A/N: Aloha! This is the sequel to ‘Cold’ only with Goku’s PoV. Enjoy. (And ‘cause I’m lazy ya’ll won’t hear from my muses until this fic is over.)

Disclaimer: I do not own Goku because he is my God, or anyone else in Saiyuki cause they belong to Minekura-sensei. And the song ‘Away from the Sun’ belongs to 3 Doors Down.

Away from the Sun

-It's down to this

I've got to make this life make sense

Can anyone tell what I've done?

I miss the life

I miss the colors of the world

Can anyone tell where I am-

You freed me from that wretched prison. You were my sun, my savior. When you were hurt or sick I never left your side, once I overheard Hakkai mention that only you could do that to me. He’s right you know. That’s because I…love…you.

-Cause now again I've found myself so far down

Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place

I'm so far down away from the sun again

Away from the sun again-

I was a fool. A moron, just like you and Gojyo told me everyday. After we defeated Gyuumaou I couldn’t hold it anymore so I told you. But I should have known better. One, It was raining, so I should have just left you alone; Two, I took all your kind and rare gestures as a way of caring about me. I was wrong.

-I'm over this

I'm tired of livin' in the dark

Can anyone see me down here

The feeling's gone

There's nothing left to lift me up

Back into the world I know-

I left after you broke my heart with your cold words. “Get ready for dinner.” You said it like my confession meant nothing to you! You didn’t even look at me! Now I’m all alone again. I don’t know where I’m going…I’m just walking. I feel broken…shattered. Only you can put my heart back together, but you never will.

-And now again I've found myself so far down

Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place

I'm so far down away from the sun-

Now since I’m alone, I think a lot and some of my old memories are returning. Not all them, but I remember someone I saw in my head all those years ago…back inside my prison…Konzen. Homura spoke of him, he called you by that name…the face that fills the voids of my mind is yours only with different hair. It’s hard to explain. I feel in my heart that you…no, Konzen…was my sun, he shined on me even if I was so far away. But the difference between you and Konzen is that you saw me in the dark and showed me a world much much brighter than the sun.

-That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms

That care about the ones like me

I'm so far down away from the sun again -

“Heretic”, “Disgusting creature”, “Vile Beast”, “Monster”, “A THING LIKE YOU SHOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN BORN!”

I keep hearing those words in my head every night before I go to sleep. I don’t know whose saying them but it hurts. It hurts my heart when I hear those evil words…judging me even though they don’t know me. Casting me far too down, away from the light so that my vision is clouded and I can’t find my way back into your arms.

-It's down to this

I've got to make this life make sense

And now I can't tell what I've done-

My crimes, my past…I want to know what they are. I know they might hurt me but…I feel that they may make me stronger. Nothing makes sense anymore! And all I’m sure about now is that my feelings for you haven’t changed even though you broke my heart.

-And now again I've found myself so far down

Away from the sun that shines to light the way for me

And now again I've found myself so far down

Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place-

“If you meet the Buddha, kill the Buddha. If you meet your father, kill your father. Live the life that was given to you bound to nothing.” the Muichimotsu. How many times have you repeated it during our whole journey west? Heh, I lost count. But you know…Sanzo…I miss you…I hate being alone! But it would hurt too much if I stayed. You say we shouldn’t get attached…but answer me if living completely alone in your heart is even living! You told me not to trust so easily…but I trusted you…I reached out to you…and you reached out to me…you are my sun…Sanzo.

-I'm so far down away from the sun

That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms

That care about the ones like me

I'm so far down away from the sun again-

I want you to find me. I don’t even know where I am. I know you can hear me as usual. I’m sorry…your right I’m nothing but a stupid monkey, I don’t even know what love is, right? But Sanzo, when I think of you I get this warm feeling in my heart…It’s so familer but I’ve never felt anything like it before. I’m sorry that I care about you! I’m sorry that I see you as my sun! I’m sorry…I’m so sorry that…Sanzo…I’m sorry that I fell in love with you…

-Owarii-

A/N: …T-T ya’ll can hate me…

Tsuki: I have nothing to say…-walks off-

Sanzo: …

Goku: -eyes down cast- -blush-

GLS: Um…this is awkward…please review. Also Angst rating 1-10. Sannkyouu for reading and um... don’t hate me too much.