A/N: Hello, I just wanted to clear out why Jack react the way he did, and why she left. Well we all know Kate would never want Jack to give up his life for her to go on the run together right?
Anyway, I hope you'll enjoy this chapter. Cause the next one will be the last one. I'm sorry that you all have to wait that long for a new chapter. So I really hope I'll be able to write the last one a bit faster than this.

M-Rated.

Chapter 31 - Flashback

“Jack! Jack wait!” Kate cried and grabbed his hand, giving it a pull so he would turn and face her. “Stop!”

“Kate we can’t! The cops are looking for us. Right now they don’t know where we are so we need to keep running!” Jack cutted her off, his dark eyes starring in hers. She knew he would be stubborn about this and if she wanted to run, wanted to get away, she needed to listen to him. So she gave him a fast nod and they started to run again.

“We’re almost there.” Jack said to no one in particular. They had been running through small streets for a couple of minutes now, taking the backdoor of the loft out. “Okay we’re here.” Jack said to Kate this time. They were standing at the end of the long small street they had been running through and were now facing a crowded one, a typical NY street. “We’ll just act normal okay? No one will recognize you and the cops won’t be looking for us here, not yet anyway. So I’ll just put my arm around you and I’ll-“ Jack rambled and caught Kate’s grin in the corner of his eyes. He sighted and looked at her with a soft smile in his eyes. “What?”

“Nothing.” Kate laughed. “Its just, I thought I was the expert at hiding from the cops.” She said and he gave her a wry smile.

“Well babe there’s a lot you don’t know about me.” He said in a hush tempting voice. Kate raised her eyebrows and her smile going with them. “Too much?” Jack added and Kate nodded as he laughed. When his laugh faded away and he felt her still smiling at him, he looked her in the eyes.

“Thank you for doing this, Jack.” She said and he nodded, telling her he was more then welcome. “I- I don’t-“He interrupted her forcefully and caught her lips with his own.

“Shhhtt.” He whispered, “Let’s do this.” And with that he wrapped his arm around Kate waist and they joined the people on the street.

Hours had passed by and Jack and Kate were walking through the dark but busy streets of China Town. Looking around at young kids who were smoking a joint together they both realized they were in the dark neighbourhood of china town.

“We should go and find a hotel or something.” Jack said and Kate nodded. “We could- caesar salad!” Jack said and Kate followed his gaze with her own eyes. Only finding what she expected too, cops. And they were obviously looking for someone, holding a picture in their hands, looking around, especially for women of her height with brown hair.

Jack pulled her into the alley and pressed her against the wall. “Just pretend-“

“I know.” Kate added and kissed him. She buried her face in his neck and did as he told. Jack let out small groans and Kate couldn’t help but enjoy them. She heard the footsteps and voices of the two men passing by the alley. She pulled Jack closer towards her, kissing his neck as she took his hands and laid them on her breasts. Jack grabbed her hair and covered his mouth with hers.

They could hear two men talking at the end of the alley but all they could make out was a: “Oh leave those two.” Kate felt Jack jeans rubbing against her sensitive spot and let out a load moan. Enjoying this, enjoying him. Between kisses they both made out that one of the men said: “We’re not here for that.” And they heard them walk away. Still pressing her against the wall, he looked over his shoulder. Seeing that nobody was standing there or giving them attention.

“I think they left.” Jack said and Kate nodded as he turned towards her again. Jack looked down at Kate and gave her an awkward smile. Kate was breathing hard as her body was still trapped between Jack and the wall behind her. Holding each others gaze, tension was filling between them, both longing for each other. Wanting to break the long sexual silence Jack opened his mouth and that’s when she just leaned into him and kissed him, passionately. Kissing back Jack came up for air and heard her whisper, huskily, against his ear.

“I want you.”

Little shocked at how needy she sounded. Jack felt his blood temperature rise as she trailed her fingers down his chest to his pants. Opening his mouth slightly, Kate brushed her lower lip against his. “Come one.” She whispered against his lips as his mouth kept resting there, hungry for him. She seduced his tongue again to enter her mouth and he moaned softly, his eyes dancing as he looked into hers. She felt the bulge in his pants press against her. Her hands ran down his back, feeling all his contours.

“Okay but not here.” He agreed and she felt her own mouth curving up in a satisfied smile, pressing against his.

Only a few minutes later they were running up the stairs of the first hotel they found.

Giggling and panting. Kate, who was running up the stairs in front of Jack, turned around and knocked Jack against the wall halfway up the stairwell.

Jack huffed a laugh before she attacked his hot mouth with her lips. Grabbing her one leg and putting it around him, Jack switched places and they collapsed against the wall again. He heard her suck in a deep breath when he reached her thigh.

Purposely skipping the junction of her legs, sliding his hands up her waist, he cupped her breasts and began kneading them with his fingers. He tugged her close enough to kiss her softly at first, then deeper.

“Jack,” She sounded breathless, and he smiled against her lips. She closed her eyes and held her breath as he slowly ran his lips over her neck to her bare chest. He pulled her other leg over his waist as she locked them together. His hands moved towards her lower back and he pulled her closer towards his, taking her away from the wall and heading upstairs. It didn’t last long before Jack fell down, Kate breaking his fall. Jack immediately looked at her.

“You okay?” he asked, worried. Kate laughed hysterically.

“Remember me not to carry me when we get married.” She laughed and Jack smiled faintly.

“You sure you okay?” Jack asked again and Kate sighted. Not out of annoyance but lovingly. She loved him for caring that much.

“Jack, unless you won’t take me upstairs, have sex with me and shut up, I’m not fine. No.” She said and he laughed.

“Oh so you want it like that huh?” he said in a low voice, his hands leaning on the step above her head. He moved closer and kissed her mouth softly at first, then her cheek, moving to her neck.

Kate kissed back, feeling his hardness pressed against her belly. Pulling her mouth away from his, not wanting to wait any longer, she pushed him of her and ran upstairs. It took him some time to capture the scene. “Don’t make me come and get you.” She shouted from up the stairs, opening their room.

Jack laughed and ran up the stairs to Kate, who was waiting at the door. Upstairs he waited a few seconds to catch his breath before leaning over and kissing her again. It didn’t last long before Kate took off her own shirt before she attacked his, while he buried his face in her neck, sucking that spot beneath her ear. Keeping her clanged to him, he moved towards the bed. Shutting the door with his foot.

“Make love to me.” She whispered to him as she’d softly bite in his ear.

"Only if you insist," he said with a loving smile, then kissed her fiercely, as they fell onto the bed in a tangle of limbs. The fall broke their kiss and Jack found himself starring at her in amazement as the moonlight shine through the open window on her face.

“You’re beautiful.” He whispered before she rolled on top of him. Catching him by surprise.

“Let’s see how beautiful you are.” She said as she unbuttoned his pants. Jack couldn’t help but laugh.

“Getting in the mood huh?” He asked playfully. Referring to the fact of them running from the cops and about to have sex in some dirty little hotel room.

“Well I always wanted to say that.” She said and moved down together with his pants. Jack lifted his legs a little so she could take it off more easily. She laughed as she had trouble with getting his boxer off. Jack watched her, The soft sound of her laugh filling the room, dying in the darkness. She looked up to him. His mouth slowly fell open and his eyes took sight of the beautiful woman in front of him. Unable to speak. She felt her cheeks colour a bit as he kept starring at her.

Kate crawled back up on his naked body. Her lips kissed along his thigh, dropping kisses along his stomach, feeling his skin tense under her lips. After what felt like forever for Jack, Kate gripped his head in her hands, kissing him, and when they came up for air, she putted her arms around his neck and shoulders, stroking and kneading his back. He waited to take her pants of, wanting to tease her. Finally he zipped it down and took her underwear with it before their naked bodies collapsed once again. He varied the stroke of his tongue in her mouth and soon he was buried deep within her and they both let out moans of mutual pleasure. She was becoming drunk with his passion as electricity flowed through her body. Every nerve seemed to be twitching within her as he knew exactly where to touch her.

She arched her back even more with pleasure as he lowered his head down her body. Her left arm was above her head, reaching to grab hold of something. His mouth was warming her moist mound of flesh as he continued to pleasure her with his wet tongue. She felt her stomach squirm at his touch.

His voice was a husky growl that made her twitch as he mentioned her name. He was going deeper and deeper with every thrust and Kate found her self moving with more lust and passion then ever before. He felt her nails claw into his sweaty skin of his back. Kate clenched around him tight and cried his name out her breathing was fast as she moaned louder; she wanted to cry as emotions wracked her body. Jack kept pushing up into her though faster and faster and she kept following him. They were doing something neither one of them had experienced before, taking each other to a place of sexual intimacy neither ever had been.

She felt a wave of total pleasure going through her entire body, and it didn’t take long to sent Kate into her second orgasm. Sheen of sweat was covering his body. His lips bruised hers in a deep long kiss. She tasted her own juices on his lips and she felt deeper emotions rising within her own depth. They melted into each other, both trying to control their own bodies from exploding. Her breathing becoming short as he continued to please her, “Ooooohhhhh, God, yes….” She could feel him, feel his own orgasm rising as he continued, his fingers pressing against her shoulders as he shoved deep into her as he could. She sat up, bracing her hands against his chest as he gave a couple long deep thrusts and held her down onto him.

He growled. Low at first, but soon it grew louder as he pulled her against him, burying his face in the curve of her neck. His orgasm splashing within her as she gave into her own orgasm, both moaned and growled as their bodies shuddered in pleasure as they both struggled to catch their breaths.

Kate laughed with pleasure as she was lying next to Jack. He joined her.

“Wow.” Kate finally let out.

“Wow back at you.” Jack smiled as Kate rolled on top of him. Kissing his mouth gently with a smile pressed on her face.

“That was…” She said between kisses.

“…beyond amazing?” he filled in and kissed her back.

“And even farther then beyond.” Kate said and he laughed.

“Just as far as my love for you.” He added. Kate felt her stomach twist and turn at his words. The feeling you get when the boy you’d a crush on for years suddenly comes and tells you he loves you too.

“You know.” Kate started, her voice sounding serious and moved by his previous words. “It not like I love you, you know?” Kate said and saw the confusing growing on his face, she smiled softly. “I mean, I don’t just love you. Somehow it goes deeper then that and I really can’t explain it. I-“ Kate closed her mouth trying to find the words. “You know when people say, I love you so much I even can’t put it into words but-“

“You put it into sex.” Jack cut her of and Kate slapped him.

“Hey I was being serious here.” Kate said and kissed him where she had hit him, as he had pretended it hurtled during her words.

“So was I.” He said and she laughed. “But I know how you feel.” He added seriously. “and I share that feeling. I always will.” A sad smile crossed her face, cause she knew always would be a lot shorter then he though it would be. But she didn’t want to ruin this moment, she couldn’t.

“How come you always know what to say?” she said and she leaned in to kiss him as he was playing with some strands of her hair.

“Super Jack!” He shouted and she laughed loudly.

“So what do you say that Super Jack and Wonder Kate express some more love together?” She asked in a husky voice and started to kiss his wet lips.

“I’m all yours.”

It was already late in the morning when Jack opened his eyes. The warm breeze of morning invaded the room as he turned to find that the woman he spent the evening with was not there. Slightly disappointed, he peeled his denuded body from the warm comforter and bed and stood. Wondering where Kate went he scanned the room. His eyes catching a piece of paper lying on the table in the corner of the vanilla painted room. That’s when he knew. He didn’t try to make him believe in the lie he wanted to believe. He knew he even didn’t need to try.

He should have know, she wanted to give herself up. Talk to the cops, go to prison or run without him. No matter what, she wouldn’t let him give his life up. But he had preferred to believe that her opinion had changed. He actually had believed that last night was a night like they would have many others, no, now it was literally their last night.

He picked up the little paper. Closing his eyes and taking one last deep breath before reading her hard, tearful words.

Dear Jack,

I hate myself for doing this, but somehow I know you’ll understand. I hope you will, someday.
Remember when I said last night that I couldn’t find the words to tell you how much I love you? Well we all know that the most important things are the hardest things to say right?
Jack, know that ‘always & forever’ is a pretty damn good way to describe how much I do. I can’t tell you what I’m gonna do or where I’m going Oh god you look so cute when you're asleep. Please Jack, forget about me. Please. I love you so freakin’ much!

One Two Tree Four Five…

Goodbye Jack.

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