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kiayea
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Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Harry P. - Reviews: 12 - Published: 07-11-04 - Complete - id:1957312

AN: I don't own anything. What a pity. Enjoy.

Thoughts

I don't know how long I've been here. In this hellhole. It's something I'd better not think about. Because then I have to think about their betrayal. They turned their backs on me in the second they found out the secrets I don't know.

I was their little savior who saved them from big bad Voldie-Moldie aka Voldemort aka You-Know-Who. Well, most people flinch when someone says this name. I don't know why. He is dead. I know that because it was me who killed him.

Flashback

Hogwarts, the proud school for young witches and wizards, were in siege. It was in the end of my sixth year. Hogwarts' grounds were full of Voldemort's army. Some giants and vampires were in the front line. Second line consisted of dementors. Foul creatures. Voldemort and his death eaters were behind them ready to attack when the wards fell.

We knew about the attack from Professor Snape who was spy in death eaters ranks for Headmaster Dumbledore. Our defences were built in short amount of time. In all secret passages from school were put out the traps. Some traps were in the corridors and in the Great Hall. Also each common room, staff room and staff quarters had their own defences. Aurors and members of DA were patrolling corridors and controlling the traps.

In front of main gates were giants, acromantulas, hippogriffs and werewolves. They were lead by Sirius (whose name was cleared in summer), Remus and Hagrid. On the left side were dragons lead by Charlie Weasley and on the right side there were some griffins lead by Professor Bones (DADA teacher).

My task was took down Voldemort when I saw a chance. I was trained by Dumbledore and Snape after they told me about prophecy in the end of the fourth year. My knowledge of spells, hexes and charms was enormous. It didn't matter if it was light spell or dark hex.

Armies stood against each other. There were silence. Silence before storm. It was time for the last battle.

In past two days battle raged. There were many deaths in both sides and much more injured. Dementors and vampires were almost destroyed. The number of death eaters were sinking. The giants of both sides left the battlefield about 7 hours ago. Acromantulas and werewolves were tired as well as remaining aurors, DA members and students who fought.

In two following hours death eaters broke our defences and came into castle. Fortunately the traps worked. The traps worked like muggle's little bomb. When the death eaters saw this, they left the castle. But it was late.

I saw Voldemort in battle with some aurors and he wasn't protected by death eaters. I was fighting one of remaining vampires and quickly I knocked him out. Voldemort killed the last auror who fought against him as I came to him.

"So Potter, we meet again." Said the monster in front of me who destroyed so many lives. I looked at him defiantly. He chuckled. "You have the last chance to join me. If not you die."

"Never!" I shouted and took out the sacred sword of Gryffindor. Voldemort grinned and took his own sword. I raised the dome to protect myself from remaining enemies. Our battle began.

We both fought fiercely. Voldemort started to combine hexes and he threw them at me. He injured me but I didn't give in. I saw small unprotected place and pierced his heart (if he had any) with my sword. I quickly started to chant the spell I made. I could see the spell destroyed Voldemort's body mind and soul. When his body changed in dust I knew that he never came back.

End of flashback

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I don't like remembering the last battle. Many people died. But then the peace begins its rule. I was their savior and the wizarding world adored me even more than before the battle. I hate it. But then they abandoned me.

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Flashback

It was near the end of my last year at Hogwarts. I was preparing for my NEWTs. Potions were the last class that week. I sat in dungeons together with Hermione and some Ravenclaws and Slytherins. Naturally Malfoy was also there. Most people were shocked when all Slytherins fought against Voldemort. The differences were forgot during the last battle. But after Voldemort's death old prejudices and hate came back but not with the power like before the war.

"Today we'll make the Linage Potion. It's NEWT potion. Anybody who will be messing with the Potion...'' Said Snape and caught my eyes with his death glare. Old hate for my father and me was there again. ''...leave this class immediately with very much homework.'' Snape finished his sentence with the threatening whisper.

I looked at directions and started the potion.

After 40 minutes was my potion good enough to add the last ingredient – the blood of maker. I took the cauldron from the flame and added 3 drops of blood from my finger. I heard explosion and the same time potion became silvery-blue. It was right color. I looked around and saw Hermione and Malfoy prepared their parchments for the creation of their family trees. I took my parchment too.

As soon as I did it I heard Snape barked: ''Malfoy, Granger, Potter stay. Anybody who didn't make the potion 3-foot report of Lineage Potion. Dismissed.'' In few minutes there were only Snape, Malfoy, Hermione and me in the room. Snape gave us the last instruction: ''Take the potion and applied it on parchment. You have to wait several minutes until the family tree reveals.''

We all applied the potion in the same time. After 2 minutes Hermione's parchment gave the first names. Malfoy parchment also started to show the family tree. But my parchment was clear. In few following seconds the entire Hermione's family tree was revealed. I looked at her tree. She wasn't muggle-born. It took my breath when I saw the name in top of parchment.

ROWENA RAVENCLAW

I recognized some names in her family tree. She had some famous ancestors. I looked to the bottom of parchment:

Edward Malloy Granger married Catherine Ann Ravenclaw

(squib) (squib)

1 child

Hermione Ann Ravenclaw Granger – Heiress of Ravenclaw

(witch)

Snape looked like didn't want to believe his eyes. Malfoy opened his mouth and paled. Hermione fainted. I wasn't as shocked as the others. I knew Hermione quite some time. I stole a look on my parchment and it was clear. I was starting to be afraid.

Malfoy's parchment was almost finished. His family tree was revealing slower than Hermione's. I could see some dark wizards in his tree. But bunch of name on the right side of tree caught my attention:

Alexander Malfoy liaison Eve Lee Granger

(wizard) (muggle)

1 child

Edward Malloy Granger married Catherine Ann Ravenclaw

(squib) (squib)

1 child

Hermione Ann Ravenclaw Granger – Heiress of Ravenclaw

(witch)

I almost fainted when I saw this. The Slytherin Prince was related to Hermione. Shocked Snape couldn't find his voice he looked at Malfoy and then at Hermione. Malfoy paled even more and Hermione looked like she was going to faint again. They grabbed they family trees and left the room. In next few minutes the silence rules in the room.

I didn't fancy to spend entire evening in the dungeons so I spoke: ''Sir, I would like to go to dinner.''

''Detention, Potter. After dinner.'' Said distressed Snape. I left the room and went to the Great Hall.

I sat at dinner with Ron when he suddenly asked. ''Where's Hermione.''

I was startled by his question and didn't know how to answer. I looked at Slytherin table and Malfoy wasn't there. ''Well,'' I started, ''we have Potions last and made the Lineage Potion. There were some disturbing revelations. She'll say you when she'll be prepared. But, please, don't ask her.''

We ate our dinner but Hermione and Malfoy didn't come. I was worried but I had detention with Snape. I went to the dungeons when the idea strucked me. I wandlessly called the Marauder's map. They were in the Room of Requirement. I made the map invisible and hid it.

I came to the Snape's office and saw a notice.

Potter,

go to the Headmaster's office. I'm waiting there. Password: Sherbet lemons.

Professor S. Snape.

I was starting to feel very nervous. I had the feeling that this call is because of my family tree. I went through the empty corridors and secret passages when I suddenly realized that I stood before the gargoyle.

''Sherbet Lemons.'' The gargoyle jumped aside.

I entered the headmaster's office. First what I saw was my parchment with family tree. Then I noticed the grim expression on the headmaster's face. I looked down at the parchment and what I paled. I didn't want to believe what I saw. It couldn't be truth. My father side of tree was relatively clear and there was nothing very surprising except the name in the top.

GODRIC GRYFFINDOR

It wasn't as shocking as the name in my mother's side of tree. I paled more and felt that the Cruciatus curse was nothing comparing to the revelations. My mother wasn't muggle-born. It meant that I was pure-blooded wizard. The name in the top was shocking:

MORGANA LE FEY

And few names below her was the name that haunted me since my second year.

SALAZAR SLYTHERIN

I looked at the bottom and saw last names.

James Gryffindor Potter married Lillian Slytherin Le Fey

(wizard) (witch)

1 child

Harry Gryffindor Potter Slytherin Le Fey – Heir of Slytherin

(wizard)

Heir of Slytherin. The last of Le Fey's descendants. I'm related to Professor Dumbledore. I'll be heir of Gryffindor when the last Dumbledore die. These words echoed in my mind. I looked like I was going to faint. But my thoughts were interrupted by the doors. Minister Fudge entered with the aurors.

''You are arrested. Aurors, get him.'' Said Fudge. I was shocked. ''It's for the good of wizarding world.''

Dumbledore said, ''you had the connection with Voldemort through your scar. It left some signs on you. I'm afraid that the minister is right.''

''I think it's a bit...'' started Snape.

''The opinion of ex-death eater.'' Dumbledore whispered to Snape. ''One more word and you accompany Mr. Potter.''

I couldn't believe it. I was arrested. Dumbledore betrayed me. I saw the pity in the Snape's eyes. And then I knew. I knew he believed that I wasn't dangerous. I can see my wand snapped after I was expelled by Dumbledore. I resigned. Last what I heard was ''Stupefy.''

When I regained my consciousness I was in the small dark room. I was in cell. Azkaban. I remembered with the horror that the remaining dementors were still here. I can't believe that they condemned me to Azkaban without trial. I was another innocent man who was hold in this prison. Suddenly I felt cold and I could hear my mother and father shouted. Then Cedric. And war. Voldemort. Then I lost my consciousness again.

End of flashback

I don't know how long I've been here. But I know that I'm not alone. 4 people believe in me. Hermione, Remus, Draco and Professor Snape. Yes, Professor Snape. He helps me to keep my mind. Occlumency saved me. I'm able to shield my emotions against dementors. They visit me every week. I know that they are only people I can trust. They didn't betray me.

I've been gathering my magic during my stay here. I can do all spells without my wand. I can hear the dinner's coming. I hear the door open. The person comes in cell. I'm acting quickly. In matter of seconds the guard is unconscious. I go away from my cell. I gingerly come through the empty corridors. Suddenly I felt cold. Dementors. My emotions are shielded. I turn around the corner and see the exit.

Finally I'm free. I can see the blue sky and beautiful sea. I can feel the sun, which warms my skin. I can feel gentle breeze, which caresses my face and plays with my long hair. I can feel the freedom, which was cruelly taken away from me.

I can hear the alarm, which indicates that someone runs away from this hellhole. I'm only second person who hears this alarm. First was my godfather Sirius Black who was also innocent. He died in the last battle. I shrug. I can't remember here. I have to go away. Forever. But first I have to do something. I waved my hand and apparated. The notice is in the air written with red letters.

You turn back on me when I was only a child. You condemned an innocent to Azkaban. Another innocent. I do nothing wrong except that I have certain ancestors. You awakened my blood. Blood, which flow in silence in my veins. Blood, which now wants the revenge.

I apparate in front of the Shadow Castle. I'm its master because of blood of Morgana Le Fey. It's protected from wizarding world. I can see the sign of Le Fey and Slytherin. I enter the castle. It's time to plan. Plan revenge. Revenge for my imprisonment.

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