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LostsoulofRegret
Author of 28 Stories
Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Kiba I. & Hinata H. - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 10-02-06 - Published: 06-06-06 - id:2977480

Hey! I know its been a while since my last update…(sweatdrop) sorry about that…I just didn't seem to have the time and shit…anywho here is the next installtion to my oneshot songfics…enjoy

I don't own Naruto…

I don't own the song-Pieces by Sum 41

Pairing: mostly one-sided KibaXHinata, by the end HinataXKiba…

Rating: 'T'

Song: Pieces by Sum 41

Pieces

Kiba looked down at the dirty wet ground. He sighed as the rain fell down on his head. Akamaru was back at his house resting in his room. Kiba felt so many emotions run through his mind. So many feelings he didn't even want to feel. And it was all her to blame. Hinata Hyuuga. If he didn't grow that damn crush on her than maybe he wouldn't feel like trash on the street. Kiba looked down, no it wasn't her fault. She was just being herself, and that's what attracted him to her in the first place.

Kiba stuffed his hands into his coat pockets. He didn't bother keeping his hood up, the wind kept nodding it off his head so there wasn't much point in putting it back up again. Today was a gloomy day, perfect for how Kiba felt. He couldn't believe he cared for Hinata that way. Well of course he cared about her as a friend and teammate, but as more than that…well that's the part he couldn't believe. He loved everything about her. Hinata's long hair that she grew out, her perfectly shaped body, her soft-spoken voice, and her shy, yet determined personality.

He loved everything there is about her, and he knew everything about her. Kiba knew when she was embarrassed; she would poke her fingers with a bright blush. He knew when she was happy, she would smile her cheeks lightly shaded with red. He knew when she was sad, her eyes would grow dull and she would attempt to fake a smile. Kiba knew all there was to know about her. He probably could write a book about her, since he knew Hinata so well. Kiba growled under his breath when a large drop of rain landed on his already drenched head.

He knew about her crush on Naruto. It was so basically obvious for everyone around her, but the blond. Kiba did like Naruto, hell they became pretty good friends after the chunnin exams. But it killed him inside to know that he could never have her. Naruto had her heart and he didn't even know it. He was too busy gawking at Sakura to even notice Hinata there. Kiba clenched his fists, his face distorted in slight pain as he remembered seeing Hinata in tears when she saw Naruto kiss Sakura. He wanted to punch Naruto, he wanted…to hug Hinata and try to make her feel better, but he couldn't find it in him to help her regain her love for him when he didn't want her.

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

After that happened Kiba started being there for Hinata more. Helping her out with training, keeping her from exhausting herself. He had lunch with her everyday, make jokes to make her laugh. Kiba try to be perfect for her, he even tried to act slightly like Naruto so she would look at him like she did with Naruto, but it never worked. Hinata was always sighing and dreaming of him. It killed Kiba more to know he didn't like her that way, yet she wouldn't change her mind. She told him that she knew he would eventually see her and want to be with her.

Kiba knew better. He knew that would never happen. They were almost 18 years old and she was still hanging on her one little hope. Hope that was false. Kiba told her over and over that he would never want her that way, to just move on and see who else is out there. He was even hinting himself to her, but she was naïve to it and kept stalking Naruto, though he never knew about it. The wind picked up more making it feel like a hurricane was coming than just a normal storm. Kiba sighed deeply looking up into the dark grey sky.

There wasn't a shred of sunlight. It was all darkness, just like the pits of his heart and mind. Kiba had to admit that he was depressed. That he ached inside. Earlier this morning only made it worst for him. He remembered it all so clearly, her face, his words; everything. And like that he also remembered the terrible pain and heartache he felt when she gave him that look, look of disbelief. Kiba never wanted to see her face like that….

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

Kiba was running down the road towards the Hyuuga compound. He and Akamaru convinced himself that Hinata needed to know his feelings for her. Maybe if he was lucky she would eventually return them. The sun was shining brightly today; he snorted remembering that his sister, Hana said it would rain. Yeah right, when pigs fly. Kiba jumped up in the air Akamaru coming up behind him. The large dog barked out as Kiba shouted 'Yahoo'. Though he looked excited and happy on the inside Kiba was nervous and scared of what her reaction would be. Would she be happy? Surprised? Angry?

He didn't know, but he was sure to find out. Kiba saw the compound up ahead. Even on a sunny, happy-go-lucky day the place looked gloomy and sad. He felt a chill run down his spine as he started walking up to the main house door. Kiba had been here tons of times, mostly just to get Hinata so they could train. He even been inside once, but not for long. He sighed and slapped his cheeks trying to get his-self prepared for this. Kiba was gonna spill his heart out to Hinata, so he needed to be strong and confident. Akamaru barked and looked up at Kiba.

"Don't worry Akamaru! I'm sure everything will go just fine. Now walk off, I want to do this with some privacy." Akamaru whimpered, but obeyed and turned to leave. Kiba cracked his knuckles as he heard Akamaru run off. 'You can do this Kiba! Just knock and ask for Hinata! Do it!' Kiba nodded and knocked on the door. He waited a few seconds before the door opened to reveal Hanabi, Hinata's little sister. She looked at Kiba and smirked.

"Looking for Hinata?" She asked leaning against the door frame, arms crossed. Kiba mimicked her smirk and nodded.

"Yeah, can you get her?" Hanabi acted like she was thinking about it before shrugging.

"Whatever." Kiba rolled his eyes, she could be so weird at times. He stood there waiting for the girl of his dreams to come. He didn't wait long for Hinata was walking to the door. She smiled upon seeing Kiba standing there looking bored. He returned her smile with a wolfish grin.

"Hello Kiba. How are you today?" Hinata asked closing the door. She leaned her back against the door waiting for Kiba to answer.

"Oh just fine. How about you?" Hinata nodded happily.

"Fine as well. Is there anything you needed Kiba?" Kiba nodded his head. He let out a deep breath as he let his eyes lay upon her beautiful face. Hinata cocked her head to the side looking at him curiously. It made her look even more adorable and cute.

"Well I really felt I needed to tell you something important." Kiba started. His voice held strong though to him he felt like it was shaking. Hinata nodded waiting for him to go on.

"I've known you for a long time Hinata. We've always been good friends, helping out with our training and talking." Kiba felt like he was burning up now. He glanced to the sky to see the sunlight darkling. He blinked, that didn't look like a good sign.

"Yes Kiba, go on." Hinata looked up at the sky too. She frowned slightly, but put her attention back to Kiba. He gulped before speaking.

"Well, I care about you as a friend, and teammate. Your very special in my heart Hinata. I not only care for you like that…I care for you even more than just a f-friend." Kiba wanted to punch himself, his voice was cracking. He looked back up at the sky, the sun was slowly disappearing.

"Hinata the thing is…I…think I'm in love with you." Kiba finally concluded. He held his breath waiting for her reaction. Hinata looked to be deep in thought before it all really hit her. Her breathing hitched and she stared at Kiba in disbelief.

"Y-You like me m-more than a friend." She was stuttering and shaking slightly. Kiba blinked as he watched her carefully. Though he could tell she was trying not to look mortified, he could see it in her eyes. Kiba felt his heart crack and shatter.

"Oh Kiba, I'm sorry but I don't…I mean we could never…sorry." Hinata finished lamely. She grabbed her right arm and rubbed it while looking down. Kiba felt his heart beat painfully against his chest.

"Oh yeah…I should have known…er…I just wanted you to know. I gotta go…bye." Kiba took off before she could say bye herself. The sky darken more and light rain drops came pouring down. Kiba slowly felt tears come down his face. He growled and punched a near by tree. He couldn't believe he was crying over her, over her disbelief and rejection. Everything seemed out of place for Kiba, now he knew it was wrong of him. Wrong…

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have

Kiba looked back up at the sky. The rain hitting his already cold face; blinking through the drops. His hands touched his cheeks feeling the cold flesh against his equally cold hands. Kiba didn't know how long he had been walking, nor did he know what time it was. But he was sure it had been hours since he encountered Hinata and her rejection. He wondered if Akamaru was worried about him. If his sister was worried? Kiba sighed and glared down at the dirt. Mud clung to his scandals as he walked through it.

He had terrible thoughts. Thoughts of ending his life, just disappearing. Maybe the world would be better if he was gone? He could just kill himself now and no one would care. Though Kiba would miss everyone dearly, maybe it was best he was gone. No killing himself would prove a weakness and being a coward. Kiba growled and tripped within the mud. The grimy dirt covered his cheeks and the front of his outfit. Kiba thrashed around in anger punching his dirty fists into the earth. He yelled out and pounded against the ground.

Why did this have to happen? Was he meant to be alone? Was his life meant to be bad? Kiba pulled himself out of the mud sitting his butt into it. He didn't care anymore. Nothing seemed to matter to him now. Hinata didn't love him, hell she probably didn't like him much as a friend as well. Kiba thought hard about everything in his life. Shino didn't care for him, he barely could stand Kiba. Naruto hadn't talked to him lately. Kiba blinked as a few tears came out of his eyes. He truly didn't have any friends did he? Hinata wasn't the only one who was naïve.

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

Kiba nodded as he got out of the mud. He was leaving Konoha. Start a new life in another village. He just couldn't stay here, not with people who didn't even care about him. Sure his sister did, mom and Akamaru, but he thought it all through. Kiba could leave and start new and fresh. No regret, no pain. He really was better off on his own. He didn't need his mom, he didn't need his sister, and he didn't need Hinata. Kiba could make it alone, on his own.

On my own

Kiba started walking in the direction of the gates when he heard running from behind him. He sighed and turned to see if it was Akamaru. His eyes widen when he saw the last person he ever expected to be out in the rain. There stood a soak and wet Hinata running his way. Her clothes clung to her body as well as her hair. Kiba stood there in astonishment of her beauty. She looked beautiful even when wet. Hinata ran till she stood in front of Kiba. Her breathing was labored and she was holding herself. Kiba blinked then frowned.

"Hinata what are you doing out here?" His words came out coldly and Hinata winced. She looked up into his eyes with desperation in them.

"K-Kiba. I'm sorry, about earlier." He glared at the ground and snorted.

"Please just go away Hinata, get inside before you get sick." Kiba started to walk the other way when she grabbed his hand holding him still.

"Kiba listen to me!" He turned to look at a red faced Hinata. He was stunned that she yelled at him. Hinata exhaled some breath.

"What?" Kiba pulled his hand away from her grip. He waited for her to tell him what exactly he was suppose to be listening too.

"I'm sorry. I know I have b-been always thinking of Naruto. I know I h-haven't been thinking about your f-feelings for me. I know Naruto will n-never return my feelings. He never n-noticed me to begin with." Some tears rolled down her pale cheeks as she said that. Kiba looked unaffected. He was already numb, like watching her cry would make him want to hold her. She looked up to him her eyes watering.

"I've always k-known that you liked me. Having you around always made me f-feel safe and secure. Kiba you mean everything to m-me." He glared right at her. Hinata felt more tears come out of her eyes watching the glare directed at herself. She wanted so badly to crawl under a rock and rot away. She didn't mean to act the way she did that morning, she was just shocked that he would actually confess it. After that she needed to think through her own feelings. Hinata then realized she did like Kiba a lot, and wanted those feelings for him to grow more.

She remembered calling his house. Hana said that Kiba never returned home and Hinata got worried. So she ran around for an hour looking for him. She had then finally found him and now…he was glaring at her. It was killing her inside. It was her fault he was acting this way towards her. She didn't deserve his love, and now it probably was non-existence.

"Look I gotta go Hinata, go find Naruto or something." Kiba went to leave, but Hinata ran to the front of him. She sadly tripped in the mud and fell right in front of him. Hinata pulled herself up and felt more tears come down her face. He wanted nothing to do with her and now she just made a fool of herself. Hinata looked up to see Kiba's face. It was emotionless.

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

"Kiba please give me a chance." Hinata said looking up at his eyes and then back down into the mud. She knew her last attempt was pathetic just like herself. Right now she felt weak and in pain. Kiba thought it over in his mind. He did care about her truly and right now it was killing him. He wanted to help her up but his pride and heart wouldn't allow it. Hinata noticed he didn't say a thing so she got up. She stood with her head hung.

"N-Never mind Kiba. I don't deserve your love, I n-never did." Hinata moved to let him pass, she started to walk away from him her hands in fists as pain ran through them. Hinata didn't get far before something grabbed her arms pulling her to the owner. She looked up and before she knew it Kiba was kissing her. Both their lips were cold and wet, but the kiss was warming them up. Kiba wrapped his arms around her shivering body. His lips moving upon her own.

He pressed his lips even more on hers deepen the kiss. Kiba felt her hands move up his sides till they were around his neck. He pulled away from her for a second before kissing her deeply again. He wanted this so badly, he wanted her so badly. Love wasn't suppose to be an easy thing. You couldn't just read a book and know what it was. Kiba knew there were gonna be tons of ups and downs with love. But as long as Hinata was in his arms by his side, then he was sure they could make it through.

"Come on Hinata; let's get in before we both get sick." Kiba lead the way to his house. He knew Hinata didn't truly love him all the way, but he could only wait and make her grow to love him like she did with Naruto. Maybe he isn't better off on his own…

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

One of my favorite songs…jeez finally got this done with…never thought that would happen…hope its what you all expected and I hope you all enjoy it…I really put my heart into this oneshot…I know the kiss wasn't that good, but…(shrug) ya gotta believe me, I'm not feeling much in the mood to be lovey…just pretty depressed right now….you can probably see that in the oneshot…but yeah I am very depressed…anyways…review….I'm out…

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Pairing-AnkoXOrochimaru

Rating-'M'

Song- Torn by Natalie Imbruglia

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