The Way I Look at You

Summary: One sided KumaxRyu, TatsuxRyu 'Your naivete is adorable, but don't try to hide it...just notice me, Ryuichi.'

Ramblings: I think I like it better now. X)

Notes: COMPLETELY RE-FORMATTED & MOSTLY REWRITTEN TO BE ALL NICE & PRETTY-LOOKING. HALLELUJAH LOCK & LOAD.

"Kumagoro! Let's go see Tatsuha!" His energy is so contagious, I cannot help but feel a minimal amount of his cheer lighten me already. His verbal communication skills are rather lacking, but he expresses everything in his emotions.

'I'm sure Tatsuha's waiting for us, Ryuichi,' Or mainly you.

"Yeah, he said that he wanted to talk to me about something! Yay! Tatsuha wants to talk to ME!" He's simply so adorable-and this is coming from a pink stuffed rabbit/bear. I cannot-will not, blame Tatsuha for stealing his heart away. I…I am so ecstatic with his newfound joy from this lecher of a teenagers & I can only pray he does not harm my dear Ryuichi. Ryuichi loves him dearly, and will for as long as I can believe.

'Could you please help me down, Ryuichi? Last time I collapsed onto that horrid cactus of yours & was close to stitches" We share a silent laugh at my even more horrid attempts at a pun.

"We wouldn't want to be sewing you up now, would we?" And he merely smiles at me-the smile reserved for me and me alone…or was.

Again, I am left to my dreadful thought as I am plopped onto Ryuichi's soft hair, bouncing to where K waits im/patiently for us.

'If only you knew how much I feel for you, Ryu-chan. I once tried to tell you, but you said that your heart belonged to another. I wish you were mine, instead of his. I'm the one who's been with you the most, right? I'm the one who helped you get through your first concert. I'm the one who was with you when you got your first record label. I was with you when you reached one million records. And I was with you to get through your first scam. I'm the one you should love, not him. Can't you tell, by the way I look at you? When you look deep into my eyes? When I speak soft words in your nightmares? Why can't you see it…why can't you return it…why…Ryuichi Sakuma, why can't you tell that I love you?'