KILL ME, KISS ME

Genre: poetry, romance; Style: narrative; Setting: Hogwarts, 7th year; Coupling: Harry Potter/ Draco Malfoy; Point of View: Harry Potter; Extra notes: written before HBP.

kill me, kiss me; hex me, jinx me
I know you want to
now do it already
you see, I'm waiting
try, take your best shot
at watching me fading
he said
kill me, kiss me; hex me, jinx me
I'm not worth it
so just continue
I see right through you
you can't hide more longer
now come out and play
dare end it here and now

hands up or I'll shoot; shut up or I'll make you
you know I would, you should
not still be playing
around like an innocent
I said
I would try my best to kill you; I would try my best to spare too
so hands up or I'll shoot
and shut up or I'll make you

kill me, kiss me; hex me, jinx me
should I be afraid now
should I be, maybe
but I'm ready, steady, waiting
sitting, waiting, wishing
I'll never be prepared for this
but it's not like you will miss me
I feel your wand prod against my throat
and I know that it's me you loath
so press on and try to kill
I dare you to play this game
you're all the same
he choked, calling me insane

hands up or I'll shoot; shut up or I'll kiss you
you know I would, you should
stop behaving like a fool now
I don't loath you, I don't dote on you
I laughed
to prepare for death is an impossible thing
you can try, but won't succeed
it is like climbing out of the nest
to attempt flight with just one wing
you'll fail, I pondered for a moment
you will

like you care about what I do
like you care if I'd fall down too
kill me, kiss me
heal me, wound me
feel me, find me
see me, blind me
hex me, jinx me
I know that death is not easy
but be your good little hero-boy self
get me out of this misery
touch me, free me
he snapped

I get the message; I get the picture
just calm down
give me time to register
hands up or I'll shoot you
shut up or I will kiss you
I don't know what is happening
but of course I would miss you
if I'm the hero than what are you
bad guy in costume, how vogue
I don't touch, I don't free
I don't blind, I don't see
I won't wound, but I will heal
I'll teach you to believe

I have long ago lost faith
and can't like you just wait
long ago gave up to try
to answer to all questions why
and trust me I don't need saving
I do not believe in believing
I do not care about health
I just want you to free me
just aim and shoot
he yelled

seems like you won't shut up; seems like I'll have to make threats true
don't say I didn't warn
because at least I tried to
feel your lips so soft
feel your body rigid
I can't help but laugh
Merlin, you're such a fuckwit
I stroke your muscles to relax
get your health back to the max
I am the hero after all
you are the bad guy standing tall
simply could not resist the game
guess it was indeed time to play
you laugh now and I smile back
whisper:

"Kill me, kiss me; hex me, jinx me."

"You shut up or I'll kiss you. Again."