Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.
A/N: This was inspired by a line in Fall Out Boy's "Sugar We're going down." It goes "Isn't it messed up, how I'm just dying to be him..." I don't own Fall Out Boy or their songs.

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"Isn't it strange how I wanted to be him? I wanted to be the one touching you, kissing you, holding you close to me. Isn't is weird that I used to sit and watch you two whenever you were around? I couldn't help it. You were like flame and I was the moth. I was drawn to you. It didn't help that you and Sirius were (and still are) in my dorm. Or that you two are in my little group of friends. It doesn't help that I spent the full moons watching over Peter to make sure he didn't get trampled on, as you two canines played with each other. It doesn't help that more than once, I wished that I had been the dog so I could've been with you. Though I said it was fine with me, I was dying to be the friction inhis jeans just once.

More than once, I couldn't help but picture you and I holding hands instead of you and Sirius. Me cleaning you and healing you up before Madame Pomfrey came to you after a full moon. I'm happy that you both are happy, but I can't help imagining me being with you. Imagining that I would place my hands on your hips instead of hers. Imagining that I could kiss your lips, your neck, and down your chest instead of hers. I just wanted you to know...I was in love with you, a werewolf once." James finished and looked up at Sirius and Remus sheepishly and awaiting a full thumping from Sirius.

James' hazel eyes were locked with Remus' forest green eyes as the werewolf came closer and closer. He spared a moment to look at Sirius, who just sat back in awe, watching Remus move in his stealthful, almost lupine way. James looked at the floor, anxiously waiting for the berating lecture. Imagine his surprise as he felt a long, smooth finger under his chin, pushing up. He looked up to find Remus almost unbearably close. Remus closed his eyes and kissed James soundly on the lips, afterwards whispering a heartfelt "Thank you Jamsie" and returning to an angry looking, pouting Sirius who twined their hands together possessively as they walked up to the Dorm. "More than once, I imagined kissing you…I'm seriously happy for you two. For real this time." Remus smiled and nudged a pouting Sirius in the ribs as he replied "Your welcome, you deserved it." and then made their way upstairs, leaving a smiling James sitting alone in the Common Room.

FINE

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A/N: Incase I don't get anything else updated...I will be going to the Orthopedic on Wednesday June 15, then I will be leaving on the Sunday June 19 to go to Disney Worldwith my chapter of FBLA. we will be back on Friday June 24. I'm not saying that I won't have anything updated, because I've been on a writing spree tonight. But this is just incase.

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