Author: Smile-always PM
Trish slowly starts to lose it but refuses to show her pain to the people who care about her the most. Is there anyone who can help her before she hits rock bottom? TrishBatista, TrishRandy R&R please!Rated: Fiction T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 22,206 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 09-25-05 - Published: 08-21-05 - Status: Complete - id: 2545155
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Rated PG- 13- language, mentions of alcohol, and some violence
A/N Hi everybody this is my first fanfic so be slightly nice in your reviews
hope you all like this story! I dont own any of the people you read about in the story.
Trish woke up and looked at the clock Damn, she said outloud. It was 4:44 in the morning. She laid in her bed for a good hour and a half hoping to go back to sleep. Finally after she couldn't go to sleep, she got up and went to take a shower. The hot water felt good on her cold skin. As she let the water run over her, she thought about all the things that have gone wrong since her brake up with Randy. She knew she had really messed things up with him. The pain inside her was getting worse every day, but she hid it from everyone including her closest friends. Trish got out of the shower, got dressed, and put her make up on. For breakfast, she had an apple and thought about how she is going to get through Raw tonight. Her storyline involving Chris was just starting and she had a match. She got up and walked out of her room.
As Raw started, Trish had to do a segment with Chris and then went back to the locker room. As she was getting ready, she heard a knock on the door, it was one of her best friends in the WWE, Stacy.
"Hey Trish, um, can we talk for a minute?" Stacy said this with a bit of concern in her voice.
Trish heard the concern, " Yeah, what's up?"
"Well Trish, I'm worried about you, I mean, you haven't really been yourself lately. What's wrong?" As Stacy said this, Trish knew Stacy could tell somthing was wrong, but she wasn't going to let her know.
"Stacy, I am perfectly fine. You don't have to worry, but if I ever need someone, I'll come to you." Trish gave a fake smile to show Stacy that nothing was wrong.
"I have a match now, so I will talk to you later." Trish walked past Stacy quickly. She knew she would have to hide her pain more carefully now knowing Stacy was on to her.
Trish had a match with Victoria for the Women's Championship. She really wanted the title back, after all, it was the only thing now that could make her feel good. During the match, Trish wanted to beat the living hell out of Victoria, who took her championship away from her three months ago. This was Trish's time to shine again. It was also her time to let out all of her agressions that she has held for a long time. Trish chick kicked Vicoria and won. Even though she had what she wanted, inside she was still unhappy. But she had to smile for the crowd. She walked to the back and threw her championship down and went to looked at herself in the mirror. She hated what she saw, a girl who on the outside seemed to be on top of the world, but inside she hated herself. She slid down the wall and started to cry.
After her cry, she had to do another segment with Chris. After that, she was walking to the locker room when she saw Dave and Randy talking. She didn't know what to do, she had to walk past them to get to the locker room. Randy saw her and walked toward her.
"Trish, I think we need to talk about something" Randy took her to a place where there wasn't so many people.
"Trish, are you okay. Stacy came up to me tonight and said that she felf there was something bothering you."
"Randy, I'm fine. I just have a lot on my mind right now THAT'S ALL" Trish pushed Randy and walked on. Dave was standing right there watching everything. He knew what had gone on between Trish and Randy, and knew why they broke up. He felt so bad for Trish. He knew she really loved Randy.
"Hey man, you okay?" Dave asked Randy, seeing the concern on his face.
"Dave, I just need a fun night out."
Trish packed up and went to the hotel. She knew she was losing it. She called room service and ordered a bottle of wine. Right when they brought it up, she ploped down on the bed and watched t.v. as she drank the wine. All she needed now was a good man by her side. She knew now that she was alone. She called back room service to bring her another bottle of wine. After she had finished that bottle up, she fell asleep thinking about how she will ever love anyone like she loved Randy.
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