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It had never occurred to me that I could be gay or even remotely close to the term. It never occurred to me that I could even be loved by another let alone gay or bi or straight. Ever since I was young I was never really truly cared for and that in turn led me to this day were I am sitting in therapy with my 13 piercing and, thick eyeliner, tattoo, and Goth/Emo clothes, and my favorite gourd.

"So what is new today Gaara?" asked Amelia Katsurogi.

"Meh….nothing of great interest. But I have a question." I said staring at the wall.

"Well what is it Gaara?" she asked turning from her computer.

"I think I may love people but I am not sure I want to because well they are guys and there is two of them and everything is just really confusing." I mumbled looking to her.

Since I had started coming here which has been for about 5 months I noticed her looks. I never really paid much attention because well the wall just seemed that much more interesting. She has very, very short brown hair almost in a boy cut style. Her deep green eyes made me want to tell her everything. She was obviously taller, then me maybe 5'9, 5'8 I don't know nor care.

"Well Gaara if you like them then you shouldn't care what gender they are. As for liking more then one person, I, personally would talk to both parties about this very soon." She said tapping her pencil on the desk.

I moved my gaze back to the wall and waited for the time to pass and it did very slowly. But that tapping…ok it had to die now. My sand moved swiftly and quietly. Then as quick as it was out it was back in and the pencil laid in ruins on Amelia's lap.

"That's ok Gaara. Let it out." She said and then more silence.

I listened silently as the clock ticked back and forth. That would soon have to die as well as the pencil had perished.

"Ok Gaara, we are almost out of time, now answer me one question." She requested.

I looked at her but my face held no emotion.

"Will you talk to these boys and then you tell me what's going on?" she asked winking at me.

"You know what? I am not going to be here for the next month, I am going to go talk to those boys." I said standing and walking towards my gourd.

"Ok I will tell my secretary and make sure we get one in on the…4th of January?" she asked as she stood too and walked to the door.

My gourd was strapped as comfortable as a gourd can be strapped to my back and moved effortlessly to the door and nodded as she opened the door for me.

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