SECRET LOVE

SUMMARY: Randy Orton writes a reply to a letter he finds. He then receives a reply from her and eventually the two fall in love but what happens when he finds out who she is? And can John ever make it work with Lita?

STARRING: Randy Orton, John Cena/Lita, Trish/Jeff Hardy, Stephanie/Paul, Dave/Victoria and Maria, Melina/Nitro, Ashley Matt, Stacy/Chris Jericho (still with WWE) and other divas LOL And now including Mickie James/Kenny and Torrie/Test Possibly Adam/Nurse Nikki

AN:Hmmm…hope u like this chapter!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN GUYS! AT A PARTY TONIGHT SO POSTED AN EARLY UPDATE! FINAL CHAPTER HERE IT IS!

Chapter 34:

Randy was on the plane, an hour from landing. Why had he been so stupid? Why did he never go online after the wedding? He searched the webpage, first on WWE, but no links to Li, nothing on where she could be. Randy prayed he was right. He did find something on Stacy, it seemed that the WWE Diva was fired, and publicly humiliated by Stephanie McMahon on national television. He could not help but smile, she had got her just desserts.

His mind refocused on Lita, one hour and he would land. He would see Lita. He prayed he had made his guess right.

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Lita was home, she had her new house. She needed to forward her address to everyone. She would get around to that later. She wasn’t to bothered, the one person she wanted to send her address to had gone. She sat down in her new living room. This house in Staraway Hollow was smaller then any other house she owned, but she liked it. It was a normal house.

She sat down and in her hand she caressed the letter Trish had given her. It was from Randy. She had read it 8 months ago when her wedding was diminished, but today she felt she should read it again, just once more before putting it away. Opening the envelope slowly she read the letter:

Lita,

You’re probably Mrs. Cena by now. I’m happy for you, I really am. There’s something else, I remember. I remember everything, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you before I left, but you have to understand that I couldn’t. You might have stopped me, this was hard enough as it was.

I’ve always wanted your happiness, the chances of that being with me were slim. John loves you and he will always love you. I hope you know by now why I didn’t go further with you, why I didn’t fight for you. John and me made a promise once, long time ago to never steal each other’s girl, to never let a woman come between our friendship. As much as I love you, I can’t break promises.

I didn’t leave without thinking about it. This will make it easier for both me and for you. We need to move on. We have to move on. I don’t want you think I don’t love you or I never loved you because I did. Li I never thought I could love anyone as much as I loved you. I always thought I’d be a bachelor, a new girl every night. I never thought I would want to wake up to the same face every morning. Then you came along. Li, I wanted you so badly that it killed me inside, but I knew I couldn’t help you. I could not break the promise I made to John, no matter how much it hurt me.

Li, you showed me how to love, no one else has ever done that. For a few months before I knew who you were, while I was Blue Eyes and you Sizzling, I fell hard, I fell in love Li. I never thought I could be happier, never. I thought once I meet her, my life will change.

Then I met you. It was a surprise, but I promise you I was not disappointed. I was glad it was you, I never knew why I never saw you before. But I had Li, I did have a crush on you but I thought you’re a mate, I am not gonna ruin that by sleeping with you. I never realised that I had fallen for you way before I found that poem. Whenever I had a problem, I’d come to you, when ever I had good news you were the first I would call, if I was hurt I’d turn to you. You were always part of my life and it was two way. I know that. To not have you in my life is going to be hard.

When we kissed, I felt like I was floating. That may sound a little cliché but it’s the truth, again I never thought I could feel like this. I cared about someone so much that I would do anything for them. That someone was you and will always be you.

Even thou I can’t have you, I want you to be happy with someone else. Another time, place we may have got together, maybe someday we might but I doubt it.

I love you Li, always and forever

Randy

X

Lita sighed, why couldn’t he leave her an address or a place he would stay at. He had always wanted to live in England at some point in his life, he could be there. Lita had booked a flight to London for the following week that was the first flight out, everyone had wanted to travel there now but the flights were fully booked. She was getting impatient. She was planning to make her WWE return soon, Vince said she had a year to renew her contract. She had four months. She wanted to see Randy first, before she made a decision.

Her mind then moved to Stacy. The blonde had called her, apologised, Lita had forgiven her but she would never forget. If it wasn’t for her Randy would be here, or she’d be with him. She sighed, she hated Stacy right now, and it was her fault in a way. She was not completely blameless, she should’ve noticed him. I never knew how much I relied on Randy, I did turn to him for a lot of things, like he turned to me. Why did I not see him? Me and him have wasted so much time! It’s been nearly three years, on and off. Yet I still love him, my love grows stronger each day. But if I saw him now what would I do? I wouldn’t just run up and kiss him, would I? No, he left me, he needs to explain. His letter was beautiful but did he play me? It’s been eight months what has he been doing?

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Randy Orton landed about half an hour ago, he was in Staraway Hollow. Which house, it was a small community but there were a lot of houses! Should I knock on every door, till I find her?

He knew this was the only way. He began, on the first street he could see, making a mental note of the street name. He met four old ladies, two men in another house and when he reached the sixth one he saw a familiar face.

“Randy?” Nikki smiled.

“Nikki,” Randy sighed with relief.

“What are you doing here? Come in,” Nikki said.

Randy declined, “I can’t, I need to know something is Lita around here somewhere?”

“I dunno if she wants to see you…” Nikki started.

“Please Nikki, I love her!” Randy begged.

“I was about to tell you before you interrupted,” Nikki said as Randy smiled. “She’s at 22 Collin Street, two streets from the end of this one, keep walking straight down.”

“Thanks Nikki,” Randy began to run down the street. “OH AND CONGRATULATIONS!”

THANKS!” Nikki laughed as she entered her own house.

Randy’s grin widened. He was so close to her, passing the first street he stared at the sign which read Collin Street, what would he say. He smiled at the disgusting green teddy in his hand. He wanted to give Lita it, he had bought two that day because the first one’s ear was a bit broken. He smiled at the memory of that night, who knew it would change so much.

FLASHBACK

Blue Eyes: Lol. Their engagement party is tomorrow

Sizzling: John announced that as well lol

Blue Eyes: Yea I heard him so you wanna meet then?

Sizzling: How will I know it’s you?

Blue Eyes: Well…the party’s downstairs in the hotel hall so…I’ll meet you at midnight in the gardens – the centre. And to recognise each other……..

Sizzling: Um…in the hotel gift shop there’s a disgusting green mini teddy bear, carry it at midnight tomorrow and we’ll recognise each other.

END OF FLASHBACK

Randy smiled, he had an idea.

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Lita was in her living room still when the doorbell rang. When she answered the door she saw no one, looking down she gasped, it was that green mini teddy bear.

FLASHBACK

Lita stood in the centre of the gardens. Where is he? Is he coming? Lita –what are you doing? Are you mad – I have John why am I going after this other guy?

She turned her head. That sounded like someone dropping something. Walking up to the side wall of the maze. No one. Looking down at the floor, she noticed it, the teddy bear. He was here, where is he now? Lita sighed, this was never meant to be. Grabbing both bears she took them with her and stuffing them both in her hand bag she moved slowly back to the hall. Am I doing the right thing with John? Am I really in love with him or am I in love with this other guy…can you fall in over instant messaging.

END OF FLASHBACK

“Randy,” Lita whispered and as she bent down to pick it up, shoes appeared in front of her.

“Li,” the familiar voice said nervously.

Lita stood up, she wanted to pinch herself, she wanted to believe he was really there. Then it hit her, Randy was standing in front of her.

She looked at him, “You’re here.”

“I am,” Randy looked at her. She’s so beautiful.

Lita held the teddy, stepped aside and ushered him in and Randy was shocked she didn’t kiss him or hug him. She led him into the living room.

“How’d you know I was here?” Lita asked softly sitting opposite him and placing the teddy on the coffee table.

“I guessed, and then I knocked on every door until I found Nikki who told me where you were,” Randy answered. Has she moved on from me?

Lita nodded, she wanted to say something but couldn’t, she was close to tears.

“Li, I still love you,” Randy said. Now or never.

“Then where have you been for the last eight months?” Lita’s voice was rising.

“I…this is going to sound weird but I never knew you and John didn’t marry,” Randy answered.

“How the hell did you not know that?” Lita shouted as she stood.

“Because I was crazy about you, so in love with you that I didn’t want to go online, watch RAW, nothing.” Randy replied.

Lita sat back down. Was he serious?

“You thought I’d forget about you, well guess what Li I couldn’t. I couldn’t move on. I’m in love with you today as much as I was at the night I realised who my mystery woman was,” Randy replied.

“I thought you’d moved on, how did you find out that me and John never married?”

“John and Maria turned up at my place. I was shocked they explained. They had Duncan with them,” Randy replied.

“He’s a gorgeous baby isn’t he, I’m the godmother,” Lita smiled. If he didn’t see John he wouldn’t know about Duncan. His name hasn’t been posted on the internet yet, only that the couple have had a son. Maybe he’s telling the truth, he really loves me. Me and Randy are meant to be together.

“I’m going to be his god father Li,” Randy grinned. Fate.

“Good,” Lita said.

“You planning to return to wrestling?” Randy asked. She’s beautiful.

“In a month or two maybe,” Lita replied. Kiss me already or something!

Randy sighed, he got up and grinned as he pulled her up by the arm, he could see her smile.

“So do you love me still?” he asked cockily.

“You’re so vain!” Lita laughed.

Randy laughed as he pulled her closer and kissed her. His lips caressing hers. His hands around her waist, Lita’s hands around his neck and after a few minutes he pulled back.

Randy smiled. “I want us to be together.”

“I want us to be together as well Randy,” Lita replied.

“I love you,” Randy grinned.

“I love you too,” Lita hugged him. “I never stopped.”

THE END

A/N:

Finished!! I can’t believe this fic is over. OMG it seems forever since I started it, I never thought it’d end lol. I never thought I’d enjoy writing this fic as much as I did! Totally one of my favourites.

It’s a toss up between this fic and Forbidden love on which is my best fic yet! Lool!

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