Jin's feelings

Spend all your time waiting

For that second chance

For a break that would make it okay

all's some reason

to feel not good enough

Is that how you felt Touya? Did you feel not good enough? For what? So what if your parents abandoed you? I still love you.

And its hard at the end of the day

I need some distration

ooohh beutiful release

You alway told me, "We need to become stronger" But why? We are shnobi, the elite. We don't have to prove anything anymore. We made it this far. We were accepted in at age 12, a record. Why?

Memories seep from my brain

and may be empty

oohh and weightless and maybe

We'll find some peace tonight

I should have never pushed you away when you wanted to talk. But I was stupid and played Goblin master with Yuskue. If I put the damn game down and listened, maybe you would be here with us.

In the arms of the angel

fly away from here

From this dark cold hotel room

and the endlessness that you feel

You were brought from the werckage

of your silent rebelries

in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort here

I asked you a week before what the cuts on your wrist were from. you said nothing, only cried. I pulled you into my arms, wanting to take all that pain away. You pushed me away. "Why do you comfort me? I'm nothing!" you had srceamed at me. I diagree with you. Your my friend, my lover, my brother. We helped each other become stronger and never left each other behind. You were my rock. We cried together when my mother died and when we both lost our battles.

So tired of the straight life and everywhere you turn

Is vultures and thieves at your back

stone keeps on twisting

keep on building the life

that you make up for all that you lack

it don't make no diffrence

safe for all time

its easier to believe

in this sweet madness

oohh this glorius sadness

that brings me to my knees

I even remeber the week before. That one night, how I layed with you after we made love. You layed next me, you looked like you never wanted to let go. I pulled you closer and you pulled away. "I am nothing. Why do you hold me?" you asked. I didn't know what to say. It seemed so natural to hold you close. But you still pulled away.

In the arms of the angels

fly away from here

from this dark, cool hotel room

and the endlessness that you feel

you were brought from the wreckage

of your silent rebelries

you in the arms of the angel

my you find some comfort here

But yet you killed yourself. And why? cause you were "Nothing." As they lowered your body into the ground, I wanted to go with you. I wanted to be with you in death. Maybe its nicer over there.

your in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort here.

Touya

1990-2009

A/N: yea, I know I suck.