Ta'veren

By Aa-chan

My hands are stained with the blood of the innocent

How many souls have met their fate at them?

How many people have died for my own selfish desires?

Maybe it would be better

If I was consumed by the threatening madness

Maybe then

It wouldn't hurt so much…

They all died for me

For me…

Why?

My life is ever-changing but one thing lies at the center of it all

How could I go on living without her?

How could I continue without her love?

Maybe it would be better

If she just left me and found a life elsewhere

Maybe then

She wouldn't be in danger…

But she wants to be with me

With me…

Why?

Duty is lighter than a feather, heavier than a mountain

How could I think like this?

How did I become this person?

Maybe it would be better

To just go my own way

Maybe then

I wouldn't be in this situation…

But I know I must not

I must not…

Why?