He went for the door. Frank stopped at the door. “And thanks a lot for ruining another perfectly good bomber jacket.”.
“I wouldn’t call a jacket you bought at Kmart a bomber jacket Frank!" Frank looked at Murphy to speak, but looking at her only have him the shakes.“UGG” He shook his body and left. Murphy headed for the doorway and called after him.“I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH JERRY IN A CLOSET!” A waiter coming from the catering truck came through the door way and looked at Murphy.“What are you looking at! He recoiled and walked off in a fast dash for the living room. Murphy disappeared and Miles entered the open door looking around.
“Miles?” Rachel was caught off guard as she entered the foyer and found herself smack in the path of her ex boyfriend Miles Sliverberg. The same went impish man who with sudden serge of confidence entered the brownstone not at all expecting Rachel to be the first sight he saw.
“Rachel?” He said with a question although it really wasn’t
“You came. I didn’t think you would.”
“You invited me. I’m here.”
“I didn’t think you’d come. You didn’t have to. I mean..”
“No, I wanted to.” He walked forward. “I.” He out his hand. ”I wanted to congratulate the bride in person.” He took Rachel’s hand and shook it, but it was more like a touch then a hand shake. He held her hand and looked down at it. Rachel did the same and looked up at Miles. As she did Murphy walked into the foyer and saw sight of the couple unnoticed. “Have a happy life Rachel.” He said with all the sincerity in the world.
“Thank you Miles. “Thank you.” It seemed like an entirety as they parted hands. Each seemingly not wanting to let go. Suddenly the door opened and Jerry walked in. The two broke away. Miles coughed. Jerry saw the tension of sorts
“Rachel, Josh is waiting outside for you.”
“Oh,” She looked at Miles. “I have to go.”
“Sure.” Miles turned around and watched as Rachel walked out the door.
“Good –bye Rachel.” Miles spoke just as she was about the leave as if he had not had the impieties to say it before.” Rachel smiled.
“Goodbye Miles.” She smiled and walked out as Murphy entered the foyer.
“Brown, I’m just going to say good-bye to Rachel and Joe.” Jerry ented as well. Murphy nodded.
“Sliverberg.” Jerry acknowledged Miles and shut the front door behind him.
“Miles, Miles.” Murphy walked up to him with a sense of Pride. She put her arm around him. “Have I mentioned how proud I am of you.”
“Oh, well…” Suddenly the door opened and Jerry came back in and walked to the closet. “Brown, I have to drive them to the airport.” He took his coat out of the closet. “I guess I’ll see you in what, a year and a half.” He put his winter coat on.
“Why, do you need to take them to the airport. I thought they had a car.”
“Some jerk slashed their limos tires can you believe that.” Jerry spoke as he reached for the doorknob and left. “I’ll be back.” Miles looked toward where Jerry had left as Murphy grinning looked over at Miles. Miles Shook his head and looked at Murphy.
“Who would have done a thing like that?” Miles wondered.
“Miles, have I mentioned how proud I am of you.” Miles put his arm around Murphy.
“Well, I do learn from the best.”
“Excuse me Murphy.” A British accent came sailing across the room. “I’m afraid I must be going.”
“Audrey.” Miles was taken aback ad turned back into the child like boy he once was. “Oh, hello Miles. I didn’t think I’d see you here.”
“Audrey, What are you doing here?”
“I’m in town for a couple of weeks and I happened to run into Murphy and Rachel and they invited me. I hope it’s alright?”
“Oh, of course. Yes.” Murphy smiled and looked at Miles and then back at Audrey
“How have you been Miles?”
“Good, and you?”
“Very well.” She paused.
“Audrey, so you really have to go the party has just started.” Murphy smiled. “Hasn’t it Miles.”
“Well, I really would love to stay, but I’ve left my daughter with the sitter..”
“You have a daughter?”
“Yes, Gina, she’s three. “
“I see. So you must be traveling with your husband then.”
“No.” She paused. “He’s back in England.” She paused. “Every since we divorced. I don’t travel with him anymore.”
“Oh.”
“And I’m not really traveling. I was actually thinking of moving back to states. I was thinking about New York..” Audrey took a step closer to Miles and looked into his eyes. “If only I had someone who knew about New York and show me around..”
“I live in New York know. I could show you around Audrey.” He paused. “If you like.”
“Yes, I would Miles.” She moved closer. Murphy looked over at Miles who looked lustfully at Audrey. Murphy smiled.
“I guess I better call myself a cab. Although I hate cabs. There always so dark and strange, you just never know who’s picking you up.” She looked away from Miles.
“Audrey.” Miles stepped up. “Would you like me to drive you to the hotel.”
“Oh, yes. Miles. Would you?”
“Only if you want me do?”
“Well, only if you want me too.”
“Just drive her home all ready!” Murphy went for the door and opened it for them. Miles took Audrey’s coat off her arm and held it out for her. She slipped herself in and Miles opened the door.
Murphy seemed very pleased with herself. She smirked.
She had nestled herself into a hot bath and then straight into her favorite green slick pajamas. Feet bear she nestled as much as Murphy could nestle herself into the curves of the back of the soft, with her glasses and the copy of time magazine.
“Your back? What took you so long?” Murphy questioned
“What took me so long? I was at the airport. That’s like asking a congressmen what he got done at work today?…” Jerry stopped and saw the state of the room
“What did the teamsters go on their lunch break.”
“I got tired. So I gave up.” Jerry looked at her. “Ok, Jim and Frank got tired. But the point is it’ll be moved back in the morning.”
‘So what was the problem this time?”
“Oh, nothing.” Jerry said in his sarcastic way.” It just took us an hour and half to get through security. And it just me or is asking for your autograph and then asking for an ID redundant. I wouldn’t have minded it so much if he has asked me after the frisked me.” Murphy grinned and Jerry leaned in to kiss her before sitting down exhausted next to Murphy on the couch. “You changed already?”
“Jerry you were gone so long you should be happy I didn’t change the locks.”
“Well” Jerry laid back in exhaustion and undid the bow tie around his neck. Jerry looked over at Murphy. “What you reading Brown?”
“Oh, nothing really, just an article in time.” Murphy yawned.
“Obviously it’s not that interesting.”
“I could do better..”
“What time is it Brown?” Murphy looked at her watch,
“Ten.” Murphy laid back next to Jerry.
“Well...” He leaned in and Kiss her. “I’ll leave you to your magazine.”
“Where are you going?” Murphy looked up at him in confusion.
“It’s late Brown. I was going to my place.”
“Oh?”
“Why?”
“I just thought you’d be staying over here tonight. That’s all.” Murphy spoke quickly.
“I would, but I have to get up early for my flight. I don’t want to wake you.”
“I don’t mind.” Jerry looked at Murphy strangely
“You don’t mind! One night I woke you up by shifting in my sleep and you made me sleep on floor!
“I did not! You feel out of bed.”
“You kicked me out!”
“Oh well.”
“Wait a second Brown.” Jerry got a sudden idea. “Are you trying to say you miss me?” He walked closer to her
“If miss you means the same thing as needing someone to rub my feet tonight then yes.” Murphy put her feet on the couch. “Just remember my left toe is little sensitive. “ Murphy smiled up at him in a cocky way.
“You miss me.” He said in a taunting way.
“You better get started now if you want to make that flight in the morning.” Jerry gave her his all-knowing look.
“OK, OK, I miss you. “Murphy stood up” Geez, I hate when you do that!” She put her arms around his waist. They kissed for a short passionate time.
“Are you happy now?” Murphy moaned. He kissed her again.
“Not yet.” They kissed again. They parted and Jerry held her face.
“You know I have admitted I missed your before.”
“I know.” Jerry shook his head.
“So, this isn’t some big revelation.”
“Did, I say it was?”
“You insinuated.”
“With what? Am I kissing with sarcasm? ”
“Just because we were at a wedding today don’t think your going to get me soft and vulnerable. I’m not built that way.”
“After almost fifteen years of this you have to tell me. Believe me Brown I know what I signed up for here. How could I not? I mean twelve years of dating, New York, and I knew you while you were drinking. I know your tough Murphy. That’s what I love about you.” Jerry put his arms around her. “I love how tough you are, hell, you’re the toughest person I ever meet, and I’m including myself in this equation, and the time I met Mike Tyson and he tried to throw a punch at me.
”I tried to deck you the first time we met.”
” I remember vividly, you hit the bus boy who toppled over the buffet table “
“You really have to stop that ducking thing, it’s a nasty habit.” She smiled. So did Jerry. “So are we all done? Can we go to sleep now? Not that I’m tried or anything,” Her eyes said sarcastically.
“Actually, no.” Jerry looked at her as if the thought had just accrued to him. He then left a puzzled Murphy as he walked over to the archway. Jerry lowered the lights and hit the tape deck. “I was gone so long I didn’t get to dance with you.” He put his arms out as the music started.
At last
At last
my love has come along
my lonely days over
and life is like a song
Murphy smiled and walked to the center of the room. She took Jerry’s hand and they danced close.
Ooh At last
the skies above are blue
well my heart was wrapped up in clover
the night I looked at you
I found a dream
that I could speak to
a dream that I could call my own
I found a thrill
to press my cheek to
a thrill that I have never known
“God Gold.” Murphy lifted her head to face Jerry. Jerry looked at her.
“It’s just so funny.”
“What is Brown?
”Just how much things have changed over the years:”
“Changed Brown?” He paused. “Nothings changed.” He looked at her as they danced. “Yeah, maybe we’re a little older” Jerry paused sarcastically. ” Not you of course.” Murphy gave him a look. "Maybe we have to dye more of the gray out of our hair then before,” Jerry looked at Murphy. “Not you of course.” He said sarcastically “Sure some of us have gained some weight; some of use has lost some weight.. “But I think we’re both pretty much the same people.”
“You don’t think we’ve mellowed?”
“Mellowed? No. Why?”
“I mean this, weddings and kids..”
“Why don’t we just not focus on those things now? Besides, were not getting married, we went thought that, and we don’t have kids…together. Can we just dance.”
“OK.” They danced close again. “Jerry.”
“Yeah Brown.” He said sweetly.
“Would you ever consider asking me again?”
“Asking you what? Oh? To marry me?”
“Yeah.” Murphy tried to throw it off.
“Why? Would you say yes this time.”
“No.”
“Then No, I won’t ask you again, I promise.” They danced again
"Gold?"
"Yeah."
“Not now, but...maybe...sometime in the future...ask me again sometime.”
"I'll think about it." Murphy smiled and Jerry smiled and they danced.
THE END
