Just listen,

please, listen.

I don't mean to be this way,

I don't mean to act so cold,

every single day.

You wonder why I've become this way.

My dad, well, he don't give a shit.

My fears, well, pride don't let me show them.

My feelings, emotions, well, I don't want them.

But I can't completely shove them away.

If I act like I don't care,

just know, know that I'll always be there.

Not matter what I say, or what I do, you'll always have me.

Sorry it it seems,

that I love to push you away.

And if it stops you from ending your life today,

I care.

I really do.

I hope you care too.

Now for the I'm sorry's,

and the 'please don't worries'.

I'm sorry I didn't tell you,

don't worry about me.

I'm sorry If I acted cold,

Don't worry, it was just a facade.

It's true what they say,

You don't know what you've got until it goes away.