The Diary of the Isanely Disturbed

By: moonlitStarDestiny

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or the character that are in this story...but I am not not crazy...wait...thats...nevermind.

Moony: I am relieved! I just finished my story Finding My Soul, which I must say, was pretty good for my first fanfic, but I am still writing This one's for the Sesshomaru and Rin fanatics, but n-e-wayz I luv Sesshomaru! and Naru-chan.

Sesshy: Again I am being tortured by Moony.

Naru-chan: I luv u too.

Sesshy: You love Moony?

Naru-chan: Of course, pretty boy.

Sesshy: Oh yeah? Well I loved her first!

Moony: Guys, guys, its okay you can share me!

Thoughts are ' ' and sign language is

Chapter 1: First Entry

Dear Diary,

Well, its very nice to meet you diary. I hate winter, of course, that was a random statement. The reason why I hate winter, is because of what happened during winter. I wish that I could tell you, but I can't. Its not that I am not physically able to, its just mentally and emotionally impossible. Or I will break down into tears. But I will try to tell you later. My best friend and foster sister is called Kagome. My foster family is the Higurashi's. They own a shrine near the busy city of Tokyo. Kagome is so nice to me. Before I go on, I must tell you that I am a mute. Yes, I cannot talk. Its not that I can't, well now i can't, its that I never wish to speak again. I don't know exactly why, but I have never spoken since I was 12 years of age, when I witnessed my parents... But ever since then I haven't talked. Afraid they would ask me about it... School starts tomorrow and it will be my next year in high school, and my last. Kagome has already set out her suit which consists of a white and green top with short short skirt. Personally I hate it. But thats just me. Well I am 16 at the moment and Kagome is 18. She has a boyfriend named Inuyasha who likes to tease me, but hes like my brother. I love him and hope Kagome marries him. N-e-wayz I dislike the prep Kagura (just to let you know who my enemy is) but I could never hate her. I am just like that, but I hate winter. Nice to meet you diary.

love,

Rin

Rin closed the lavender book carefully and placed it under her pillow. She looked at the cieling and sighed. Tonight, always before school, she could never find it in her to fall asleep. She looked at the neatly pressed school uniform and wondered if people at school were going to be nice to her, or if she was going to get teased like she did in the last high school. The scar circling around her arm from top to bottom was something to make fun of, along with her muteness. Rin was pretty, so Kagome said, but Rin thought otherwise. Rin looked at the clock beside her and it read 3:46 am. She decided she was hot so she sat on top of the bed sheets.

Turning onto her other side she got up and picked up her uniform and underclothes. She grabbed a towel and entered the bathroom. Turning on the shower, she opened her mouth to speak. But nothing came, she couldn't do it. She ran the water over her pale skin and her dark hair (with shampoo of course). She got out and dried her body putting on the underclothes and her school uniform. She readied all her belongings for school and sat down on her bed. She looked at herslef in the mirror. Her dark hair shone in the moonlight and her skin was lit up too.

'I am pretty' she thought to herself, ' I look like my mother' she mouthed the words to the mirror. Her sad face looked ever sadder today. She put her now dry hair into her regular hair style, a half-ponytail to the side. Her hair curled up a little making the bottoms look spiky. It was beautiful to others, but to her it was like dread.

She sat on the bed for a while and looked at the clock. 6:00 am. She reached over and turned off the alarm that was about to go off. She ran into Kagome's room and waited for the alarm to sound off. Kagome shot up from her sleep to see Rin smiling at her. good morning sleepy...get ready today is the first day of school! Rin sign languaged to Kagome. "You stayed up all night again, didn't you?" Kagome asked. How'd you know? Rin asked.

"Thats just like you, on important nights when you need sleep you stay up!" Kagome said, "Then again, do you ever sleep?" she smiled at her little adopted sister. "Aieyah! I need to get ready!" she said runnning to the shower room.

Rin ran downstairs to find Mrs. Higurashi cooking breakfast. Grandpa was sleeping on the couch and Sota was running about trying to find school stuff. Rin threw Sota somethings he passed right by and she went to hug her foster mother. "Rin was up late again..." said Mrs. Higurashi. Gomen, mother, You know me! Should i wake Grandpa up? She asked Mrs. Higurashi. "Yes, please do."

Rin shook her Granpa and he woke up. "I'm up!" he said and ran to the kitchen. Rin sighed and picked up her backpack Kagome ran into the living room and pulled on Rin's arm,"Come on, we gotta meet Inuyasha at the bus stop!" Rin started to run too.

Inuyasha was waiting at the stop and as Kagome came up and grabbed her up and kissed her. Kagome giggled as he let her down. "Oh look, its Rin." he said and hugged her. "Haven't seen you in a while." he ruffled her hair a bit. Rin backed away so as not to look bad when she went into school.

"Listen I was thinking you guys like to come over and meet my family." he said and smiled. "We'd love to right Rin?" Kagome smiled at Rin. "Good, come over tonight at 5:00!" he said and they headed off towards the school.

When they got there, Rin headed towards her first class. She breathed out in relief as she found her friend Kohaku sitting in front of her. The teacher banged on his desk to direct their attention towards him. "Class, My name is Mr. Sake, this is Math." some students giggled, but he went on. "This will not be a fun class, so you better figure that out right quick. I will come to each of you to see what your name is and background info is, will start with you..." he pointed to a girl with white hair and black eyes. "What is your name?" he started. "Kanna Bato" she stated shyly with no feeling at all.

And so forth...until he came to Rin. Poor Rin. "What is your name?" the teacher looked at her. Rin was silent and started moving her hands in sign language. "I spoke to you young lady, answer me!" the teacher said in anger. Rin motioned towards her throat and made a little slashy gesture. "What does that mean? Do you want ISS?" he asked angrier. Kohaku tapped him on the shoulder. "What is it Kohaku?" the teacher spun on him and waited. "She is a mute. It should've been noted on her admission slip." he said to the teacher.

The teacher went up to the desk and checked paper. "Very well, but next time don't make those useless gestures!" The class all stared at Rin. She looked at Kohaku and bowed her head slightly. He signaled to her Your welcome.

Once that class was over Rin found herself wondering where to go next. She spotted Kagome, but paused when she saw her sister hanging out with her friends. She quickly turned and landed smack into the girl with the white hair. Kanna her name was. "I'm sorry." said the girl and helped Rin up. Rin bowed at her, but Kanna held onto her arm. "I know sign language." the girl said to her. "Do you need help getting around?" the girl persisted. Yes...I am very lost lol Rin smiled at Kanna. "Okay I can help you around, what do you have next?" Kanna asked. Gym. Rin said to her (in signs of course, I'll stop reminding you but remember she isn't talking when I said 'said')

Kanna walked with Rin to the Gym and said, "This is my next class too, be prepared to wear short shorts, I think the person who designed these outfits was a perv." she laughed a little but stopped as they got into the locker room. Everyone looked at them with looks that said, 'What a bunch of freaks.' Rin grabbed her new gym uniform and took of her clothes in a stall. She placed the short sleeve shirt on and looked at the scar outlined in a tatoo of electric blue. The man had put it there, to say that she was his...Nevermind. She placed on the shorts that looked like the bottom of a two peice and stepped out. Her shiny long legs stood out to be beautiful to those around her, but to Rin she was disgusted.

She looked at the shorter Kanna, and walked up to her. "Well, one of us looks good." Kanna said looking at herself in shame. You mean you? Rin smiled at the smaller girl. "Yeah, I mean me." she giggled, but stopped as others walked past.

They walked outside to find Kagome with her friends again. Kagome spotted Rin this time and called her over. Rin walked over and pulled Kanna with her. Kanna was frowning. "Rin, how could you ignore me like that?" her sister joked and out an arm around her. "Rin these are my friends, this one is Miroku-" she stopped as she saw him edging closer to Rin. "Don't even think about it!" she smacked him. "Oww, hi Rin, your pretty, will you bare my children?" he grabbed her hands. Rin smiled uneasily and looked at Kagome. "No, she will not." she answered for her. "She was thinking about it though." Miroku winked at Rin. Rin blushed. Kanna sat there with no look on her face at all. Rin still held her arm. "This is Sango." she said pointing to an athletic brown head. "Nice to meet you Rin." she held out her hand. Rin looked at it, Kagome was about to speak to Sango when she took Sango's hand and shook it.

Kagome smiled at Rin. "This is Ayame." She pointed a red head. "Wow, Rin you pretty tall for your age." she shook her hand and Kagome said, "This is Shippo." Shippo smiled at her and said, "Miroku was right, you are pretty." Rin blushed again. Miroku was looking at her scar. Do they know sign language? she asked to Kagome. "No." she said aloud. Well then shutup, they're starting to look at my scar...Kagome, this is my friend Kanna, she is really nice. Rin pointed to Kanna, who stiffened. "Hi, Kanna, I'm Kagome, I know your sister Kagura, shes knows me too, just doesn't like me." Kagome said to Kanna. Rin stared at Kagome. Is that all you can say, Kagome, just bcuz you don't like her sister, doesn't mean she is bad! Rin looked at her sister angrily and pushed her out of the way carrying Kanna with her. Inuyasha got in her way and stopped her.

Rin looked at him angrily too and he said, "Wait a sec, I feel tension between two sisters, can't you talk it out this time?" Inuyasha asked. Rin looked at him in anger and flicked him off. Sign language for "Fuck off". Rin stormed off with a scared looking Kanna.

Kagome frowned. "Sorry Inuyasha, she hasn't been sleeping or eating lately, hopefully we can talk it out by 5." Kagome said.

The gym teacher said, "Okay, since today is the first day of school, you get free time to catch up with friends!" he said. As Rin stormed by he looked her up and down. You know those little scenes in the movies where theres music in the background, like "Wild Thing." Well that was a little moment for the teacher who was obviously a sick little perv too.

End of school day...

Rin walked home alone. She didn't want to talk to Kagome at all. Tears in her eyes made people look at her as she ran down the street. She started walking and the threatening storm clouds let its tears fall too. Rin sniffed and breathed heavily. A car zoomed by splashing water over her already soaked body. Rin kept walking. A hand came from behind and turned her around. Inuyasha stood there with annoyance on his face. "Rin, what are you doing." Rin frowned and fell to her knees, crying.

Inuyasha looked at the poor mute girl and bent down. "Come on Rin, I'll use my Hanyou powers and carry you home." he said hugging her. Rin looked up. 'Inuyasha' she mouthed. ' I am...scared.' she mouthed to him more words.

"Scared?" he asked. "Scared of what?"

Rin shook her head and trembled in the cold rain. Her hair stuck to her face and she sniffed again. "Get on my back, I'll take you home." Rin did as Inu said and laid her head against his back as he sped off.

Inu walked in and Kagome ran to him. "Rin!" she said to sleeping girl. She grabbed her off of his back and set her on the couch. "Rin." she tapped her on the cheek. Rin opened her eyes and saw Kagome on the verge of tears. "Oh Rin." Kagome said hugging her. "Why did you leave me? We always walk home together, I thought you were kidnapped!" she yelled at her angry. Rin looked at Kagome with fear and frowned. "Rin, what are you hiding from me? I am your sister, what is it you are afraid of?" she yelled at her.

You would never understand. Rin said standing, Get ready or we will be late for dinner at Inuyasha's Rin went into her and tried to find what to wear...

Moony: How did you like it? Review and tell me! I am soooo weird, but thats okay...i hope.

Sesshy: Where am I?

Moony: You'll be here, idiot! Soon!

Naru-chan: How come I never get to be the star of the fic?

Moony: I plan on making a fic about you and a special someone. Wink!

Naru-chan: YAY!

Moony: Bye! -YAynesZ! Oh yeah before I forget! Suggestion is: ElectricRain , they wrote the best Rin/Sess fanfic, it is hilarious and it sorta like a movie...Its called ummmmm... I forgot but the title has the words, Thing called love in it, oh hell, just go to their profile and look at their stories,and find the one where it says, Rin is love with Inuyasha but he is engaged or something like that lol, I am really forgetful at times...lol-..