-1Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblade. Just the plot, Wednesday and Michelle.

Not to Fade Away

Chapter 45: Kenny, Diary V

6/6

6:31pm

Today was the final day of grade ten. A final homeroom, a final two lessons and then a final assembly. And now, 89 days of freedom. This time last year, I was still friends with everyone. And now? Kai, Tyson and Max hang out with Hilary Tala, Mariah, Wednesday and Michelle. The results on my report card still shock me. I failed biology! I can’t believe it! 3 A’s, 4 B’s and an F. Michelle of course, got the best marks out of the grade and has been placed into the honor roll. Lisa, was placed in there too. Tonight, I’m sitting in my house, alone while my parnets go out to dinner in Santa Monica. Most of my grade will be out too, celebrating the end of grade ten and the beginning of the summer. Of course their going to have fun. Me? I can’t even be bothered moving from my house. Actually, I can’t be bothered moving from this chair, let alone my house. Since when has my life been like this? Since when I have been negitative about my life? How long have I been thinking this way? How long have I thought that I am worthless? Or not caring about failing?

Life has just become meaningless to me. I just can’t wait until mom and dad get home, and contiune their ranting on how I’ve ‘screwed up my optiunities and life’ once more. I know that, expect I’m really not that interested, nor am I going to care. The only thing I care about is, going to sleep and never waking up. I’m doing nothing holidays, expect for being alone. Which is want I want. To be alone. I don’t care anymore.

I truly don’t.