Three's A Crowd

Stupid Decisions

Author: Ok I'll do the sequel to 'Killing Me Slowly', you convinced me enough to do it. This is a couple of years later (4 to be precise) so they're about 14-15 and are in the TND (a force which old KND members can go to, if they don't wanna be decommisioned, after KND). Pwease review and thank you to all those you liked and read 'Killing Me Slowly' I owe you a LOT. Bubixxxx

3:46pm, 23th December

Dear Diary,

Finally! I've found you! Under a pile of Rainbow Monkeys which I still have. I've just scanned through it and re-read all my old entries. Papa (or Thing as I apparently called him) is still in jail. Good is all I can say after reading this. You'll need to know some updates (boring!). I'm still Numbuh 3 but I'm in the TND. When we were taken for decommisioning (yes we did try to escape but failed), Numbuh 86 told us that if we signed certain stupid pieces of paper then we would miss deconmmisioning and move into the TND were all members of KND who are past 13 go. That is unless they want to join the adults (which I highly doubt anyone would want to! If so then they're idiots). So now we're all ni the Teens Next Door. More or less the same tree-house. But all KND stuff taken out and TND stuff put in. We all haven't changed much.

Numbuh 1-Nigel-Big Tushie: Bald (poor him!), red sweater and beige shorts. The famous sunglasses! (Nothing different there then) or and a few teenage spots (HAHA!)

Numbuh 2-Hoagie-Tennis Teen: He has finally ditched the pilot hat! But we still have the goggles! What an idiot he looks in them too. He has lost weight though. A lot to be honest. Still reminds me a bit of a tennis ball in his yellow PJs. Just one that has been stood on.

Numbuh 3(me!)-Kuki-Kooks(Wally still calls me that!): Well, I have cut my hair so it's just under my shoulders (took too long to wash and comb when it was long!) but I still have my over-sized green jumper. Which kinda isn't oversized any more (but hoping to get a new one at Christmas).

Numbuh 4-Wally(!)-Dream Kid (thought of a another nickname for him!): Hardly anything has changed here. We still have the orange hoodies, baggy jeans, white trainers but he's done a LOT working out so he's very fit. In my eyes only, back off!. Wallabee Beetles is property of the Kooks Beetles (or soon to be). Oh and his hair's a bit different but not much

Numbuh 5-Abby: My old friend Abby! I'ved just re-read from when she had leukimia. Poor her. She's had her hair cut as well! It's in a cool style now! A bit curly but very cool! She wears designer jeans now (got em from her daddy) and cool tops with silly messages on. Typical Abby really.

"Kooks? What are yeh doin'?" Yay! It's Wally! He's just came into my room.

"Er...found me old diary. Just reading it," And writing in it. Hehe.

"Cool. What's innit?" Ah. Yes well I have found some bits that mention my ENORMOUS crush on him. Even though appaerently he has written in here before. Why in the name of the Komodo Dragon (don't ask where that came from!) did I let him! I am an idiot. And that's an understatement.

"Stuff," Ha!

"Duh! No what 'ave yeh wrote innit?" Rats he has got a bit smarter. He just meant to go 'oh sure,' or something like that!

"Err...ere," So I give it to him. WHY!

"Oooh yeh 'ave true feelin's foir meh! Dunno ef 'e 'as any back though. Course Ah do! Ah'm yeh boyfriend!" I don't why but I turn red every time he reads my diary even though he knows I fancy the socks off him! "And yeh 'ave a massive crush on meh? Ah already know that!" He said teasingly. How annoying. Boys are VERY aggrivating.

"Give it back!" I tried to get it back. And missed the first time. And the second. And the third. It was only the fourth time that I actually managed to grab it from him.

"Alroight, alroight, 'ere are. Ah'm gonna go get some lunch ok?"

"O...k," I've always felt really odd around him. Ever since... well it's a long story but I guess I got time.

It was July. After a party. We never meant to. We were drunk, didn't know what we were doing. Plain stupid teenagers really. Now my stupidity has paid me back. I found out yesterday that I was...was pregnant. That's why I always feel odd around him but I don't think he remembers what happened back then (he's never been too intelligent). July was 6 months ago now. 6 months pregnant. That's what's scary. That I'm paying for the price of what happened back then. Wally doesn't know. No-one knows yet. But they're gonna realise soon. I've always been, fairly, skinny (I hope) so it'll be noticeable. Also I've been throwing up in the loos for the past couple of months. Stomach bugs don't last for 4 months! That's what Numbuh 5 said anyway but she shrugged it off soon after.

WHAT AM I GONNA DO! TND won't allow a baby during missions! They'll chuck me out. And me Mama's dead and my Papa's in jail for child abuse. So I'm on my own.

Again.

"Kooks? D'ya wanna sandwich?" No not really. Just thinking about what's gonna happen makes me feel sick. Now I think abnout it, I have grown a little bit. But I wear baggy green oversized jumpers so you can't really tell. Wally obviously doesn't have the foggiest. Wonder why...

"Kooks?" Oh freaking hell, don't come back. Not now.

"Nah, I'm cool thanks," No I'm not cool. I feel so hot, I'm gonna faint. Mustn't faint, mustn't faint, mustn'- ow! That hurt. It's Christmas tomorrow. What a Happy Christmas we'll have with me and this on my mind.

I'M TOO YOUNG TO BE A MOTHER! I'm 14, nearly 15! I didn't plan on having kids til I was nearly 30! Big problem, big problem.

3:53pm

How does abortion sound?

Oh wait it's too late for abortion.

And it's murder.

What about adoption?

3:55pm

I could never give a baby away, whether I wanted it or not. Never. Kids needs parents when they're young. Not when they're older though. Wait- having kids is an adult thing! I'm no adult! Maybe it'll go away when I say I'm not an adult?

3:58pm

Not working...I'm not an adult! Not working... It's still there. I know it is. Should I ask Abby what to do?

4:04pm

Freaking hell! School! What am I gonna do about school! Another problem to add to my list.

I could write a book with all my troubles.

4:12pm

What if Wally doesn't want kids? And he dumps me and leaves me to it? Single and a teenage mum. Great.

I'l have to tell him soon. Have to. When he next comes in.

4:23pm

Don't come in, don't come in...what? I can pray can't I? Why me? Why is this happening to me? What did I do? I was child abused when I was 10. Still have the scars up and down my arms. Nearly died in a forest. And had a traitor of a sister. Isn't that enough! Now this!

I should go down in history. Probably will actually. For the Worst Luck in the World.

4:27pm

Oh Rainbow Monkeys. I can hear him coming. Keep calm, keep calm...

Overflow! Too hot! Can't calm! ARRRRGHHH!

"Kuki? Are yeh ok?" No. I'm not okay. I wanna die! Yes I do. No I don't. Yes I d- Oh I don't know!

"What are yeh doin' en 'ere all by yehself"? Panicking. That's what I'm doing.

"Nuffin. Thinking?" Yea go on. Fall for that one!

"Oh. Okay," And he did as well! Wow! And he turns to leave! Yes!

"Wait. Wally I have to tell you something," Me and my big mouth! But he needs to know. It's half his fault.

"Ok, what?" Can't do it. Must do it. But I can't!

"There's something you should know. I...

Author: There. I changed the chappie a bit coz I didn't like the first one. Pwease review and bubixxxx