Authors Note: This is Chette Dizon, yeah, yeah the same author of the fanfic called "mission of the heart" yeah its a challenge for me.. and of course, there are some people who enjoy my story so I better write more..

I just finish writing the Mission of the heart.. so I have to post my second fic

I hope you enjoy it.
and no I am not good in English.. so forgive me.. *bows*
God Bless :)

Here we go!

"..." Words
=...= Thoughts
CaP Letters - Yelling
Italics - Memories
(^-^ ... ^-^) - My words!

Disclaimer: I don't own CCS.. (period)

Hurt to Heart..
Part 1 - My one and Only

"Shaoran... why?"

Syaoran bows his head, he cannot look at the girl in front of him, he hates it everytime she cries..
It hurts...

"I..."

"SHAORAN WHY!"

Syaoran close his eyes "I.. didn't expect that this would happen Sakura..."

"YOU PROMISE ME!"

"Sakura.."

"You promise me that you won't leave me!" Sakura yells, she fell on her knees

Syaoran tries his best to control his tears "Its okay, Sakura.. don't worry, you will find someone.. -" Syaoran touch his heart ".. that will protect you... besides, I have a an oblication in China, that I have to finish..." Syaoran's tears falls on his face "D-Don't cry... I don't d-deserve your tears"

Sakura glares at him, she stand up and wipes her tears "Look at me, Shaoran.. "

Syaoran shakes his head,

"JUST LOOK AT ME"

Syaoran force his self, to look at Sakura,

"am.. I good enough for you?" Sakura tears begun to fall again,

"..."

"AM I GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU!"

"..."

"AM I!"

Syaoran looks at Sakura "Sakura.. don't say that, you're the most b-b-beautiful *sobs* g-girl I've ever met" Syaoran said, not blushing.. his heart hurts, he needs to say that

"then.. D-Do you love me?" Sakura asked, tenderly

Syaoran looks at Sakura, shock

"Do you?" Sakura asked, "Because I do.." she added

= Oh my God.. she-she loves me?/? = Syaoran begins to smiles at her "Sakura... of c-course I d-do" Syaoran without words, he hugs her "YES I LOVE YOU SAKURA KINOMOTO" Syaoran said, hugging her tightly

"and I love you too Shaoran" Sakura said, hugging back

"Thank you...Kamisama.." Syaoran said, looking into the sky

"Then.. that means you're not going to leave me?" Sakura whispers at Syaoran's ear

Syaoran pulls her away from him, but holds her hand, put it in his heart "Sakura.. I have to go.. please understand me..."

Sakura looks away, Syaoran kiss her right hand "B-But.. I promise to Return.. I promise..."

Sakura looks at him, "You will.. come back?"

Syaoran smiles "Yes"

Sakura open her eyes at the sound of Cerberus playing video games, she drempt that incident again...
him and her before he.. left Japan..

"Good morning Sakura!"

Sakura sighs, she stand up and looks into the mirror.. She's already 19 years old.. so that means.. its been 8 years.. 8 years.. Syaoran left.. the only man she love...

"GOOD MORNING KIDDO!"

Sakura carefully, studied herself in the mirror.. she hasn't changed a bit. But she grew taller, and because she's athletic.. her body developed into a perfect shape..

"SAKURA!"

Sakura sighs, = Is he okay?, I wonder if he still remembers me... =

"SNAP OUT OF IT!"

Sakura realize someone is yelling at her, she turns to look at the voice "Oh.. Good morning Kero-chan"

Cerberus cross his arms and looks away at her

Sakura sighs and smiles at Cerberus "I am sooo sowwy Kewo-chan..." Sakura said, cutely.. blinking at him

"Whatever..."

"Sakura!"
"Coming Dad!"
"Oh yeah! Bring Cerberus with you!"

Sakura smiles at Cerberus "Dad really likes you"

Cerberus smiles "of course! I'll go down now.. can't wait to eat your father's breakfast!"

Sakura smiles, as she followed Cerberus flying out of her room, by her gaze.. atleast now, she doesn't need to hide him from her family.. its been a month since she told her family about her being the cards mistress... and everything. She was shock when Touya said he already know and his father is very proud of her...

When Sakura enters the dinning room.. Touya, her father and Cerberus were over there already, eating

"Ohayo (good morning), Sakura-chan" Fujitaka smiles at his daughter
"Ohayo Otou-san (father)" Sakura said, "Ohayo Touya-Onichan (brother)" she added, looking at her tall brother
"Ya Sakura, anyways.." Touya said, looking at his father "Otou-san, As you were saying?"

Fujitaka smiles, "I have decided, that.. I will go to some workshop with my friend.. and I have to bring you two along.." then he felt a tap at his shoulder and saw Cerberus looking at him, tears in his eyes "Oh yeah, I forgot.. I will bring you three.. along Think of it, as your vacation..."

"Oh where Dad?" Sakura asked, suddenly looks at him
"I'll tell you tomorrow okay? I'll still have to phone my friend"

"Go to your classes now Squirt" Touya said,
Sakura smiles and bows at Touya "Hao, Hsie Hsie (Ok, Thank you) " she said, and then kicks his foot
"oww!"

Sakura smiles and walk away from him

"GEEZ! She's turning into a CHINESE-GAKI!" Touya shakes his head, and walks toward the field, then all the girls approach him and begun flirting with him...

"Mou.. he's soo rude! demo (but) lots of girls like him..." Sakura smiles "I wonder what they've seen on him?"

(^-^ Touya is working as the Couch of the Soccer team of Tokyo University and Sakura is studying Tourism ^-^)

"SAKURA-CHAN!"

Sakura looks at the voice, she smiles "Tomoyo"

(^-^ Tomoyo is studying at Tokyo University to become a successful fashion designer.. and WE all know whos the UNWILLING model... neh? ^-^)

Tomoyo runs toward her, "How are you?" she asked, she hugs her tightly
"Oh.. still the same" Sakura hugs her back

"TOMOYO! SAKURA!"

"Hey Naoko"

(^-^ Naoko is studying there too.. to become a writer someday... ^-^)

"Did you read the last chapters of my story, the Nightmare?" she asked,
"hoee... You know that I don't like G-Gh..G"
"I know Ghost stories"
"Hoe..." Sakura close her eyes and cover her ears, Naoko smiles at her

"Hey there!"

"Ohayo Rika!" They all greeted

"Ohayo!"

(^-^ Rika is studying education.. to become a professional teacher just like her fiancee ^-^)

"Hows Terada Sensei (teacher)?" asked Sakura, looking at her
Rika Blush "H-He's fine"
"Ara! (oh my) I heard you two had a wonderful DATE last night" Tomoyo said, her eyes forms like the stars, shinning so brightly
"Mou (jeez).. Tomoyo, don't be so nosy" Rika said, rubbing her nose

"Oh speaking of that.. " Naoko hands Sakura a letter "This is for you"

Sakura opens the letter and frown

"So what is it?" they all asked, all eyes are on Sakura
"a guy named Fen asked me out" Sakura said,
"Oh, um.. I heard a lot about him, but I never seen his face" Tomoyo said,
"Sakura, I know this isnt my business.. but do you think.. that-" Naoko said, looking down
"What?"
"Ya know? Its about time you Move on?" Naoko said,
"huh?"

"Naoko means.. get a date, forget Li.. its been 8 years.. no contact.. no communication at all, do you think he still remembers you?" Rika asked,

"of course, he said he will come back" Sakura said, looking at them
"Promises are mend to be broken.. Sakura" Naoko said,
"Girls.. you know he's my one and only.."

"Sakura, what we're trying to say, is that.. Look at you! you're the Most popular girl in this prestigious school! smart, beautiful, athletic.. and you don't have a boyfriend! you all turn them down.. but we understand you. demo.. its been 8 years.. Sakura, you need a change.. move ON!" Rika said,

Sakura glares at Rika "You know me.. perfectly well that I dont need A GUY in my life, I only need one Man.. and all of you know him" Sakura said,

Rika realized, that she got carried away.. "Sakura-"
"If you excuse me.. I have to go to my first class" Sakura said, leaving them behind

"Oh no.."
"Thats soo rude Rika..." Naoko said, shaking her head
"I am sorry, I just got carried away.. I want her to be happy" Rika said,

Tomoyo smiles and pats Rika's shoulders "Don't worry Rika-chan, Sakura-chan doesn't hold grudge that much.. after her first class, you'll see... she already forgives you" she said, smiling

Sakura enters the room, boys looks at her.. trying to get her attention, but none succeed... she sat quietly on her seat, thinking about Rika and what she said, = Rika is just concern about me.. I know she doesn't mean what she said, I know that she just got carried away.. =

"Class may I have your attention please?"

"as we all know that this is our last meeting, after this.. we will have a 1 month vacation, then after that.. The much awaited Tou-dai University Acquitance party"

All of the students claps their hands, except Sakura, who was lost of her own thoughts staring outside the window,

"So.. for our last meeting today, we shall have a test all about different languages, are you ready now to take the test?"

They all nod, except Sakura again, the teacher notice this

"Ms. Kinomoto, are you in this class?"

Sakura smiles, = I'll talk to Rika later.. I know she doesn't mean what she said, =

"Ms. Kinomoto!"

Sakura looks and saw all of them, were staring at her "Um.. why?"

"Ms. Kinomoto, I know and all of us.. knows that you are one of MY BEST STUDENTS here in this class, demo.. I really really hate it everytime you don't listen to me.. whats so interesting about the sky anyway?"

"Um.. the color sir?" Sakura looks down, she could hear her classmates giggling

The teacher shake his head "Sighs, okay everyone.. lets begin the test"

"Kinomoto! wait up! do you already have a date on the acquitance party?"
"Kinomoto Sakura! roses for you!"
", can I date you?"
"Ms. Kinomoto what are you going do to on your vacation?"

Sakura runs on the corridor, followed by hundreds of cute guys, all the girls glares at her

"Sakura! over here!"

Sakura saw Rika waving her hand, "Rika!"

Sakura runs fast and grabs Rika's hands...

The boys lost her "Aww damn! That girl really runs fast!" one of the guys said,
"Well, they don't call her road runner for nothing" said, the other guy panting
"Yeah, she's the best player in 100m dash"

Fen looks at all of them, and to where Sakura Kinomoto dissapeared with her friend, = she's so pretty.. if only = he walks away from the crowd, then he notice that girls looks at him, dreamily.. = I guess its my turn now! = Fen runs fast, to avoid his admirers...

"H- *pants* Hold it Sakura, I think *pants* we- we lost them" Rika said, panting

Rika looks at her, smiling.. she is not surprise when she saw Sakura not panting "You've got a lot of energy" she said, still panting

Sakura looks at her friend and smile "Gomen neh (I am sorry).. I hate this everytime.."
"I know..." Rika said, interrupting her "I'm so sorry about earlier" she said,
Sakura smiles "I forgive you if you forgive me" Sakura said,
Rika hugs Sakura "of course I forgive you Sakura"

Sakura hugs back

"Demo.. I just want you to forgive me about um.. getting carried away, but I still believe that its time to move on" Rika said,

Sakura looks down

"please, think about this Sakura.. Of course I still THINK and believe that you and Li are perfect for each other" Rika said, "but atleast.. um, have fun too.. eversince you enrolled here, all you did was study, compete and well at least you talk to us and-" Rika realize she was blabbing "I think I've said too much again"

Sakura giggles at this "Its okay Rika"

Rika smiles "Sakura, it doesn't mean that you will date guys.. it means you don't love Syaoran Li" Rika holds her hands "Sakura.. we your friends, are very worried about-"

Sakura smiles "You don't need to worry Rika, I can take care of myself" she said,

"Sakura-"
"Promise me Rika, you won't worry much.. I can take care of myself" she said,
Rika shakes her head "What Sakura wants, Sakura gets" she said, giggling "Fine! you win" she said, frowning
Sakura smiles and hugs Rika "Gracias"
"er.. gracias means thank you right?" Rika said,

Sakura giggles

"Good ness Sakura! don't use your course when talking to us!" Rika said, "Sakura.."
"Yes?"
"Remember that I'll always be here.. for you" Rika said,

Sakura smiles and nods,

Authors Note: So? what do you think of my second fanfic?
good or bad?
Tell me if I should continue?

pretty please with sugar on TOP!

This is one of my fanfics again of CCS and YES this is Syaoran + Sakura story.. I just love their relationship is sooooo kawaii! (and I know lots of people agrees with me right?)

R+R!