Author: Nepeace
Disclaimer: Nope I don´t own them
Rated: PG-13
Word Count: 173
Author's Notes: Dana´s POV

Just a way to discover the characters. (First try on ´the L word´) This takes place after the gaydar talk.

Sitting at the bar watching the women in the room I wonder when I will find someone. It´s a hopeless situation, I stake another sip from my drink. And look around observing the people that surround me. The world is surrounded by people like Bette and Tina, committed to each other for what seems like an eternity. There are people like Alice, who is obsessed with her theory ´about who´s fucking who´. I still can´t believe that she was able to link me to her in just for steps.

Sometimes I wish that I was more like Shane, not that I have the sudden urge to fuck everyone in this room. I just wish that I had some of her courage, even if I had just one tenth of her courage. That would make everything a lot easier. When I couldn´t give a damn about other peoples thoughts. I could just be myself at the club, without pretending to be straight all the time and be afraid that someone might find out.