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A/N: Re-post, I was in a strange mood, when I took this down ... continuing reviews for the translation of this story convinced me that I probably should put this back on.
Disclaimer:This is just for fun - Star Wars belongs to George Lucas, I'm just playing with it ...only Prey is mine ;-)
STAR WARS: Dangerous desires
by Barbayat
The only triumph I had during that time was getting away from work. At first my parents told me, if I am not working I won't be eating any of their fruits. So I didn't - I admit I got pretty thin. For two month I only ate berries and small animal I was able to capture. Then my parents gave in. Naturally I wasn't popular, but that never really bothered me. I was not part of the group - it was that simple.
Only the annoying fact, that I couldn't leave this accursed planet remained. We got one emergency com-unit which was heavily guarded by our leader Waterbee. He was the type that would rather die than using it. Well - he did!
It was one of the last summer days I was 16, when they found four horrible mutilated bodies. Pieces had been bitten out and only by checking who was still there it was possible to identify the victims. Needless to say everyone was deeply shocked and frightened. I could not say I enjoyed the sight, but I didn't feel anything at all - not even fear. It was decided that a group of ten should go after the beasts who did that. The rest was supposed to lock themselves in.
I didn't, I'm still not sure what made me go outside. Maybe I just didn't care. I strolled down to the little lake. It was my secret place - a beautiful spot with soft green grass and crystal blue water. Also it wasn't an exciting place - I miss it sometimes. Swimming was the only pleasure I had these days.
That particular day I realized that I wasn't alone. Black clothing lay on a rock near the bank. I barely recognized the black boots, when my attention was caught by a noise from the water. I turned my head and saw a water ball appearing in the middle of the lake. On second view I realized it was a head - a bald head covered with black and bright red tattoos and so was the body beneath it. Yellow eyes pierced me as the person slowly emerged from the water. If not for the horns on his head I would have mistaken him for a human male.
He was obviously not happy to see me, but I was so fascinated I just stood there and watched him. I felt a sense of danger, that was getting stronger the closer he came, but I didn't moved. I was inches away from his cloth. The stranger didn't take his eyes from me, even as he dressed himself. Finally he talked to me. His voice was low, but it turned my bones to ice.
"All alone!"
"Naturally," I heard myself replying. "Are you responsible for the dead?"
His appearance seemed to offer the right explanation for those attacks. Not that I thought he did it himself, but he could have brought the beasts with him.
"Naturally!" was his answer.
"And now you are going to kill me," I said. I couldn't remember being upset about that idea at all.
"I'm ordered not leave a living soul behind," he said in a mocking tone. That is if I recall it correctly, but back then I kind of missed it intentionally.
"So you could take me with you," I suggested.
Leaving this planet was all I ever wanted, so I figured asking couldn't hurt. Also I - of course - haven't thought of the consequences in case of a 'yes'. I saw him grinning and then he answered with an amused tone.
"Theoretical I could, but on second thought - I'm not in the mood for any pathetic whimpering."
I just gave him a puzzled look - I got no idea what he meant. So he added, while pulling out a long silver stick: "As soon as I agree - you start begging that I may spare your family and friends."
"I don't have any friends and I certainly can do without my parents - who buried me here in the first place."
I guess that was pretty cruel and cold, but by that time I simply lacked emotions. So think of me as you must, but as long as you haven't been in my situation, you can't be sure you wouldn't have done the same. Anyway, the stranger seemed to actually consider taking me along for the first time. He looked differently at me. Suddenly he turned and walked to a hidden speeder. Without looking at me again he went off. I was left alone, but I knew he would come back.
I had enough time to get really excited about the idea of actually getting away, even if it meant going with this dangerous foe. From my point of view it couldn't be worse than living here. I have to admit I was kind of fascinated by him - like a fly by the fire, one might say. A lot of thoughts crushed my mind - trying to run was not one of them.
Instead I took a bath for I was sure it was my last opportunity. I was lying lazy in the sun, when the speeder returned. I got up to face the intruder. It was obvious to me that he was surprised to see that I was still there.
"Easy prey," I heard him whispering.
"So?" I asked.
"I think I'm going to call you Prey," was his answer. I liked that, for it meant he had decided to take me with him. And it sounded a lot better than my real name, which I won't tell you. I'm the only one left alive who knows it and I intend to leave it that way.
And even if I hadn't liked it, I wouldn't have argued about it. No, this man was not the type you could argue with. Besides, what would there have been to argue about? I was a naive, little girl and for someone like him - I was easy prey. "And how shall I call you?"
"Maul," he moved his head to tell me he wanted me to take place behind him. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pressed against him to ensure not falling off. Arriving at his ship He told me to let go off him. Touching him had been the most intensive experience I had on this planet. His firm muscles and the heat he radiated - even through his robes - caused my body to react in a way I couldn't understand yet.
I followed him inside the ship. He showed me where to sit and went on. Shortly afterwards the ships engines rumbled and we left the planet. I felt really excited and would have liked to look for a window to watch the planet fading out of sight, but I didn't dare to leave my seat. It was better not to stand in his way, but being obedient and co-operative.
I sat there for some time and finally Maul showed up again. The way he looked at me made me really nervous. He walked towards me and pulled me out of the chair. My heart beat was rising, but I hadn't to wait long to find out was he intended to do.
He grabbed the collar of my dress and tore it apart. Two quick movements later my underwear was gone, too. I would lie if I told you I was not shocked. Still part of me was curious and also his rudeness frightened me, I felt drawn to him. If I had not been so scared I probably had my hands back on his firm body.
Soon I found myself lying with my back on a round table. He was not very gentle about it. So I didn't dare to rise, to move or do anything at all. I just listened, while my body was going crazy. I heard his cloth falling to the ground and felt his bare hands on my knees. My heart was beating feverishly as I felt his hot touch.
As he spread my legs and moved between them, I realised that I was all smeary between my legs. His hands moved to my waist, before he moved inside me. The sudden pain caused me to scream, I tried to move away, but his grip on my waist made it impossible to move an inch. Sweet was pearling from my forehead. Not even after as long sunbath my body had felt this hot. So I lay there, with my eyes closed and waited for the pain to go away.
It didn't. Maul seemed to enjoy hurting me. Ruthless he began to move inside me. I should have been upset, but laying there I realized I wasn't. I did not felt anger. I just wished the pain would not be t hat bad, but it actually became better.
After all I think I thought something like, 'My dear, you know he didn't take you with him because he had such a kind nature. So let him have his fun - you are still alive! You got off the planet.'
Still I felt rather uncomfortable and wrapped my legs around him. That was about the only thing one could do and to my surprise his I started to move with him. I still don't know what got into me. It suddenly seemed so natural.
I was deeply confused about the way my body reacted. But I had not time to think about it. Maul's hands crawled higher towards my breast. He grabbed them and pulled me up. I uttered a deep gasp and opened my eyes. I saw the triumphant smile in his face.
It took this as an approval of my reaction and it encouraged me to embrace him. I felt so content as my fingers moved over his muscles. But maybe this was just because I had had not contact with anyone for quite some time. Strange was that he was not sweating at all, but then what did I knew about aliens?
I for my part felt sweat running from my back. His fingers moved down to my ass. I leaned to his chest and groaned softly. Suddenly everything felt right and I had almost forgotten about the pain. Finally I sensed that something happened to him and he uttered one short moan.
Maul was definitely someone who tried to control himself in every situation .
He withdrew from me and I had the feeling I had been betrayed of something important. And of course I had been, but I hadn't to wait long to find out what it was. He took my wrist and pulled me towards another door opposite the one where I figured the cockpit must be. It was a Spartan room containing nothing but a bed. He drew me with him between the sheds.
His mouth moved over my neck, my breast, my belly - he made me even hotter than before. Then he took me again - more passionate and even wilder. This time I reached my first crisis. I was not sure whether it was like he had felt, but it was impossible to think about the matter.
He did not stop then, his lips and hands were all over me, sometimes brutally, but more than often it felt passionate and pleasing. The only thing I regretted was that he barely allowed me to touch him. But as long as his strong hands were touching me that was alright with me.
He continued until I had the feeling I could not bear this any longer - but I could. I can't tell how long I had his special attention. It was simply marvellous and I laid next to him - exhausted and a bit worn out. Playful, my fingers touched his chest following the contours of his muscles.
"I guess it won't be easy to make you regret your decision."
"I dare to say that's impossible", I answered straight away. By then I was sure that no matter what would happen alone this experience was worth anything that might come. Even the next day, when I saw that my body was covered with bumps and bruises - I did not regret my decision.
Maul just looked at me with his wild, yellow eyes and said: "We'll see." Then he left me alone for some time.
I still think it is a shame, that our flight was so short. He had so much time for me and I learned more about sex than my mother ever practiced. No doubt about that, or else how could I be so ignorant on the subject before. And it was then, when I was afraid for the first time that he might kill me. This was simply to good to die now.
We left the ship only five days later and to my delight we were on Coruscant. We approached a building were he met with another figure in dark robes.
"Completed your task?" the hooded guy asked.
"Yes - my master", was Maul's reply and I was surprised about how devoted his voice sounded. I was sure one order by his master and I would be history. The gloomy eyes of the hooded figure focused on me. I suddenly felt ice cold inside me.
"Who is that?"
"Prey", Maul explained briefly. His master disappeared out of sight showing a sinister smile. I can't tell you whether he didn't knew or cared that Maul took me from the planet with him. My lover's expression was unreadable as he let me to his private rooms.
I am still not sure what he sees in me. At first I thought, it was just about physical attraction, pleasure, satisfaction - something out of that corner. In time I had the feeling it was mostly about control. Not primary control about me, which he had - no doubt about that.
It was about self-control. Watching him during his exercises I realized that he always controlled every reaction - breath, heartbeat - really everything. He even did it having sex - which was all to my pleasure. Hence I considered it my duty doing my best to break his control.
Maul soon became aware that he had absolute control about me. That was not a result of his superior power and my situation. No - I adored him about anything else. He simply knew that I would never betray him, that I'd do what ever he asked me to.
I even was granted my own space to live and thus a lot of independence. Sometimes I was alone for weeks, often for days. I just had to oblige two rules.
First - I was not allowed to tell anyone who he was.
Second - I was not supposed to get involved with other men.
The first was easy to obey - the second even more. Other men were of no interest to me. They lacked colour in compare. I made a few friends and to them I had a very busy husband - yeah I'm dreaming - who had seldom time. Since they were all quite busy themselves - I never got any questions about him.
I myself found out who he was during the first month. I guess then he showed me the first sign of trust. Watching him exercise, seeing his light sabre and all those things - it reminded me of what I had heard about the jedis. So I asked him, whether he was one.
He really got upset and I landed flat on the floor spitting out two of my teeth. Then he told me that the jedi where his oldest enemies. He explained me that he was a Sith lord and what that meant. Later that evening, after we had straighten things out, I had no problems with it. I mean I did not knew any jedi and he was certainly more important to me anyway. I guess I started to pick up a slight disapproval of them myself.
Right now I'm quite lonely. In the past month he was almost constantly on a mission. Last week he visited me just long enough to give me a very memorable kiss. He was so excited, because finally his master had decided it was time to reveal them to the jedi.
I guess right now he has a lot of fun messing up the jedi and his padawan, who are so unfortunate to have to guard some princess, Maul was ordered to return into custody. I can't wait for his return...
The end