Automail Heart

Disclaimer: I unfortunately do not own, Winry Rockbell or any other character from Hagaren(FMA), so do not sue me or I will poke you with my spork.

When I was young, I had a heart,
That was as soft as clouds;
Until a storm attacked my heart,
Plunging it to the ground.

My heart was thick with holes and tears,
More fragile than a doll.
The only way to salvage it,
Was to shroud it with walls—

Of Automail, I made myself,
With blood, and sweat, and pain—
A sheltering from anguish,
So I'd never hurt again.

It was the best I'd ever made
I'd never been so proud
I thought it was inviolable
Until you brought it down—

With alchemy and casual lies
You turned it all to dust;
And then you made it whole again,
Only to watch it bust.

But I can't blame you totally,
For it was my fault, too.
I should've learned quite long ago,
Not to trust my heart to you.

So now I am a heartless doll,
Just like the one you made;
Destined to sit on the shelf of your thoughts,
Destined to sit and fade.