Authors Notes: heelloooo children… or rather… READERS. And hopefully reviewers XD. This is my very first one shot and very first fic, and im starting off easy here. PLEASE, go easy on me with the flames, and let them be constructive. I could use some of your input soo… if they're flamers out there.. atleast try and help me out! XD.

Disclaimer: I don't own aaaaannyyy characters although I wish I did, but, they're all JK's….. I wish I owned draco.. OKAY. Anyways, on with the one shot :-D.

Summary: Two different point of views, from two different lovers. Read about their challenges, lingering heartbreak, and thoughts that they cross after a shattering break up. DMHG

"..." - talking
'italic font' - thoughts/exaggerated words/scene changes/flashbacks
(A/N: ... ) - my interruptions

The Way I See It

I lost her… why did I leave her?

He left me today… how could I lose him?

I never meant to hurt her. She meant the world to me.

He was the world to me. I thought I was to him too.

I ended it. I left her for my reputation. I thought I could handle it.

Why would he end us? I can't handle this.

Father would never accept us. It's not just me.

Is it just me? I never cared whether anyone accepted us.

I told her I didn't want her. Tears fell from her eyes.

He didn't want me, and I began to cry.

I felt like I should stop her. Tell her I was wrong.

He was wrong for leaving me. He didn't even stop my tears from falling.

I stood there. I just couldn't look at her without crying too.

He didn't even look at me. It only made me cry harder.

The truth is that I don't think I deserve her.

Everything he's ever told me was a lie. There is no truth.

She needs someone better. Someone who will care more for her, then for their reputation.

There was nobody better than him. He cared for me the way I always wanted someone too.

I watched her go. I couldn't bear it. What had I just done?

I couldn't bear it, so I ran. I can't believe what he just did to me.

She probably thinks I'm a fool for letting her go. How could I?

How could he do this to me? He played me for a fool.

Everything might as well go back to the way it used to.

Everything will be the same again, but at the same time, it won't.

I don't want it to be the same though. I want to have her… always.

I'll never be his again. I won't have him… ever.

I should never have listened to anybody. I should never have done what I did.

Why did he have to care, and listen to what they said? I thought we were in it together.

We were in it together. But I messed it all up.

Everything got so messed up. But none of this is my fault.

Now I know I'll sleep every night, wondering what could have been...

Every day, till the day I die, I'll always wonder what I was to him...

The world. That's what she was to me.

Everything. That's what he meant to me.

I guess the mistake was mine. I'll have so much more to come.

Boy, we were a mistake. I hope I don't have anymore.

Maybe I should find her. Maybe ask her for one more chance.

How many chances can you give a guy? Maybe I shouldn't give him one.

I probably shouldn't. I'll only wreck my reputation even more.

No… he won't ask for one. He'll probably think about his stupid rep.

But I was sure she was the one for me. At least, the one to help make things right.

I wanted to help him. I was sure he would make things right for me.

All I really did to her was screw things up though. She said everything was okay, as long as she had me.

I told him everything was always alright. Through the talk, rumours and ridicule, I was okay.

But I knew something was wrong. Maybe I let her go for her own good. To ease the pain.

What if he thinks he's doing me a favour? He didn't ease any pain. If anything, he caused more.

Bloody hell, how can I say that?

Merlin's beard, how could he do this?

As I walked the halls today, she ignored me. Didn't even give me one glance.

I tried to ignore him today. I couldn't even look at him.

I tried waving at her. She ignored that too. She walks past me as if I'm a ghost.

He may as well be a ghost to me. Nothing so much as a wave will make me take notice of him.

Well, I can't blame her. Maybe I should be doing the same thing.

It would kill me if he started ignoring me too. I wouldn't blame him though.

Potter and Weasley gave me death glares in class. Obviously everybody knows what happened.

Crabbe and Goyle look at me with smirks on their fat faces. Does everybody know?

My god, what's happening?

Everything's happening so fast.

I'll walk around in the lonely corridors again, wishing I had her arms around me tonight.

I'll sit in my empty room once more, hoping he'd come and give me a warm hug for the evening.

Fantasies of her will linger in my mind, always making me regret what I did.

Anger will linger with me… making me wish he regretted what he did to me.

I sat alone by the fire. Maybe she's thinking about me right now.

I think about him all the time. This burning flame inside me will always want him.

I want to run. Run directly to her, and smother her with hugs and kisses. I miss that so much.

I miss him so much. I wish I could walk away from it all, and maybe find him on my way.

But I know it will never happen. Never again.

It could never happen again though…

She won't trust me enough to let me come back to her.

How can I ever trust him again?

We were real though. I can tell you that.

But our love was true, alright. That, you can believe.

Maybe one day she'll forgive me.

Maybe one day I'll forgive him.

Until then, memories will just have to do.

When this memory is gone, maybe then I will.

Man… I wish I had her back.

Boy… I wish he were still mine.

I wish I could tell her what she meant to me.

I still wonder what I meant to him.

If only I knew what you were thinking…

If only you knew what I was thinking…

I guess I have to say...

I guess I must say..

From the bottom of my heart...

From the depths of my heart...

I just want you to know...

I just wish you knew...

I still love you, Hermione…

I love you, Draco…

Authors Notes:

Sooo! How'd you guys like it? It's my first one-shot, I know, I know. How bad did I suck? I hope not much! PLEASE! Give me some input! MAYBE SOME GOOD INPUT. Oh, and by the way guys, If you liked this, I have another one shot in mind. Hope you guys liked my work so far! Oh, and by the way, if you're looking for something REAL COOL, try reading each line seperately. Draco's lines and Hermione's line seperate. You get it? I tried it, and most of it makes sense!

Oh, and in my future stories, PLEASE read all Authors Notes at the end.

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Yours truly-
Lina.