Never had a friend…

I sat in the corner, watching as they joked around with him.

Never, not me…

I guess saying I've never had a friend is true…

No one really helped…

After all, once he came, I was pushed aside.

Or talked to me at all…

They ignored me, plain and simple.

So, I've never had a friend.

It must seem scary to think of me this way, huh?

Does that seem strange to you?

No one expects me to be pessimistic.

Scare you?

I bet it would scare them.

I expect it should.

They don't know me.

No one knows me.

If they did, they wouldn't leave me alone.

Never…

They would know how dangerous it is for me.

Heh…

A…

Maybe they'll think I'll go for suicide?

That'd be quite entertaining.

And, not to mention…

What was I called?

…Nah. That'd be wrecking the only title I've ever had.

"The most friendly person in school?"

Ch….Who named me the friendliest person in school?

Yes…

Ah…it must have been them.

I believe that was it…

But do you believe that?

…Doesn't matter much.

I was so lonely…

I think, at the time, I didn't see what garbage I had chosen for friends.

But no one knew.

Not that anyone cares.

Nope! Not the icicle, the albino, the mutt, the "friendship" brat, or the stick-head.

The most friendly person is friendless.

Ha…I do believe the doctors are right.

Those two words aren't supposed to work together.

Yes. They say I'm depressed.

No…

Say they don't expect me get a real life.

But I should have expected it.

Pfft. It's their entire fault.

Because,

After all…

They made me think I'd had a friend.

I've never had a friend.

They gave me a crutch, and pulled it out from under me as I took the risk to use it.

Not that anyone would care.

No one cares much.

Nope.

'Cause to them, I'm the forever optimist, and the one whom is easily ignored…

Jerks.

It's just me.

They betrayed me.

And I have…

They used me to get Atemu.

Never had a friend.

And I'll never forgive them for it.