|Between The Lines
Author: Detective Jules PM
CD-Nate; The story behind CD's note. Would she really just leave Nate like that or did she have a reason? Or maybe she had no choice. Or was it all different than it seemed? Her note says it all, but the real message is hidden beneath the obvious.Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Romance - Words: 967 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 05-25-04 - id: 1877586
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Disclaimers: As usual, DJL and so on... Takes place a year after the cruel season premiere, since I don't watch anymore though, this is how everything should have been, and here's the real reason why CD left that note... read it carefully, it isn't what it appears to be.
Now enjoy :)
Between The Lines
Silent tears were falling down on the note in his hand. He didn't care where he was anymore, nor about anything else. It just hurt too much, and the alcohol he was downing didn't help like it was supposed to, but even seemed to make it worse. Whenever he closed his eyes he saw her face, her beautiful blue eyes and that incredible smile that he loved to see so much. It was as if he could still hear her laughter all around him, her voice softly whispering words of love into his ear while her blond hair tickled his neck and he'd hold her close, inhaling her scent. He couldn't believe that she was gone, no matter how often he read those words, it didn't make sense. That just wasn't his CD, the woman who was a cop with all her body and soul and loved him with all her heart, but yet it was her handwriting, her words that felt like daggars in his heart. Trying to drown his sorrows with another glass of Vodka he didn't notice how the door of the bar opened and a familiar woman walked into the Anchorside and approached him as she saw him sitting at the counter.
Nate, I'm really sorry to leave like this but I just can't
Help it. I'll try to explain myself and hope you'll respect
Me and my decision to get away from being a cop. Since
Liz shot me I started to feel different about our job and my
Friends, including you. I tried to ignore it but lately I feel
Imprisioned in my own skin because of what happened to
Me. So I decided to leave everything behind for a new start.
As to where I'll go, I don't know. I hope you don't have
Revenge on your mind because I left you the way I did.
Please don't try to follow and find me. It's over. I better
Hurry because I have to catch my plane into my new life.
I'm really looking forward to that even though I'm also
Scared of it. But it was time for me, I needed a change.
Love forever, CD