God, she hates this. Having to watch her moon after that boy and to console her over him, when what she really wants to do is confess her undying love, kiss her tears away and take her to a place where there are no mothers who hate or boys with long hair. She wants to give her stars and flowers, bake her brownies and hold her hand in the park.

She wants Willow to understand how she feels, how much she hurts from how hard she loves. How cute the redhead is, and how she frustrates Amy with her ignorance and innocents.

She's the best friend of the person she loves, and she can't ever say anything because if Willow knew it would ruin the only thing she cares about, taking away her only reason for living.