Happy Ending of Doll Prince

Quatre's P.O.V

I am awake now, every bone in my body just seems to scream of pain. Why am I still alive? Father wouldn't of.. I heard voices now, that baritone voice punctuated with anger; the voice i know so well.. Trowa. Why is he now? The argument fades away with Trieze yelling Do whatever you fucking want! I don't care! And then slam slam of the doors.

The door creaks open; it is Trowa creeping over to the bed, his face drawn in lines of pain and anger. I don't understand why he is here. He sits in the chair besides my bed, his shoulders slumped in defeat.

"Why are you here?" I have to ask.

"For you." came the deflated answer, for me? Why for me? To continue to hurt me? To help me? Why? He continues "I wanted you back."

"But you h-hate m-me." I stammered, he lowers his head; I can no longer see his eyes; the proud strong Trowa I knew has become a defeated wreck of a man.

"Maybe I do still hate you a little; because I didn't want you in my life. But at the same time, to me you are beautiful and amazing. I need you in my life Quatre, everything just seems so empty without you now; my life has become so empty. I can't promise it will perfect now but I will try for you; if you try to love me.
You confuse me Quatre; sometimes I can see anger and hatred in your eyes but then you become emotionless, a lifeless doll just like everyone else; sometimes I hit you because I rather see hurt in those eyes than nothing at all, but then you look at me and I hate myself. I am trying to explain my actions to you so maybe you can understand; and know that I am sorry. Now I am offering you a choice on if you want to come home with me, or I can give you enough money to live the rest of your life wherever you please, with whom ever you please. It's your decision to make."

"I want to leave, I don't believe you when you tell me you will change, that you want me to love you, how can you change what you done? How can you take all those bad times away? How can you make everything better? How? If this is really my choice; then you will understand when I tell you to leave."

Trowa sighed slowly for a moment, for a brief moment I thought he would hit me but instead he stands up and leaves without another word. I feel empty; I can finally be free; no longer have to face anyone, answer to anyone and yet all I feel is emptiness. I am free but I have nothing. This could be the only time I could ever be this free, but is it my only chance of happiness?
While my brain was trying to think, my feet were pulling me out of bed and out of that door; It hurts so much just to walk a few moment out of the room; and into the next. If Trowa does honestly love me, he would of taken the room next to mine.

He sits slumped on the bed, head in hands; not looking up as I walk in.

"Leave me alone Heero." he says, sadness piercing his voice. I stumble forwards, my feet give way and I fall on him in agony.

"What are you doing? you shouldn't be out of bed!" he yells angrily but I don't listen instead I look at the tears cascading down his face. Part of me is screaming at me, what are you doing? Run away! Be free! But I know how cold and empty freedom is; but i also know how being with Trowa hurts physically, mentally emotionally and maybe this is a bad decision to make . But its been made now, and maybe now I do love this man; despite what he has made me bleed, despite his hatred and as my lips press against his, as he wraps his arms around me gently. I finally feel

and maybe now I can live.

The End

Sorry it took me so long to finish, been distracted by coursework but here is the happy cheesy chapter for all those who wanted it, i tried to explain why certain people did what and why Quatre choose to stay. I hope you all enjoyed this, MV.