My first drabble... mmh a little bit depressing I guess. Inoue POV. Slight manga spoiler ahead. BTW I don't like Inoue very much. But as a writer I think her feelings right now are pretty interesting. Will follow Ichigo, Rukia. Maybe Renji, Ishida. Maybe more, who knows? It's only drabbles. Oh, and I still don't own Bleach.

Why when you look at her your eyes are filled by her?

Why does it have to be her who can reach your heart?

Why can’t I share the same bond that you have with her?

Why am I ashamed when I think at all of this?

Why in her gentleness, she doesn’t feel the same way I do?

Why is she preserved from this terrible feeling that I have, once I’m home?

What if, if I could reach your heart…

What if, if I could know how to help you… like she does?

I want to help you…

I want to reach you…

I want to fill your eyes the way she does… fill them with determination, caring… strength…

I want to be pure as her… I don’t want those overwhelming feelings… that hurt me and make me cry when I’m back home. She thanked me with a smile, a gentle smile, for saving her.

If only I could be a little bit like her… just a tiny bit…