Shouldn't Feel This Way

By Ms, Kinnikufan

Disclaimer; Don't own the characters. It's not fair.

Kevin:

I don't know who you are. I don't know your real name. All I known is that you're there, no matter what I do or say.

You've seen me both at my best and my worst. Most people would have abandoned me if they had seen at my worst.

I wish I could bring myself not to trust you. To push you far, far, far, away. But I can't.

You bring out jumbled confused feelings in me.

I think I think its love. God damnit, its love!

I shouldn't feel this away about my own coach.

Do you know it? Are you aware? I hope not.

It would only screw things up.

God I'm so messed up.

Croe:

If you know who I was, you would leave or would you?

If you know who I was, it would destroy you emotionally.

In the end, I know I'm not the right thing for you emotionally.

I wish my emotions hadn't lapsed from professional to loving.

If only it was what people thought it was not what we know it to be.

If I had only kept my distance things wouldn't be so complicated.

It's not right for you. It's even worse for me.

When I revealed who I really am, it will be hell.

God I've messed things up.