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Going Out of Control
By: Huntress X
Descending deep beneath your vision
The one you dread the most, is there for you to find
Behind the dark side of carnation
Ever since after OZT my power has been growing, much faster than they were suppose too.
Just last week Hank confirmed that I was alpha class, but I have known it for a long time I could feel it how it was growing deep inside of me.
Something else in me has changed to I don t know if its for the good or for the bad, but everytime I go out to fight or just practice in the danger-room I I feel the power and the fire in my blood I wanna go out there, I wanna fight and most of all I wanna win.
I like the danger, I hunger for it and when I let it all out it s like the pain goes away is that bad?
The smell of danger runs like poison in your blood
The predict said within awakened
You finally believe you re pained before gone
A pain forgotten and forsaken
Going wild, going outta' control
Going past, past the border
Going wild, going over the wall
Going out, out of order
Sometimes I even go looking for trouble just to feel that feeling. When I´m out late at night getting my rushes I´m also looking for an excuse to fight, like if I see anyone getting robed or committing another crime.
But I don t do it to help anybody; I do it just for the fight.
I think I´m going out of control. And I guess I have always feared that.
You find the passage to your most forgotten fear
A secret chamber, in the tower
Imprisoned memories, once locked up by despair
Will trade your love for all their power
(You know, it was just illusions, everything is fine)
Going wild, going out of control
Going past, past the border
Going wild, going over the wall
Going out, out of order
Out of order
Going wild, going over the wall
Going out, out of order
What if I am going out of control? But it s so hard to stop, the fire burns inside and I can t deny it, it s like a poison that s going around in my blood feeding of me.
And when I am all alone and its quiet I can feel it becoming stronger but in a good way it s so hard to explain.
And your silence, it will find the magic
Chaos screams, but without a sound
Not a movement, still constantly dynamic
You stand still, while everything goes round
and round, and round, and round and round
It is hard to explain, it s hard to even think about.
I don t want to think about it, I will just stop to think about it.
It can t be that bad, I like the feeling I get from fighting I like everything about it. I can t worry about what will happen in the future what happens, happens I´m just sixteen and I´m not Gateway I can t control stuff like that.
And if I would go out of control I have people who can and will bring me back.
Going wild, going out of control
Going past, past the border
Going wild, going over the wall
Going out, out of order
Out of order (Going out of control)
Out of order (Out of order)
Out of order (Going over the wall)
Out of order (Going out of control)