Title: Thor's Hammer Epilogue
Spoilers: Thor's Hammer
Disclaimers: No copyright infringement intended. They're not mine, unfortunately...
I watch the exchange between Teal'c and Jack. "You're part of this team now. We're not leaving you!"
Jack hands me the staff weapon. "This thing won't work in here, try it from out there."
I stare at it. It felt so unnatural and heavy in my hands. I take a deep breath and walk to the other side. I could feel all eyes on me. Jack's earlier words still rang in my ears, "'Teal'cs here NOW!"
I swallow over the lump in my throat. I think I hear Jack urging me to do it. I take another deep breath and mentally whisper an apology to Sha're and Skaara. The sound of the blast echoes throughout the labrynth.
"Did it work?"
"One way to find out."
Teal'c steps through and walks over to me. I give the weapon back to him. "Thank you DanielJackson."
I nod slowly. "At least we know it can be done."
Twenty minutes later I was starting to feel sick to my stomach. It was going to be a lost cause to find another way to save Sha're and Skaara. The feeling was so overwhelming that it was as if someone were sitting on my chest.
I would never see them again.
I would never hold her again.
I stopped and closed my eyes, willing myself to control my breathing. I just couldn't do it. I think I'm going to be sick! I ran to bush off to the side and fall to my knees. I could hear Sam whispering words of comfort when I was finished.
"Daniel?" she said, handing me a canteen. When I didn't respond, she continued. "We'll find a way to save them."
I nodded slowly. I believed her. She said it with so much conviction that I had to. "Thank you."
Jack walked over to us. I was grateful they had all stayed at a respectful distance. "Everything OK over here?"
"For now," I replied, standing with Sam's help. "Let's go."
They all look at me weird and I shrug, catching up to talk with Kendra about Thor and her people. I could hear the others discussing something in quiet tones.
"Is DanielJackson all right?" Teal'c asked. He was feeling a little guilty for causing his friend more pain.
"That's a good question," Jack answered. "Carter, what just happened?"
"Panic attack, sir. My brother used to get them all the time. It was probably triggered by worrying about not being able to find a way to save Sha're and Skaara." Jack nodded. "We should keep an eye on him when we get home."
Jack really didn't want to think of Daniel as suicidal, but he couldn't help it. He remembered his own feelings of despair when Charlie had died. There had to be some way to give Daniel his hope back.
He walked up to Kendra when Daniel dropped behind to talk to Sam. He could see the Stargate at the bottom of the hill. She smiled warily at Jack. "Now that the Hammer is lost, I'm not sure what we will do."
"You should be all right," Jack replied. "The Gou'ald don't know the cave was destroyed..."
Garwyn arrived at the Stargate just as the wormhole closed. "Kendra! I am glad to see you well."
She smiled. "Thank you. Those from Midgard are also well."
"The Hammer is destroyed?"
"It is," Kendra replied. "I believe it was worth it."
Kendra thought on it. "His hope was faltered after he was asked to fire upon the Hammer, but I believe he will be all right and he will save his wife."
"That is good to hear. Come," Garwyn said, "share a meal with me."
Kendra took her hand. "I will be by in moment, there is something I must do." When Garwyn was out of earshot, she looked up into the heavens. "Thor protect them and help them through their quest."
In the distance, a roar of thunder was heard.