Hello darlings! My name's Krystal This is like my 5th story so b nice! No flamers...o and plz constructive critism. Ohh and if you have any ideas for future stories i should write that would b aprreciated juss send it in a review. byee oo and hope u enjoy

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When I look back on everything I realize how naïve I was. I’m not too sure how much 4 months can make some one become mature but it did me. It makes me laugh you know. How I used to follow him around like a helpless puppy, which I guess I was in a way. So eager to please every one around me without thinking for one moment about the consequences of my actions even if it made things inconvenient for me. People always said how selfless I was, and how I never did anything for myself. But no one ever bended over backwards to help me, I guess Inuyasha would use the excuse of all those time’s he saved me. But that’s the only thing he has on me. Without that he’s nothing. He’s never been there for me when I needed him unless I was being attacked by some demon and sometimes it wasn’t even him doing the saving, it would be Sango or Miroku or Koga. I did everything for Inuyasha without getting as much as a thank you. I cooked ramen for him on days end until I couldn’t stand the smell of it. Even to this day ramen makes me queasy just looking at it. I tended his wounds all the time. It wasn’t my fault he was reckless while fighting that was all on him. He always said how that the reason why he always got hurt was because he had to save me and then he’d go start his Kikyo speech. The Kikyo speech contained 4 parts

The demeaning of my character

How great Kikyo was

Comparison of me and Kikyo

Inuyasha’s sulking/ jumping into Goshibinko to think of Kikyo

I remember how much the Kikyo speeches used to hurt me. I used to cry myself to sleep thinking about how useless I was. But I’d go apologize for making his life so hard and he’d just say “Feh Stupid Wench” and I’d interpret it as I’m sorry too. And things would be better. But even though Kikyo was stronger, more powerful, more, beautiful more calm and had better aim and control of her miko abilities and had inuyasha’s love I always had one thing she’d never have… the trust that I have in Inuyasha. Kikyo can say whatever she wants about me but when it comes down to it she didn’t trust inuyasha so when Naraku killed her she believed it was Inuyasha and she died hating him. So when she was brought back partially to life by that crazy old witch her hate for Inuyasha before she died remained. That’s another thing I hate she talks about me coming to where I don’t belong. Excuse me it’s not like I wanted to be dragged down a rusty old well fighting demons and risking my life because somebody burned the jewel with their body! And it’s not exactly like she belongs here either. There is the fact that she is still currently dead floating around with not only part of my soul but other women’s souls. Does no one see something wrong with that? She is made of souls and dirt and Inuyasha would rather have her than me. That is a huge blow to my self esteem. It wasn’t bad enough he didn’t love me but he loves the dead-yet-partially-alive-ex-semi-girlfriend-who-happens-to-be-my-recarnate-who-steals-the-souls-of-dead-women-with-her-clay-body-who-wants-to-drag-Inuyasha-to-thefiery-pits-of-hell… there is definitely something wrong with that picture. Even though it hurt me to see him go off with Kikyo I never went on some rampage trying to kill her but when Koga comes to visit me Inuyasha acts like he cares about me and won’t let Koga 10 feet in my vicinity. It’s not as if I like Koga he’s too confident and is sort of like a stalker. I don’t want to have to worry about him peeking through my windows at night.

When I think of it I don’t know why I even liked Inuyasha. I thought he was so brave and kind hearted but I didn’t pay attention to his other qualities. He’s annoying, always jealous, stupid, over confident, reckless, has too much pride and has anger issues. And after I got over Inuyasha I promised to stay away from that bloodline at all costs. But it must be something in my blood that attracts me to those males because I fell for Sesshomaru…hard. After we had defeated Naraku I decided to stay in the Feudal era but refused to stay near Inuyasha and Kikyo in fear of them trying to steal my soul at night while I was sleeping. And even though I don’t think Inuyasha would do/allow that you can never be too sure. So when I got an offer as a teacher for Rin I accepted. At first I saw all his bad quality’s, he’s over confident, cold, emotionless, merciless, evil, hateful, vengeful did I mention freakin evil! I believed him for the devil’s spawn. At one time I carried around holy water and when he got too close for comfort I threw some in his face and screamed “blasphemy” but he didn’t burn which meant either one of the following

a) He was really powerful…so powerful that holy water wouldn’t harm him

Or

b) He wasn’t the devils spawn and I had just embarrassed myself and gotten the Tai-youkai of the West’s face wet. It was B. But as time passed I grew to know the Sesshomaru under the cold and emotionless mask and soon I loved him. But I feared that he would reject me because I was human and as he’s said numerous times quote on quote “I hate all humans.” quote. And I just happened to be of the human population. This only made me more confused when he asked to court me. Court is a fancy demon term meaning dating. I of course asked him why. I wasn’t just going to say yes. I was afraid he asked me to court him as a sick joke so he could get some laughs even though I had yet to hear him laugh out loud. Maybe he would laugh in his brain maniacally. If it was a joke and I fell for it he would probably smirk and say “Did you really think I would want to court a human wench such as yourself. You amuse this Sesshomaru.” And then he’d kill me or put me in a dungeon or even worse make me a sex slave for Jaken oh the agony. But the answer I got from him was one I did not expect. He said “I find myself falling for you faster and faster as every day passes.” And he turned and walked away. I almost melted to the ground after he said that. How could those 19 syllables make me want to die? Anyways the courting stage didn’t last too long because after about 2 weeks we were mates. It’s weird how life turns out right? From one brother to the other… hey that rhymes!

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chaaaa this was really fun to write... wrote it at 12:56 am. I will be writing different perspectives though like from sesshomaru and inuyasha, kikyo, sango, miroku etc... but it wont all be about what they think about kagome and sesshomaru getting together. ta ta 33