Hi! It's me, Lily, or animeLily009, again. This is a fic about yaoi, u don’t like this stuff,

you just be quiet, leave and fuck off, got it? Good. I know lots of ppl don’t like this stuff, I was

kinda gettin angry cuz of u ppl, but hey, I’m not even gay, geez.... spare me; I’m not that bad, guys. I'm sorry if I did offend u non-yaoi ppl but I like it and I also like ones that r non-yaoi so, I guess I’m like Bi-sexual likers or something of the sort. Ya, that’s weird, one of my specialties, he he ;Please don’t sue me or kill me or hate me, cuz I care a lot of what u ppl think of me, not by being different and free, cuz I am totally like that, and don’t care what ppl think of me being something bad or different then normal but I do care what ppl think of me in this kind of way, if ya know what I mean, like friends or whatever u think..........Oh boy, I am on HIGH weird alert today, well ya I am on high weird alert...uh huh... '''''''''''.............so ya basically that’s all I gotta say. Hope ya like this yaoi story, by me about Inuyasha and Sesshomaru.

Must have you, Inuyasha!

Inuyasha stared up into the skies and looked like he was deep in thought. Inuyasha was indeed deep in thought, about a certain angel that he had seen many times again and again, always the same, getting his heart broken. Thinking it’s his and his beautiful angel’s fault. Inuyasha let his tears fall and hung his head low, letting his tears to be unseen and unnoticed by others.

“Damn, stupid asshole! I hate the hell out of him! And yet......I love him..why does this happen to me? Is this a curse or what? Look at me, Inuyasha a strong half-demon....half-demon, that’s right, I know what that means about my heritage and why my love hates me so. He always must kill me just to be satisfied? Then fine, be it, I will wait til the next time he shows himself. If he does then I will show him no fear.....no fear, or happiness, I wish to find happiness in his face and eyes. I’ll be happy enough, knowing he’s happy. Anyway, I’d say that I deserve to die anyway.”

Inuyasha walked down the short hill, and went to his camp site. He just sat down near the fire, sitting beside Miroku and across from Kagome and Sango. Shippo had fallen asleep already, cradling Kilala in a deep slumber, using her as a pillow and futon. Inuyasha stayed for merely no more then an hour before he stood up and walked past the rest of the group to take a walk, wanting to clear his mind.

“Inuyasha? Where are you going?” Kagome’s sound stopped him.

“Kagome, don’t worry, I wont be long. I want to be alone for a while, kay? Just don’t come for me whatever the cost, got it? I don’t want you to get in trouble, again like today.” Inuyasha replied before, giving Kagome a chance to say anything, he leaped and took off to the stream he had found near the campsite.

Inuyasha’s POV :

My life is terrible, not finding or getting love in return is the hardest, but it will be worth it, I’m doing this for Sesshomru. Here Sesshomaru a present and gift from me, the last one I shall give to you, I cant stay and wait for you to come and let me die, I’ll do it now and get it over with. Hope you’ll find love one day and wont be the cold basterd you’ve always been, the way I loved about you. I’m sorry for all I’ve done to you, I know I’m the one who starts the fightings all the time and you sometimes, but I am the one who made you this way. It’s all my fault, I’m so sorry, beloved brother......

Finally, I’m finished washing myself, the gift wont be dirty or wasteful, Sesshomaru, I promise.

Now, where was that cliff I was thinking about, the one I saw earlier this afterno—AH! I know where, and to think I almost forgot.....man, he’s right, I am stupid sometimes.....Kagome’s right, too, I’m a jerk......I chuckle at that thought and memory, never leaving me or any other ones deep in my mind.