|His Farewell, from the one you can't love
Author: Inulover4eva PM
Protection is indeed hidden in the source of online chatting, Protection from themselves and what could have been but shouldn't have been. Read to find out. So so sorry typos, uploading sucks.Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Drama - Cagalli Y. A. & Kira Y. - Words: 5,053 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 08-23-06 - Status: Complete - id: 3120178
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Hehe.. hi! Yeah this is just a little addition to be honest i wanted to make it pertaining to another anime but i just couldn't bring myself to it. KiraxCagalli forever ne! lol Hmm.. There's a secret to this story so if you don't figure out be sure to ask if you're curious It's short in detail and completely personality driven based, no gundam talks, just the two with a little mention of other characters. Hope you like and Understand.
Disclaimer: I do not own gundam seed, just this conversation and story
A/N: Characters might be a bit OOC at times, deal with it . Some strong verbal content and sorry for typos and etc. But to keep it to a reality like story the typos in the AIM conversations are purposely done.
Athrunismyname is well.. duh think
Italics is Cagalli's Inner mind. and memories Later on.
Picking up his phone to look at her picture, the one he was about to call, he sighed and reluctantly placed the previously aformentioned devise back down on the counter. No screw it he blantantly threw it across the phone, not like he hardly cared about treating his mobile devise with care.
Sitting back down he looked at his laptop and with his quick coordinator hands turned on the screen and accessed the internet, He knew should we be on, She was after all waiting for his call.
By The way I still have every intention on calling you and yelling at you, so don't you dare go to bed yet.
She sighed. "What an asshole" She continued to type, actually to her semi boyfriend who had mentioned that he was getting ready to go to work.
Athrunismyname 12:40 am: Ima be heading of to work darling, Don't stay too late in the office and online for to long, It'll rot you're brain, I'll see ya in the morning when I get back, love you.
Athrunismyname 12:40 am: You there Cagalli?
Sunstar648 12:41am: What? Oh yeah.. right see ya later.
Athrunismyname 12:41 am: Um.. okay love you too
Auto-Response from Sunstar648 12:41 am : Um.. Out.
Athrunismyname 12:42 am: ...
Athrunismyname signs off.
" Look at me I'm just sitting here not doing anything... Oh Athrun signed off...hmph" Moving to get off her chair, Cagalli started to stretch her legs, around was a mess of documents that needed approval and the blinds to her office were shut closed, leaving nothing but the lamp light as her visual aid to the dark and lonely office.
"Kira..." Falling to the floor, she couldn't control her sobs, the night before had been a disaster, the 'gang' had met up to hang out, excluding Lacus and Athrun, actually it was just herself and the boys, quite funny really how she was always considered just one of the guys. The group consisted of Kira, herself, Yzak, Dereka and some other guys from the Archangle she couldn't place the name of. It was Yzak's last day before being shipped to a new PLANT, and soon would be Kira to follow after.
Yzak had always had a thing for Cagalli, even telling Kira so, actually on occassion when Athrun wasn't around Kira wanted his newfound friend to try and make a move so he can get it over and done with. No one saw the pain in his eyes when he offered a chance to Yzak to try and get with Cagalli.
It had ended oh so wrong, oh so very wrong. Still on the floor, now in a sitting position, she could do nothing but look up at the ceiling in a daze, recollecting all he had said and done, all the farway glances and blushes, smirks and hidden smiles, all the painful glares and heart wrentching sighs. All the times she saw nothing but his back slowly growing further in distance from her. " I should have stopped you, what If I stopped that cab what If.. Wow I'm going crazy here I am talking to myself as If it's going to change any-" A loud IM sound was heard back at her desk generating a volt of electricity up and down her body, her head spun quickly and soon to follow were her feet racing back to the screen.
MidnightPilot 12:44 AM: i cant bring myself to call you, cuz if i do, ima gonna get mad, and if i get mad im gonna yell, and if i yell then the little one will wake up
Another jolt, a skip of the heart and now is where it all begins to make a sure finale, no thinking, no descriptions just words uttered through a false sense of reality, through what is the only protection from their feelings and expression, reactions to what cynical words shall definately be thrown out in the moment of heated, blazed passion and anger, misunderstanding and wanting, and most of all regret. Protection is indeed hidden in the source of online chatting, Protection from themselves and what could have been but shouldn't have been.
How else could she have responded but with a simple...
Sunstar648 12:45 AM: aw fun over.
MidnightPilot 12:45 AM: i will tell you this though, i didnt take it back, i had no intentions on takin it back
MidnightPilot 12:45 AM: ur just impossible
MidnightPilot 12:45 AM: and thats that
Sunstar648 12:45 AM: pfft.
MidnightPilot12:45 AM: so hmf
Sunstar648 12:45 AM: i did nothing wrong
Sunstar648 12:45 AM: stop being a baby
MidnightPilot 12:45 AM: breathes
MidnightPilot 12:45 AM: u did nothing wrong?
Keep it Up don't Falter Cagalli..
Sunstar648 12:45 AM: oh come on get
Sunstar648 12:45 AM: mad
MidnightPilot 12:45 AM: are you serious?
Sunstar648 12:45 AM: you being mad is fun
Sunstar648 12:46 AM: it'll make things easier i suppose
MidnightPilot 12:46 AM: ugh
Sunstar648 12:46 AM: okay okay
Sunstar648 12:46 AM: im sorry
MidnightPilot 12:46 AM: for?
MidnightPilot 12:46 AM: being a complete asshole, yeah that about sums it up
Sunstar648 12:46 AM: i dont know, for whatever i couldve possibly done to piss you off even tho i seriousy dont see what i did
Sunstar648 12:46 AM: ..
Sunstar648 12:46 AM: fuck you
Sunstar648 12:46 AM: i was not an asshole
MidnightPilot 12:46 AM: ur jokign righjt
Sunstar648 12:46 AM: you wrere the asshole!
MidnightPilot 12:46 AM: omg
MidnightPilot 12:47 AM: i dont know where to begin..
MidnightPilot 12:47 AM: the whole night, u were literally trying to make me jelous of the many boys u either like or had some fling with
MidnightPilot 12:48 AM: was it honestly necessart
Sunstar648 12:48 AM: omg how!
MidnightPilot 12:48 AM: y
MidnightPilot 12:48 AM: ...
Sunstar648 12:48 AM: i totally was not
Sunstar648 12:48 AM: at all
Sunstar648 12:48 AM: are you seiou?
Sunstar648 12:48 AM: serious
MidnightPilot12:48 AM: man, u dont even realize it
Sunstar648 12:48 AM: if i recall
Sunstar648 12:48 AM: the only thing i possibly did that might have come out as trying to get you jealous but truly was not my intention
Sunstar648 12:48 AM: was being with Yzak 24/7
Sunstar648 12:48 AM: and why was that?
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: oh because you and Dereka were always together
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: and i had no girl friend to stick with
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: and hes nice
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: and
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: AND
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: all you didn with Dereka
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: is talk about how you wanted to hook up with Lacus so badly
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: afnnd fucking Flay
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: and Mira's boobs
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: i mean seriously
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: wtf
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: like i can take it
Her Hands are sweaty, her heart is racing, his heart is aching, all beating at the same time, with the same thing in mind, betrayl regret, anguish, pain, hate, love. Her mind an interception of fast fluid movement painstakingly coming up with whatever comes to mind in a response to his words, in response to what had happened the previous night. Her typos became more frequent, she had no control, tried to rectify.. tried to rectify what.. the typos.. or her feelings for him.
MidnightPilot 12:49 AM: OH GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: ..
Sunstar648 12:49 AM: what!
MidnightPilot 12:49 AM: Dereka was th eone who brought up all those convos
MidnightPilot12:50 AM: i didnt start ne of em, the one about Mirallia, i did not want to bring her into this at all, Lacus, that was done deal, and Flay, WTF
Sunstar648 12:50 AM: no when he asked for a favor you kept saying " and what favor did you do for me" which immmediately fucking leads to the Lacus thing
MidnightPilot 12:50 AM: i hate Flay
Sunstar648 12:50 AM: ugh listen
Sunstar648 12:50 AM: i honestly didnt care cause yeah
Sunstar648 12:50 AM: i knew you basically was in love with her
Sunstar648 12:50 AM: so ive learned to deal with you mentioning her
Sunstar648 12:51 AM: but for you to accuse me of trying to get you jealous
MidnightPilot 12:51 AM: IT WAS SO TRUE
MidnightPilot 12:51 AM: honestly Cagalli..
Was it? Was it really true..?
Sunstar648 12:51 AM: you know what, whatever i was NOT TRYING to get you jealous, but whatever i did to MAKE you jealous, i am sooooo sorry cause you know i matter to you THAT much
MidnightPilot 12:51 AM: and even when i tried talking to you, u literally, LITERALLY, ran away, so i said fuck it, theres no point
Sunstar648 12:51 AM: wtf
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: i always talked to you!
MidnightPilot12:52 AM: WTF
MidnightPilot12:52 AM: ARE U TLAKING ABOUT...
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: you didnt do anything that show any recollection of your admittance to liking me on sat night
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: so i was like fuck it
MidnightPilot 12:52 AM: OMG
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: he takes it back ONCE AGAIN
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: so i decided to leave you alone
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: and chill with Yzak
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: that one time i ran away TO Yzak
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: was because you thought iw as going to hit you
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: when in reality
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: i wanted to HUG you
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: so i got pissed
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: and left you
MidnightPilot 12:52 AM: oh dont try that...
MidnightPilot 12:52 AM: thats bull shit
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: im not trying anything!
MidnightPilot 12:52 AM: and u know
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: yeah i hit you a lot
MidnightPilot 12:52 AM: it
Sunstar648 12:52 AM: you know thats me
MidnightPilot 12:52 AM: ...
Sunstar648 12:53 AM: but im sooo fucking tired ... So very tired Kira...
Sunstar648 12:53 AM: of you always backing away cause you think im going to hit when you havent done anything to provoke me to hitting you
Sunstar648 12:53 AM: i thought i was going to have some alone time
Sunstar648 12:53 AM: get a few last words out b4 you leave
Sunstar648 12:53 AM: but i never got the danmn chance
Sunstar648 12:53 AM: and you never gave me a chance and never took one
Sunstar648 12:53 AM: so wtf am i suppose to do
Sunstar648 12:53 AM: follow you aorund like a puppy
Sunstar648 12:53 AM: and beg
Sunstar648 12:53 AM: fuck no!
And here is where it Hits, Here is when it seems to all end.
MidnightPilot 12:53 AM: i never took a chance?
Sunstar648 12:54 AM: not last night no you didnt
MidnightPilot 12:54 AM: i never gave u a chance?
MidnightPilot 12:54 AM: are u fucking kidding me..
MidnightPilot12:54 AM: honestly, what do u want from me
MidnightPilot 12:54 AM: i was there, i tried, you deemed it funny to just iono, ignore me and chill with Yzak the whole night
MidnightPilot 12:54 AM: so i gave up
Sunstar648 12:55 AM: please tell specifically how you tried to talk to me
MidnightPilot 12:55 AM: and i dont care the u chilled with Yzak, thas cool, w/e, but at least have the decency to talk to me
Sunstar648 12:55 AM: cause i dont rem anyof it
Sunstar648 12:55 AM: i did tlak to you!
Sunstar648 12:55 AM: i initiated all the fucking convos
Sunstar648 12:56 AM: how can you say i did nothing!
Sunstar648 12:56 AM: i dont believe you omg lol
MidnightPilot 12:56 AM: um its easy, u did absolutely nothin
Sunstar648 12:56 AM: lol you are comepltely impossible
Sunstar648 12:56 AM: wow
MidnightPilot 12:56 AM: IM IMPOSSIBLE?
MidnightPilot 12:56 AM: ...
Sunstar648 12:57 AM: okay so tell me, you're really mad because you believe that i ignored you all night?
MidnightPilot 12:57 AM: well yes, hence the argument
The Big Question. I did it for you.
Sunstar648 12:57 AM: right.
Sunstar648 12:57 AM: aren't you the least bit proud that i gave what you and Yzak wanted
MidnightPilot 12:58 AM: oh i wouldve been about 4 months ago
MidnightPilot 12:58 AM: hell, even 1 month ago
MidnightPilot 12:58 AM: but now...
MidnightPilot 12:58 AM: fuck it, yeah im proud
MidnightPilot12:58 AM: awesom for u and Yzak
MidnightPilot 12:59 AM: sigh
Sunstar648 12:59 AM: why do you do this.
MidnightPilot 12:59 AM: do what?1
Sunstar648 12:59 AM: i dont know anymore
Sunstar648 12:59 AM: i dont even know why i continue to fight with you
MidnightPilot 1:00 AM: this time i thought it would be a lil bit different
Midnigh Pilot 1:00 AM: but i guess not
MidnightPilot 1:00 AM: and hey, what do i know..
Sunstar648 1:00 AM: what do you mean different
MidnightPilot 1:01 AM: nothing, nvm, theres honestly no point
MidnightPilot 1:01 AM: i leave in 2 days, lets just let bygones be bygones
MidnightPilot 1:01 AM: heh..
Sunstar648 1:01 AM: yeah, bygones
Sunstar648 1:02 AM: you know.
Sunstar648 1:02 AM: i probably wont actually ever see you again
Sunstar648 1:02 AM: its really dawning on me
MidnightPilot 1:02 AM: yeh, pretty shitty last time together huh
Sunstar648 1:03 AM: lol, its what we are good at eh?
MidnightPilot 1:03 AM: yeah i guess
Sunstar648 1:03 AM: like i said maybe it makes things easier
Sunstar648 1:03 AM: if what i had hoped to happen would have happened
Sunstar648 1:03 AM: things would surely suck after
MidnightPilot 1:04 AM: what were hoping to happen?
Like you don't know, Goddamn you! To the side of her, papers were strewn acorss the table, hitting the wind formulated by the brask action, hitting together to make a clasping sound, then gradually falling to the ground lifeless, emulating the exact feelings that crawled through her, the passionate anger dangling down to a wim of Hoplessness.
Sunstar648 1:04 AM: nothing/
MidnightPilot 1:04 AM: u might as well tell me
Sunstar648 1:04 AM: you dont tell me what you want to say half the time
Sunstar648 1:04 AM: and we have our reasons
Sunstar648 1:04 AM: some things are better left unsaid
MidnightPilot 1:05 AM: im not gonna see u again and im gonna like try to erase u from my life, no offense
MidnightPilot 1:05 AM: but whats the point
Sunstar648 1:05 AM: hah
Sunstar648 1:05 AM: you dont want me apart of your memories?
Sunstar648 1:05 AM: thats awesome.
MidnightPilot 1:05 AM: i figured it wouldnt hurt as much
"Is there that Same Somber smile on you're face Kira..?" A sigh. " The one that is the mirror image of my own..."
Sunstar648 1:06 AM: i hate you.
MidnightPilot 1:06 AM: i know
MidnightPilot1:06 AM: i love you though, ha, i feel like we've swapped roles
MidnightPilot 1:06 AM: this is fucking awesome
MidnightPilot 1:06 AM: i need to leave Orb
The lamp light is off now, no one knows when it was switched, the screen resolution of light is the only guidance to a face that is shrouded in darkness, one side is revealed a side where water seems to be flowing, a small stream, river of sadness, undulating.
Sunstar648 1:06 AM: yeah
Sunstar648 1:07 AM: fuck Kira
MidnightPilot 1:07 AM: wha
h0m3 sl1ce icE 1:07 AM: woah, what
Sunstar648 1:07 AM: would you change anything?
MidnightPilot 1:08 AM: a lot
Sunstar648 1:08 AM: never meeting me lol?
MidnightPilot 1:08 AM: lol, it crossed my minf
MidnightPilot 1:08 AM: mind
Sunstar648 1:08 AM: same rofl
Sunstar648 1:08 AM: i keep thinking
Sunstar648 1:09 AM: what would have happened if i stopped you from calling a cab
Sunstar648 1:09 AM: but then i think
Sunstar648 1:09 AM: nothing would have happened
Sunstar648 1:09 AM: cause nothing should happen, and Yzak was there, and that night was about him
Sunstar648 1:09 AM: and to do that to him..
Sunstar648 1:09 AM: heh
MidnightPilot 1:10 AM: well, Yzak got wat he wanted
A flash of a guy with white hair pinning a girl with fiery blonde to a phone booth making out with her as she contemplates someone else runs through the night sky.
Sunstar648 1:10 AM: thats all that matters right.
MidnightPilot 1:10 AM: yep, i guess so.
MidnightPilot 1:10 AM: damn, we're good friends to him
Sunstar648 1:11 AM: lol fuck yeah that guy owes us big
MidnightPilot 1:11 AM: heh
MidnightPilot1:12 AM: shit.. i honestly feel like this is it
Sunstar648 1:12 AM: thats because it is.
That's Because it is...
MidnightPilot 1:12 AM: ha, theres a scary thought for yah
MidnightPilot 1:12 AM: i dont know how to end it though
Sunstar648 1:13 AM: i mean i wont be able to see you tomorrow or thurs cause your majorly booked right?
Sunstar648 1:13 AM: and then thats it ur gone
Sunstar648 1:13 AM: and come christmas im going away for vaca before i start my semester in niagara
MidnightPilot 1:13 AM: tomorrow im with my mom, then dinner at Athruns, and thursday im packing
MidnightPilot1:13 AM: so yeah, im done
Sunstar648 1:14 AM: no loop holes ;
MidnightPilot 1:14 AM: heh, none whatsoever
Sunstar648 1:15 AM: unless its the wee hours of the morning grins
Sunstar648 1:15 AM: lol jk jk
MidnightPilot1:15 AM: lol.. u know me, i dont do mornings, at all
Sunstar648 1:15 AM: yeah i know lol
Sunstar648 1:15 AM: you'd think you'll make an exception for me but noooooo
Sunstar648 1:15 AM: hmph.
MidnightPilot1:16 AM: i could actually see u tomorrow, but i was thinking that its much better off without me seein u again
MidnightPilot 1:16 AM: im not very good at goodbyes
Sunstar648 1:16 AM: hey based on my phone conversations, you think i am?
Making Excuses again...You were always too kind. Never wanting to unintentionally hurt me, yet all up for for the intentional parts. A Bitter Laugh echos in the darkness.
MidnightPilot 1:16 AM: and it'll make it easier
Sunstar648 1:16 AM: yeah, we like things to be easy , dont we
MidnightPilot 1:17 AM: sure do
Sunstar648 1:17 AM: see me tomorrow.
MidnightPilot 1:17 AM: i cant
MidnightPilot 1:17 AM: i wont
MidnightPilot 1:17 AM: i hate the climatic ending
Sunstar648 1:17 AM: lol
Sunstar648 1:17 AM: but you do it oh so well
MidnightPilot 1:18 AM: and for some reason i get nervous when im gonna see u
MidnightPilot 1:18 AM: hehe, yea i know
MidnightPilot 1:18 AM:
Sunstar648 1:18 AM: no, i dont think youget nervouse, i think you get worried that im going to pull some crazy stunt thatll piss you off
Sunstar648 1:18 AM: cause, i usually do
MidnightPilot 1:19 AM: heh, that too
MidnightPilot 1:19 AM: well my mind is made up, i cant see you
MidnightPilot 1:19 AM: i mean, we'll talk and stuff...
MidnightPilot1:19 AM: u'll rule Orb, marry whatshis face
Sunstar648 1:19 AM: -.-
MidnightPilot 1:20 AM: ill get Lacus
MidnightPilot 1:20 AM: we'll be fine
MidnightPilot 1:20 AM:
Sunstar648 1:20 AM: lol thats nice scenario
MidnightPilot 1:20 AM: ha yeah, the way my life is going right now, i needed a nice one
Sunstar648 1:20 AM: you're life is going just the way you wanted to, you should be happy
MidnightPilot 1:20 AM: haha
MidnightPilot 1:21 AM: thats funny
MidnightPilot 1:21 AM: i needed that one
MidnightPilot 1:21 AM: wooh
Tell me that you need me to have a happy life..
Sunstar648 1:21 AM: what could possibly be wrong
Sunstar648 1:21 AM: your going to PLANT arent you
Sunstar648 1:21 AM: thats what you wanted
MidnightPilot 1:21 AM: oh, trust me, you dont know the half of it
Sunstar648 1:22 AM: you still have your friends, you'll be in touch maybe not as close but you'll see them again
MidnightPilot 1:22 AM: heh, its nothing, seriously, its fine
Sunstar648 1:22 AM: come on you know you and athrun will still be close lol
MidnightPilot 1:22 AM: heh, thats not it
MidnightPilot1:22 AM: lol
Sunstar648 1:22 AM: Lacus?
MidnightPilot1:22 AM: oh wow
Sunstar648 1:23 AM: im good
Sunstar648 1:23 AM: i know
MidnightPilot 1:23 AM: i mean, nah, not really..
MidnightPilot 1:23 AM: lol
MidnightPilot 1:23 AM: i win, big brother always wins )
Sunstar648 1:23 AM: lol oh please it is , and im the big one -.-
MidnightPilot 1:23 AM: sigh
MidnightPilot 1:23 AM: shes not the whole thing, but part of it
Sunstar648 1:24 AM: maybe you can see her tomorrow and do what you wanted to do
Sunstar648 1:24 AM: you should take the chance while you still have it
MidnightPilot 1:24 AM: yeah its not gonna happen
Sunstar648 1:24 AM: why not
MidnightPilot1:24 AM: its fine, nvm
Sunstar648 1:25 AM: never let me get too close
Sunstar648 1:25 AM: okies.
Sunstar648 1:25 AM:
MidnightPilot 1:25 AM: u really wanna know?
Sunstar648 1:25 AM: yeah
MidnighPilot 1:25 AM: wel ur shit outta luck, cuz i honestly, from the bottom of my heart, dont know
A slam at the desk, a yell is heard.
He himself sits there with a deflating smile. " I know you know I know.."
Sunstar648 1:30 AM: I'm going to miss you
MidnightPilot 1:30 AM: sigh, ima miss you too
The Silence is deafining, no message for some time. "We could pretend that this night will never end..." Her hand gracefully touches the screen where his name is reflected upon, her forehead pressed against the screen unknowingly mimicing the same action as her twin brother.
MidnightPilot 1:42 AM: it is getting kinda late
Sunstar648 1:43 AM: yeah
MidnightPilot 1:43 AM: shit
Sunstar648 1:43 AM: ?
MidnightPilot 1:43 AM: nothing
Sunstar648 1:43 AM: lol..
MidnightPilot 1:43 AM: i should get goin
MidnightPilot 1:43 AM: i guess
Sunstar648 1:43 AM: oh
Sunstar648 1:43 AM: yeah of course
Sunstar648 1:43 AM: you need to be well rested
MidnightPilot 1:43 AM: oh dont get it twisted
MidnightPilot 1:44 AM: ima go play like grandia or something
MidnightPilot 1:44 AM: till around 4
MidnightPilot 1:44 AM: )
Sunstar648 1:44 AM: lol thats.. great
MidnightPilot 1:44 AM: fuck, why is this so hard
Sunstar648 1:44 AM: grandia 4?
Sunstar648 1:44 AM: .
Sunstar648 1:44 AM: what
MidnightPilot 1:45 AM: lol, wow, its grandia 3, first of all
Sunstar648 1:45 AM: lol sorry.
MidnightPilot 1:45 AM: and no, saying goodbye
Sunstar648 1:45 AM: mabe because saying good byes arent fun
Sunstar648 1:45 AM: and plus its online
Sunstar648 1:45 AM: its so...
MidnightPilot 1:47 AM: (
Sunstar648 1:47 AM: so
MidnightPilot 1:47 AM: so
Sunstar648 1:47 AM: heh
Sunstar648 1:47 AM: im still going to be doing these " . " i hope you know.
MidnightPilot 1:47 AM: just as long as u dont forget where u got em from
MidnightPilot 1:48 AM: )
Sunstar648 1:49 AM: lol hey maybe i will
Sunstar648 1:49 AM: yanno
Sunstar648 1:49 AM: erasing you from my memory and all
Sunstar648 1:49 AM: :P
MidnightPilot 1:49 AM: touche
MidnightPilot1:49 AM: (poke)
Sunstar648 1:50 AM: giggles
MidnightPilot 1:50 AM: heh
Sunstar648 1:50 AM: you should go before i start getting sappy and say things we'll both regret..
MidnightPilot 1:50 AM: lol, like what
Sunstar648 1:50 AM: hmph.
MidnightPilot 1:51 AM: haha
MidnightPilot 1:51 AM: alright, im out
Sunstar648 1:51 AM: heh
Images of Last night played before her, she knew he was waiting for her to make the move to let it be known to the public that they loved each other, but she couldn't do it. How Could she? She knew or at least believe she knew, she didn't actually know for crist sake. She unfortunately stood there in the presence of Yzak the last remaining member from the group that has yet to gone home, her hands clutched together by her chest, watching him hail a cab with eyes as clear as day during a 4 am departure. Watched him leave she did, and not a moment of protest.
Not this time.
Sunstar648 1:51 AM: wait
MidnightPilot 1:51 AM: im sure we'll keep in touch, no matter how much i try to block u out, i cant
Sunstar648 1:52 AM: wtf am i suppose to say lol
MidnightPilot 1:52 AM: lol iono
Sunstar648 1:52 AM: is there
Sunstar648 1:52 AM: really no way
Sunstar648 1:52 AM: i can see you before you go
Sunstar648 1:53 AM: dont answer
Sunstar648 1:53 AM: nevermind
MidnightPilot1:53 AM: ok
Sunstar648 1:53 AM: Kira!
Sunstar648 1:53 AM: argh
MidnightPilot 1:53 AM: yeah
Sunstar648 1:53 AM: yeah.. no way?
MidnightPilot 1:53 AM: u told me not to answer
MidnightPilot1:53 AM: and yeah, no way
Sunstar648 1:54 AM: why can't i believe it.
MidnightPilot 1:54 AM: cuz its not true
MidnightPilot 1:54 AM: i just dont want to see you
MidnightPilot 1:54 AM: its not you, its me
Sunstar648 1:54 AM: wow
Sunstar648 1:54 AM: wow
Sunstar648 1:54 AM: rofl
Sunstar648 1:54 AM: i never thought
MidnightPilot 1:54 AM: heh
Sunstar648 1:54 AM: id see that line
MidnightPilot 1:54 AM: lol
Sunstar648 1:55 AM: you know how you always tell me you regret it Kira
MidnightPilot 1:55 AM: yep
Sunstar648 1:55 AM: Don't regret not doing this.. please
MidnightPilot 1:55 AM: so ur telling me to regret doing it
MidnightPilot 1:55 AM?
Sunstar648 1:55 AM: im telling you to not have anything to regret
MidnightPilot 1:56 AM: i wont, and if i see u, i will
MidnightPilot 1:56 AM: trust me
MidnightPilot1:56 AM: this is the best way
Sunstar648 1:57 AM: lol.. everytime i fight you on your decision you dont want me to and everytime i dont apparently i should have
MidnightPilot AM: lol yeah
MidnightPilot 1:58 AM: ok, well, we'll keep in touch, i promise
Sunstar648 1:58 AM: no
Sunstar648 1:58 AM: no!
MidnightPilot 1:58 AM: sorry
MidnightPilot 1:58 AM: bye cagalli
MidnightPilot signed off at 1:58 AM
And just like that. It's over, to never see him again.
A fleeting memory is passed through her eyes, her only visual aid, as the screen turns off.
His face against hers, his lips, breath, mouth, voice against hers... against her ear. Because we are twins.
"Because we are twins"
Because I love you too much.
" Because I love you too much" A sob.
It would have never worked out.
" And now you're gone."
A sound is heard, at first unrecognizable to the state that she is in, and then it hits her, a small gleem of happiness.
"Kira!" Reaching for the phone, stumbling in the dark, she picks it up Eagerly.
A Thud is heard as she falls once again, and he is never there to catch her.
" Hello? Cagalli?"
" Yeah I'm here... Athrun"
Well How'd you like it? Haha It probably really sucked, but please review to tell me so! P I know it was really long for a one shot, sorry about that, I would have split them up, but the atmosphere of the story would have been ruined that way. Anyways love ya all