|Love of my Life
Author: BandGeek4Life PM
Every relationship has ups and downs. But can they survive the downs? JackieHyde Chapter 3 up!Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,480 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 06-30-06 - Published: 06-24-06 - id: 3004641
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This is my first fanfic. So it might not be that great, please review
It had been three weeks since her and Hyde had started seeing each other. Well, I wouldn't call it "seeing each other". It was more of a summer fling.
Yesterday, a very cute guy asked me out on Friday. I was totally confused on what to do. I can't just put my love life on hold because of a "fling" but what if it was more? She didn't want to upset him, but she had to tell him, make sure he was ok with it. He probably wouldn't care, he would be all Zen. I hate when he was Zen, I fell like I am talking to a wall. I had accepted to go to dinner. But I couldn't seem to get up the nerve to tell Steven that while he was walking me home.
When we reached my door, he gave me a quick kiss on the cheek, and walked off.
I sighed, and walked in my dark and empty house.
Ever since Fez found out about their relationship, he had been especially cautious. Nowwe only made out in his car, which she thought smelled of alcohol, and weed. She wished there was somewhere they could go, but it seemed to be the only option. He had suggested her house, but her mom was due back soon.
Fez had walked in on them together in the basement last week. He had a look of absolute shock on his face. We made him swear not to tell anyone, especially Kelso. He was reluctant, but eventually he agreed. He said that we would eventually have to tell everyone, but we both agreed we weren't ready. I didn't want to hurt Kelso.
I walked upstairs to my bedroom and changed into my comfy pink pajamas.
I decided that I wanted a commitment. I can't go on like this, not know if we are together, if we could see other people. Maybe he already was seeing someone else that thought worried me. I will talk to him the next time I see him. But I was afraid. What if he rejected me? Told me he only wanted a fling? I knew this all too well. Boy and girl have fling. Girl asks for commitment. Boy dumps girl. But I was willing to take that risk. Because what I want is worth risking rejection.
I got underneath the covers and decided to leave my troubles to tomorrow.