Title: Confessions (1/2) Disclaimer: they are not mine! Spoilers: not that I know of Pairing: B/F FOREVER!

Note: this is based in a song, "confession part 2" by my all time favorite singer Usher…and I post this at This is my second store in English so,if I have a mistake please let me know oh and THANKS FOR READING!

This is my confession...I made a mistake and I don't know how am I going to take it back, I don't thing there's change to do so.

I went to a party a few weeks ago, I never go to parties but this time I made and exception, I still don't know ,I was sitting in the bar,driking beer when a beautiful and sexy woman came closer, she smiled at me and I smile back. We started a nice conversation that led to something else...

Next day I woke up in a different room, a different house and a different woman...I was so drunk that I could barely remember what I did that night...I didn't even knew her name or maybe I knew but as I said I couldn't remember. I walked away as fast as I could, my mind running fast at last night events. My brain was almost empty except for Faith previous speech...Oh my God! Faith...how could I do this to her? After all we've been thought to be ! This thing couldn't get any worse...

Actually, it can...

today, I felt my heart broke, my hands were trembling inside my pockets...I was sweating, not from the hit cause there was 0 degrees outise,it was cold as hell...I looked at her, she was smiling, I wasn´t,she was happy,I wasn't.

I screw up; big time...I got a woman pregnant.

How the hell am I supposed to say this to my girlfriend?

I walked home, our home, Faith and mine. I know she is waiting for me inside, but I'm afraid my eyes would give me away,Im not good at lies...I curse my mother for not teaching how to lie instead of telling the truth. Faith hugs me when I come in, kissing me and saying the most unapropiated "happy so see you, babe" that I've ever heard, I don't blame her though. She looks right at my eyes, trying to figure out what was wrong, why I was so cold...damn Faith if you only knew, I screw up baby.

-is everything ok, honey?-she asks holding my hand, I walk away from her, I can't look at her right now

-Yeah, I´m just tired that´s all-I lied, I guess I could pretend for a while.

-You want to go to bed?-she asks...I can take this anymore, I can't lie to Faith, maybe if I talk to her she would understand the situation

-Faith, I have to talk to you...there's something I have to tell you.-I said, she looks scared as hell

-ok...sure, what happened?

I sit on the couch but I stood up a few seconds later after she sat next to me, I need to walk, I need to stay away from her...this is not easy,it´s never easy to break you r girlfriend's heart. She has this strange look on her eyes, the one who tells me how worried she is, she knows this is not a good news even before I tell her

-Faith this is not easy for me...this is the hardest thing I think ever got to do, I ask myself how am I got tell you...

-tell me what? Maurice, what´s going on?

-when I went to the bar with the guys...I...met a woman, we talked and dance...at least that's what I remember...

-What are you trying to tell me?-she says almost in tears

-she talked to me this morning...she is having a baby and there's a small possibility...

-is it yours?-she is crying but there are angry tears

-I'm not sure...

-but you did slept with her,didn´t you?

-I can't remember, Faith...I'm not sure.

She stood up, walking beside me to her room...she doesn't say a word, she just walk away not even looking at me but I did looked at her, there were not tears in her eyes, he heart as broken, I know it is.

-Faith, please says something-I follow her, begging her attention

-there's nothing to be said...you clearly made your choice...

-I haven't...Faith; I don't know what to do

-you don't?-She yells at me with an angry look on her eyes-but you did knew what you were doing when you sleep with that bitch!

-I didn't! I was drunk...

-you always wanted to have a baby now you're going to have one "daddy"-she walks inside her room closing the door behind her.

TO BE CONTINUED!

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