I was always a dreamer
always the one wondering when my fairy tale would begin and my horrid
reality would end. That's why I have decided I will kill myself.
Dominic loves that rich bitch Porter and who is yet to love me? I
sometimes don't even believe my own parents do. Not even my sisters
for that matter. Luxie is so concerned about Kevin Haynes the garbage
man she lost it over about a month ago. She gets up at the crack of
dawn and waits on the front steps just to see him. For him to see
her. As if it was oh so casual to sit on the steps at 4 o'clock in
the morning. Mary is so social and concerned with friends and
cheerleading. But if they only knew she chipped her tooth on the
monkey bars and had a fake tooth would they still like her? I would.
Bonnie always the one to lecture. But I think she is desperately
trying to get mother to love her just a little bit more the rest of
us. And Therese so afraid but yet wise. The one I can tolerate the
most. She was accepted to college last month. Yet she won't show
mom and dad. That's cowardice for you. The escapades of my sisters
are many im just caught in the middle.