Counting the Stars
By cleojan5

a/n: This seriously took me about 3 minutes. I had an idea and I went with it. I actually got this idea from one of those Dove chocolate fortunes. It said ‘count the stars’ and it inspired this fic. Dedicated to Taffy because she has dedicated a bunch of her H/G and R/Hr fics to me, and since I doubt I’ll ever write a H/Hr fic, and this is a fic that isn’t H/G or R/Hr both of which she doesn’t like. Whoa, that was sure a run-on sentence.

I despise you. I do. You are so… horrid. I can’t believe the things you’ve done. I never would have believed it of you. I always knew you were mean, maybe cruel, but never evil.

For some reason my eyes have always wandered to wherever you are. It’s as if I have a psychic acknowledgement of you whenever you’re around. But you never seemed to notice, you never paid me a spot of attention unless it was to make fun of me. I usually don’t care about people teasing, but when it was coming from you I did.

You hurt me in a way no one else could.

And you were going to kill. You meant to, even though you didn’t. And that is something I can never forgive you for, ever.

And now you’re gone. I’ll probably never see you again. I’ll never even hear about you again, unless it’s news that you’ve been killed or taken to Azkaban. And I’d rather not know, I’d rather never think of you again than have my heart broken into even more pieces than it already is. I hope I never see you again.

Yet it is you my thoughts turn to when I’m alone. It is you I think about at night when I can’t sleep, looking out the window counting the stars, and wondering why things are how they are.