Disclaimer- Wow. I seriously, literally own nothing. I don't even own Allie. That's sad. I feel...vulnerable.

This is basically The Jewel from Allie's POV. Written WITH PERMISSION. Juliet Faramirae's my sister! I have permission!!

Juliet- Yeah. She does.

DP- OKAY! On with it!

What the hell does Julie think she's doing? Disappearing for a forever and a half and then coming back and thinking that everything's going to be okay? Does she think that her coming back and smiling at everyone is going to make all the nights I couldn't sleep out of worry for her go away?

Or all the nights I was kept awake by Mom's incontrollable sobbing?

Or all the times I had to comfort Jake when Mom couldn't, because she needed comforting?

Or all the sad looks I got from my friends?

Or, knowing that I missed her WEDDING?

Does she think that we would forgive her so easily?

Perhaps you do.

Do you know how many times I had something to tell you, secrets, that I knew you would keep, but you were off saving the world, getting married, and whatever the hell else?

Well, I have news for you Julie. I don't forgive you. Mom might, Dad might, Jake might, Theo's too young to care, but I don't forgive you.

Sure, I pretend everything's fine, and I'm just as happy to see you as before, but, you don't know this, because you weren't here, I'm an actress. I'm acting. I may look like I was able to forgive you, but deep down I'm still the same angry little girl I was all those years ago. I'm so mad it's indescribable.

I hate him. He's too perfect. He's immortal, good looking, a prince, and he has pointy ears. I hate him. He took you away from us. He's the reason you're going back there, and not staying here.

And he knows. Unlike you, my dear moronic sister, he realizes that I hate him, and I'm mad at you. Smart boy.

But he's too perfect to ruin you illusion that everyone loves you, and is happy to see you. Oh well. It would have been nice to see the look on your face when you found out.

And now I have to go THERE? I don't want to go there. I hate it there. I hate everyone and everything there. You were there, but I was still here. Still here, wondering what I did to make you want to leave. Wondering what I could have done to make you stay. I was so stupid, thinking it was my fault. No, it was you. YOU were the one so stupid to want to stay there. YOU were the one who abandoned us, forever, without a second thought. YOU were the one who didn't care how we would feel. YOU. It was all YOUR fault. Not mine. Well guess what? You were gone, are gone, always will be gone, but I'm still here.

I'm still here.