Chapter 1: Heartbreaks and changes

Brooklyn Matthews sat on her bed at Hogwarts, listening to the song, tears pouring unbidden from her cheeks. She was alone and that was all she could wish for at the moment.

"Have You Ever" by S Club 7

Sometimes, it's wrong to walk away

Though you think it's over

Imust be the thickest girl on the planet! she thought to herself. She had just broken up with her boyfriend Harry Potter that day.You love him!You dope! her brain screamed.

Knowing, there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moments gone

"So much that it hurts..." she whispered causing more tears to flow down her cheeks.

She fell back on the bed and stared at the ceiling.

And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way world goes round
Tell me..

"I know exactly how it feels." she whispered.

Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry

Can't you see, thats the way I feel about you and me baby

"You bet." she whispered once again to the ceiling. She continued in this manner as the song went on and she wept her eyes out.

Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
Cos I loved and lost,
The day I let you go

"Exactly how i'm feeling." she whispers as the tears flowed freely.

Can't help but think that this is wrong
We should be together
Back in, your arms where I belong

Oh God, I miss him already. But I don't belong in his arms anymore!" she cried softly to herself. "Chang belongs there now." she adds as sadness overwhelms her.

Now I finally realize, it was forever that I'd found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Tell me..

"I realized that a long time ago... butI want him to be happy." she told herself firmly.

Have you ever lost and loved somebody
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, it's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
Cos I loved and lost,
The day I let you go

She just cries, her head on her arms. Weeping about how the song hit so close to home.

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away
Can't you see
And though the moments go
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me...

" That'd be a wasted wish. He's with Chang now..."

Have you ever lost and loved somebody
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, it's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
Cos I loved and lost,
The day I let

"Yeah i loved and i lost. How fitting."

Yes, I loved and lost the day I let
Yes, I loved and lost the day I let you go

The song drew to a close as Brooklyn Matthews lifted her head. Her angelic face full of sadeness and stained with tears. she stood up and washed her face and looked at her reflection in the bathroom mirror.

"Goodbye Harry..." she whispered her hypnotic blue eyes welling up with tears. "I love you. i always ALWAYS will..." she said wiping her eyes.

"Be happy with Chang." she said to her reflection and she left the room. Hoping nothing would change.

Little did she know that everything will change. And it started with the light in her eyes going out...

a/n: helllooooo! well this is my very first ficcie! so pleez review! btw... i don't own harry potter. cuz if i did... let'sa face it i wouldn't be here writing a FAN fic right? anyway... i know it's onfusing and u don't know who Brooklyn Matthews is right? but everything will be explained in the next chappies... well ok that's all 4 now... don't 4 get to...

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