-1I Can't Help Myself

It scares me, I lay awake at night wondering if it will ever happen

It scares me, I resist it, I refuse it, I deny it

No matter what I do or what I say, I can't help myself

When I feel the vibe, and taste the pleasure of the feeling

When I feel the sign, theirs no turning back

All innocence is lost

When did this begin, how did it happen, it was so undetectable

My acts, so vivid, yet so tainted

I can't help myself

It scares me, because I enjoy the feeling

I savor what I feel and see

It helps calm the beast

Do you remember all we went through

All the precious memories

My acts, so vivid, yet so unholy

Why can't I help myself

I wont let it take over

Do you remember how to learn

Be aware and hold on tight to what you think is important

I close my eyes and sink within myself

Your in my memories

Our friendship can never be bought or sold

I may not be able to help myself now

But I might tomorrow

I'm in need of a fix called innocence