So! This is me writing a new fanfic... ugh... right, this is soo me, write a new fic when I cant finish the others I start... ... .. umh... dakedo, its a yaoi ‘bout Edward Elric and Alphonse Heiderich, and who’s that cute alike Alphonse Elric guy, well... its the guy Edward found when he appear at Munich, Germany, oh... no wait, I think its Alphonse who found a lost Edward xD yeah that’s it, My most humble apologies to those who realize that I don’t really know how to write in english, ‘cuz my language its spanish --U sorry, if you want or can please let me know -ALL- my mistakes! I’ll appreciate ‘em... SO here we go!

An other thing, -yes an other- this is a shorty fic –and when I say shorty I mean 2 or 3 chapters-, since I havent seen the movie –oh GOSH! Scream the ones who want to see it! XDDDDD- but I have heard some things ‘bout it –dunno if they are or not true- demo dakedo! I’ll do my best! X3 reeeally, hope u all like it !

LOST

By: Tomoe Ishida

I have this dream... an almost unreachable dream... To go back to his side... its far from here, from my grasp, my eyes... even my soul... I desire to be back at my home... at his side... Im starting to think if I can really go back...

He close the notebook angry, sick of the feel of been lost, droop the pen on the desk and hang his head on the back of the chair putting an arm on his eyes.

“... Ed... you should come to bed... you need rest” a timid voice said.

Edward sit up and turn to found a handsome blondie guy standing behing the door. Alphonse had been there some minutes watching Edward’s bussy state, doubting if open his mouth to call him to go to bed, or just wait until he was done and finnaly speak, and obviously he did the second thing.

“Ah, yeah, you go, I’ll be there in a minute” He murmur putting some papers aside a pile of books. Alphonse say nothing and go inside again.

After some minutes, Edward lie down beside Alphonse. He close his eyes, tired for all the work he has done along the day. (A/n: yes one bed for ‘em both! I mean if it was a season of poverty I suppost they were living in a bad condition... and also because this is a yaoi xD) Alphonse turn his body to face Edward. He was already asleep, half of his face hided in the pillow, fighting against his feelings –and loosing- he reach out his hand and caress one strand of silky golden hair (A/n: until here you dont know if its Edward or Alphonse the one awake... hmmm... xD ok ok back to the story)

He look so much like you... and his heart is soo kind as yours... but he’s not you... even if I desire it... he wont never be you...

His thin fingers went to his cheek, it was soft and a bit rose because the cold weather. Outside the cold wind was like sharp razors in the bones. But inside wasn’t a different history, unavable to buy wood they couldn’t have fire inside and they were force to wear warm clothes inside.

Alphonse move closer to him and curl up against his chest, Edward froze and blush at same time.

“uh... Alph-...nn ...” he shut his mouth, and glance down to him, he was deeply asleep, Edward gaze him for a while then he toke the covers and hug him catching the warmness between them, tomorrow morning he could invent an excuse of why he was hugging him... but for now... its cold... yeah... we need to be warm... and body is a fount of warmness... he think, enjoying the way Alphonse body felts. There he realize something, his body didnt feel like his brother’s, it was different... a bit nicer... Edward sink his face in Alphonse hair and close his eyes loosing the fight against sleepness.

The next morning was colder and snowing. It was one of those days when you dont want to do absolutly nothing, just stay under the covers. Alphonse awake without open his eyes, there, against his half face was something warm, also against the skin of his hands. Slowly he open slighty his eyes, and the only person who live with him was Edward... so... the blood of all his body went to his feet, and a shiver run along his back.

That little move was enough for Edward to half awake, still sleepy he hugged him tigher thinking that he was shivering because the cold, what he didnt know was that Alphonse was pretty awake and blushing madly, so he go back to sleep.

Ok dont lose control... calm down... there, now... its cold out as inside, perhaps he was cold and since Im the only who is closer to him... he... hug... me... ok, but why he hugged me tigher... what if he...

For a second Alphonse stop doing everything, even breath,... at least,... that feeling of having someone –THAT- close wasn’t that bad at all... it felt nice. He rub his face on Edward’s chest softly with his eyes closed... just enjoying the feel of skin-fabric-skin with a touch of warm. But something happen, he stop there, a river of troughs running inside his head stopped him of doing something else.

No... its wrong what Im doing... its not right, its wrong!... I can’t allow me to feel this!...

Alphonse frown and slide slowly out of the sweet warmest of Edward’s arms, he gaze him down, he really liked the way Edward’s long hair was spreaded on his face and pillow, the cold room make him shiver and wake from his trance, so he moved to the bathroom.

Alphonse sit down in the couch looking out the window how the snow flakes moved slowly down to earth. He take a sip of his milky coffee and put the mug on his lap, staring at the smoke of it. He saw a shadow by the corner of his eye and turn his face to it.

“Morning” He smile.

“Morning Alphonse” Edward mumble rubbing out the drowsiness from his eyes.

“There’s hot water if you want a coffee and some bread”He say turning his face to the window again.

Edward glanced him noticing something in his voice “... Thanks...” he said walking to the kitchen.

Inside the kitchen Edward was a bit worry –ok, a lot-. He’s acting weird... and he didn’t say a word because I was hugging him, uhh... perhaps he didnt realize, haha!... arrgh... stupid mug!

He was trying hard to grab a mug, but it was far from his grasp (a/n:... xD I couldn’t resist!) “why Im shorty?...” he cursed under his breath.

“Alphonse!”

“What?”

“...” an other curse.

Alphonse arched a eyebrow. “Ed?”

“... ARG! I CANT REACH THE BLOODY MUG!”

Alphonse giggle standing up and walking toward Ed. The mug was like half meter away from Ed grasp.

“You could stand on a chair you know?” he say with a big smile.

He glance the only chair in the place “... you seriously want me to die didn’t you?” he glared Alphonse, that chair was for real a bad decision. He noted his big smile “wait... are you calling me-?”

“nope!” He rolled his eyes and stretched to grab it, but for some reason he didnt wait until Edward move out the way, getting pretty close to him. Edward blushed and look away.

“Here”

“... ah... thanks...” He say giving Alphonse his back, hiding his blush. Alphonse gaze him raising an eyebrow. He move beside him looking out the window, then he sighed.

Edward glance him. “Whats wrong?”

“It’s a sad view”

Outside weren’t kids playing, women chating or men working, unlike several years ago, when it was a paceful time. There were just snow and sad souls walking through cold streets.

Edward looked also outside, the snow bringing back nice memories (A/n: TTTT Nina... who didn’t love that sweety piece of sweetness?) he toke his mug walking to the couch. “Snow makes me in someway sad and happy...”

“How’s that?” Alphonse asked taking a sit -closer than usual- beside Edward.

“Remembers me a little girl I meet... she was soo cute... my brother always played with her... but...” the smile on Ed’s face faded.

“but?”

“she died... because of his father...”

“oh... Im sorry...”

He sighed “at least, I think she’s in a better place”

Then the silence filled the room, Alphonse didn’t know what to say. He saw a piece of paper.

“You will work today too?”

“Hhm?... no... not today... Im not in mood, and its too cold”

“Ed... it have been this cold like 2 months”

“hnn”

Alphonse took the last sip of coffee and arch behind Edward to put the mug on a coffee table, when he did this Edward blushed a bit and shiver.

“Are you cold?”

“...oh?... a-a bit, Im ok” he stammer.

“I’ll bring a cover” he say standing up “Remember me why we dont have fire?”

“We are broke?”

“oh right!” he say inside the bedroom. “I’ll cut some wood tomorrow, what was the threat? The chair?” Edward smirked at the comment.

He walk out with a thicky cover “here, this will keep us warm”

He give it to Edward and sit down again, Edward cover himself and Alphonse did the same with the other side of it. Again there was silence. Inside Alphonse heart was a need of get closer, that need was drowning him.

“you... miss him?” Murmur Alphonse.

“miss who?”

“Your brother”

“oh...” he sighed “A lot...”

“Well... if you miss him that much you should work!” He tried to cheer him.

Edward gaze his eyes, he get lost on those seas. “uh... I’ll take this day off” He say sinking on the couch, putting his head on Alphonse shoulder with his eyes closed.

Alphonse got nervous when he felt Edward’s head on his shoulder, he didnt know if move or say something. Inside him was a feeling of do the same, so he low his shoulder and put his head a bit against Edward’s.

We both miss our respective brothers... and he’s like my own brother... perhaps thats why I have this need of having him this close... or... He really feel nice when he was by his side, but the law in those days make him get confuse... confuse about what was right and what just wasn’t...

Well well, I wrote more than I thought! XD Im getting cooler!

Alphonse TT how could you do that to my brother?

¬¬U aw c’mon Aru... oo wait... dont tell me that you prefier a story of you with him...

Alphonse -- nope... ¬¬ even if I know you’re dying to wrote that...

xDU no way! How could you think that?

Alphonse 3 usotsuki... -- its just that... How would you feel if Loveless were going out with a guy who looks like you!

oo ... you realize that Loveless is my twin... and he’s not gay... and he’s like my male version...

Alphonse oo hey, thats true... ikata...

haha nn, dakedo! If one of you guys found any mistake of write or of another kind please let me know it too! I’ll be eternaly grateful! X3 ah! And also all your commentaries!