Alright, so here’s my big apology note:

Sorry for not updating in so long.

My reasons are:

-Carpel Tunnel Syndrome, if you don’t know what that is look it up because I’m only allowed to type so much now… in short it’s a painful wrist problem you get when you type too much.

-Personal problems… some of you may not realize I’m human, therefore I have problems… most too personal to talk about on here but my closest friend needs my attention more then an update on a fan fiction does.

-Writers block, oldest excuse in the book but it’s there and it’s very real… not to mention I’ve taken such a long break that I need to re-read the story myself and see where I’m at

-Jealousy… the deadliest of all sins. Let’s just say I was a happy reader until the author of the fan fiction got a reply from the author of the book and instantly becomes famous and best buddehs with the author. I’m a shallow, horrible person, but I’m human, so I’m jealous and I figured that there’s no point in trying much to make a really great fan fiction when someone else has already won. I like being the best at something, I understand it won’t always happen… but coming from someone who isn’t athletic, not a perfect all honors student, and not really good at much else except writing… it’s just a huge slap in the face when you think you’re finally the best at something and someone slaps reality back in your face and you realize you’re writing isn’t worth shit except for a few people.

Okay, that was short… once again I’m so sorry for being such shallow and non-updating whore. To all my readers, I’m sorry that this isn’t a real update.

But most of you should be happy to know that I WILL be updating soon, hopefully before Friday or this weekend.