The Hardest Thing Was To Leave You

By: Huntress X

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Dont own them never will and I dont get one cent for this.

Note: I know I´m making him sound a little lam but no one really knows what´s under that hard shell.

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"I´m writing this to you because I know you will understand you do understand dont you Lee? Why I left... I had to okay I couldn´t stay.

I don´t know how you do it... you lived on the streets taking whatever you wanted when you wanted it coming and going at any given hour, you didn´t see it as freedom then but you do know cause you get hold down and I know this cause you told me that and I guess I just couldn´t stay down I had to get up.

We are a lot alike you and me pretty much the same backgrounds with betrays and losses, I think that´s why I notes you the first day I got to the school and the fact that you were the first person to say hi to me.

I remember how you looked that day you had just started to grow out your hair and had put it in some kind of modern hairstyle, you had a yellow tank top with a black Chinese dragon on it and black jeans and a pair of pink sunglasses.

You looked great and I don´t know why but you offered to show me around, you talked a lot but you didn´t ask any questions about me more then my name and what powers I had, I guess you somehow knew that my past wasn´t something I wanted to discuss.

And I remember that night when I walked past your room and heard your screams, hell I thought you were being attacked but you were just having a nightmare. You told me everything that night about your parents the stuff that happened on the street and somehow I ended up telling you everything and for the first time it felt okay. I have never sowed this side of me to anyone but you and you didn´t go and tell everybody that I had a soft spot deep down inside you kept it to yourself and believe me I owe ya for that.

I remember everything don´t think that I have forgotten because I never will you were the first person in a really long time who truly seemed to care about me.

It wasn´t easy to leave you know even though it seemed that way it was hard very hard...but the hardest thing was to leave you...

I can practically see and hear you right now, hands on your hip with that half smile half annoyed look telling me that I´m talking shit and calling me Johnny...you were the only one that was allowed to call me that you know and still is.

But it´s not shit it´s the truth.

I know you understand, understand the need to be free and the need to use my powers whenever I want to without someone looking over my shoulder telling me what I´m doing is wrong.

You know that I care a lot about you Jubs, hell girl I love ya...guess I should have told ya that huh? Well I am now kind of anyway.

I will see ya again firecracker I know it you´re wanting for freedom is to big they can´t hold you down forever you and your powers are too big for that...see ya around."

Love Pyro

"P.S Tell Bobby that it was I that burned a whole in his Linkin Park t-shirt... the washer didn"t really blow up."

Jubilation Lee put down the letter beside her and looked out the big window whipping away a single tear that went down her face. He seemed to be happy wherever he was with the Brotherhood, so it would be really selfish to make him come back...right? Right but to yell a little or a lot and tell him she missed him couldn´t be so wrong.

"Your right you will se me again" Jubilee said out load. "I´ll find ya Johnny you be sure of that, I´ll find ya one way or another" And with that she put the letter back in the envelope and continued to look up at the stars.

"The hardest thing was to leave you."

Another tear made its way down the young girls face but this time there was a faint smile on her lips.