What if I

Decide to fly

Away from you

Into the moon.

What if I

Try to die

And leave you

All alone, too.

What if I

Can't take the high,

And decide to

Escape you.

What if I die

Would anyone cry,

Over my useless life,

Ended by a knife.

When lives are wasted,

On only being waited

On by all those loved

Or hated.

If I decide

To slash my wrist,

Would anyone try

To wash the blood

Away with a kiss,

Can I die

Or continue to lie,

How do I live

In the middle of it all,

I feel as if

In a waltz at a ball,

Walking down

An endless hall,

Waiting for me

To fall

In the depth

Of the darkness

Of hell.

What if I…