Vader’s poem/song (short chapter)

….Vader writes a song/poem about his pain...

Vader picks up his pen and a piece of paper, he looks at Allyene and smiles sadly as he watches her sleep peacefully.

He looks at the paper and starts writing:

Once again I stand where I stand
Once again I have to feel this pain
I know it is not me alone who feels it
So don't think that

But this effects me like no other
I Can't have so much pain in my life and still live can I?
Well why am I still here if I was not meant to suffer?
I just want happiness
But all I get is misery
I want nothing more then to be happy
but I just can't

Not with my life going so wrong
and everything so good getting shoved down by all the bad

I have had a curse bestowed upon me

A Curse that I can't take away
A Curse that I'm damned to sith hell
I hate that I can't do anything but sit back and watch as my loved ones leave

I just can't seem to get happy for a time and stay that way...

I love you all so much and I never want any of you to leave me...

but one day I know that you will...

Vader puts down his pen and cries; he winces as another wave of pain hits him.