Summary: Draco's thoughts on Hermione's death. This is a partner story to One Last Kiss.

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Harry Potter! J.K Rowling does!

Warning: Rated for Suicide!

**Note (4/16/09): Again, just doing some editing. Let me know what you think of the new version.

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
See your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe your gone

Why did she leave me? Draco wondered as he stood staring at the smooth, grey head stone. It had been almost two years since the day she had left his life. He'd been standing there for over an hour, the rain pouring down soaking him to the bone. Still he stayed.

It ain't fair you died to young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be today

He remembered her smile, her laugh, the way she made him feel when she told him "I love you". Now he would never see that beautiful face again. Never hear her whisper his name while he held her. The thought sent an icy shudder down his spine.

Would you see the world
Would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies
Some day's the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy

He knew he would never love anyone like he had loved her. She had been the one for him. Now she was gone. He stared at the glistening object in his hand, the one thing that gave him hope.

It ain't fair you died to young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be today

He pressed the sharp glass against his skin. Ruby drops splattered the ground as he dragged it a crossed his wrist. Dizzy and weak he laid his head against the head stone.

"I love you" he whispered as everything went black and the pain in his heart vanished as it ceased to beat.

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know, I'll see you again someday

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