Ansem Report 14:

Believed though I did, that darkness was the true paradise sealed within the realm of Kingdom Hearts, I now believe I made a fatal error...

I thought I had reached my journey's end, and that my understanding would finely be complete. But at the great heart's gate, where I was seeking total darkness, I was swallowed by the light. Kingdom Hearts is pure light; only a fool would still doubt this.

Where did I go wrong?

Looking back upon these reports, I see myself slipping further and further into darkness with every entry. It is a fascinating thing to observe: one's own decent into darkness...

I have a theory that my exposure to the light of Kingdom Hearts may have flushed the darkness from my heart, allowing me this new perspective. But I still have yet to explain why I remain lucid. Devoid of darkness, yet devoid of even the light that flooded me.

I am once again bodiless.