The Diary of Jubilation Lee 5

Touch of Life

By: Huntress X

And wondering why the world has passed him by

Hoping that he's bent for more than arguments

And failed attempts to fly

Have you ever really thought about the small things we do everyday? I mean like the small touches.

Like the kisses on the cheeks I give before I´m going to bed, the hugs I give and the kicks and hits (Mostly to Bobby who is just being himself)

Not everybody can do that, they don't feel like they can and that's just sucks. Just think that you can't hug your mother or kiss your father on the cheek…not to touch them. When I went to "Beverly Hills Catholic Prep School for Girls" I saw it all the time, children who just went quietly behind her parents holding the hands of their nanny. Sure I had a nanny to but when I was out with my parents I held their hands.

They always walked with their heads down.

We were meant to live for so much more

Have we lost ourselves?

Somewhere we live inside

Somewhere we live inside

We were meant to live for so much more

Have we lost ourselves?

Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about Providence

And whether mice or men have second tries

Maybe we've been living with our eyes half open

Maybe we're bent and broken, broken

I feel sorry for them, I always kiss people goodnight and sometimes good morning and say "love you" because I know that, that could be the last thing I ever say to them… I wish I had told my parents that but I didn't.

I think I was mean to live for more then this I am not just there get.

We want more than this world's got to offer

We want more than this world's got to offer

We want more than the wars of our fathers

And everything inside screams for second life, yeah

When I was on the streets I was alone, nobody cared no one was there. When I had a nightmare I had to just shake it of and try to get some more sleep and that's hard when you are ten. Now whenever I have a nightmare in the few hours that I do sleep I have people there and that really means a lot.

And that makes you think again, is it really worth it to risk dying every night? What if something goes wrong? I don't wanna hurt them. But I just can't give up the rushes I just can't…

We were meant to live for so much more

Have we lost ourselves?

We were meant to live for so much more

Have we lost ourselves?

We were meant to live for so much more

Have we lost ourselves?

We were meant to live

We were meant to live

I do think that the "everyday" touches are one of the most important things we do, even though we don't really see how much they really mean.

We all want more then this world offers but maybe we should think about the little things first and then demand something bigger something that might change your life.

But for now just try and feel the touch of life.